Thursday, February 18, 2010

Self-Deprecation: my anti-drug.

Who's the last person you talked to about sex?
I dunno. Kaitlyn, probably.

Are you stubborn?
Kinda

If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes

Who was the last person to be on a bed with you?
Kaitlyn

Do you tend to hold a grudge?
Sometimes.

Has anyone called you perfect before?
No.

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Uh, that would not work out well.

Where is the biggest scar on your body?
My left thigh.

Have you ever been told you were amazing?
Yes.

Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
I dunno.

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Juice.

When will you next be asked out?
Never.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.

What would you do if there was a killer in your house?
Let him kill me.

If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
Maybe...

Do you get along with girls?
I think so.

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
No.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
I don't know.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yes.

What was the last thing you cried about?
I don't know.

Who was the last girl you talked to?
Marisa.

Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
My roommate used to.

Do you have any facial piercings?
Just my ears.

Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
How should I know?

Would you ever get plastic surgery?
*shrug*

What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid?
Apparently, grown men.

Do you ever miss your past?
Yes. I wasn't as fucked up back then.

Do you miss the last person you kissed?
No.

How have you felt today?
I want the world to die.

Are you nice to the people you dislike?
I try.

You kissed someone today, didn't you?
Nope.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No.

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
Yes.

What are you doing for your next birthday?
Nothing.

Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say?
Liar.

What are you looking forward to?
Getting out of here.

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.

Are you in a good mood right now?
Not particularly.

Do you like to make the first move?
No.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.

When was the last time you completely broke down?
I dunno.

Do you swear often?
Sometimes.

Would you go out in public looking the way you do?
I suppose if I had to.

Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail?
Not really.

What are you thinking about right now?
The fact that I'm really sure that everyone hates me.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe.

Do you like taking walks?
I suppose.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Yeah.

Are you happier now than you were last year?
No.

Would you rather be a blonde or a brunette?
Brunette

Have you ever blew up a condom?
No.

If you had to make out with your ex or your best friend of the same sex, who would you choose?
Ex.

Why is your myspace song what it is?
Because I like the band.

What are your chances of getting with your crush?
None.

Have you ever sent a naughty text message?
Yes.

Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
Yes

Have you ever cheated on a bf/gf?
No.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Kinda.

Do you have a gay friend?
Yep.

Do you own a strapless bra?
Somewhere.

Do you have a worst enemy?
Kinda.

If you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the babys last name be?
Twitter.

Do you like canada?
Never been there.

Who do you live with?
Marisa.

Are your parents protective of you?
No. I'm pretty sure she doesn't give a fuck.

What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
I scratch my arms.

Are you a good liar?
No.

What is something you want more than anything right now?
Fulfillment in my life.

Is money important to you?
Nah.

Are you currently in a "I wouldn't mind if I lost 50 pounds" kind of mood?
Always.

Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older?
No.

Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?
TV

Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
No.

Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Nah.

Do you find yourself saying mean things to people over the internet that you wouldn't say in real life?
Yeah.

Do you lie about your age?
No.

When was the last time you fell asleep with a guy?
Never.

When did you last cry and over what?
Can't remember.

Who is the last person to text you?
Kaitlyn.

What is your ring tone?
When the Day Met the Night by Panic! at the Disco

Does the person you like know it?
No. Good thing, too.

Where are you right now?
Under my bed.

How is your hair?
Eh.

Any complaints?
MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Dunno.

What are you doing?
Nothing.

Have you been in a car accident?
Yep.

Who is the last person on your missed calls?
Kaitlyn

What did the last text message you received say?
11:45

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Yes. They need to have a reason.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

I figure this is better than Social Interview

-Are your parents married or divorced?
Divorced.

-Are you a vegetarian?
No. I like steak. And chicken.

-Do you believe in Heaven?
Yes. And I believe that I'm not going there.

-Have you ever come close to dying?
Nah.

-What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
My earrings.

-Are you eating?
No.

-Do you eat the stems of broccoli
Not on their own.

-Do you wear makeup?
Yes, sometimes.

-Would you ever have plastic surgery?
No.

-What do you wear to bed?
Pajamas.

-Have you ever done anything illegal?
Yes, duh.

-Can you roll your tounge?
Yep.

-Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.

-Do you believe in Abortions?
Abortion's wrong.

-What is your Hair color?
Brown.

-Future child's name, boy and girl?
Adam and... I really like the name Evelyn, but then they'd be Adam and Evie.

-Do you smoke?
Sometimes.

-If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Ireland.

-Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
My tiger. Or when I'm at home, a real live kitty cat.

-If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
I'd buy new cars for my mommy and me.

-Gold or silver?
Silver.

-Hamburger or hot dog?
Hamburger, unless it's a non-burned, grilled hot dog.

-If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Pierogies.

-City, beach or country?
Country.

-What was the last thing you touched?
The laptop. And my leg.

-Where did you eat last?
The caf.

-When's the last time you cried?
Uh... good question?

-Do you read blogs?
A couple.

-Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
I've done it before.

-Ever been involved with the police?
Yes. I got pulled over for a burnt-out headlight.

-What's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?
Herbal Essences shampoo/conditioner (really, any of them will do) and the foaming Moonlight Path stuff from Bath and Body Works.

-Do you talk in your sleep?
I hope not.

-Ocean or pool?
Pool, please.

-What's your favorite song at the moment
I'm getting back into the '90s and rediscovering the truth in "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls. Although certainly the Cartel cover of "Wonderwall" is equally my favorite.

-Have you ever had a cavity?
Two.

-Window seat or aisle seats?
Window seat.

-Ever met anyone famous?
Yep yep.

-Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
No. My life's not over yet.

-Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl, but I usually don't eat spaghetti.

-What is your fav. sport to play?
None.

-Basketball or football?
Basketball. I used to be good at it.

-When was the last time you went to the bathroom?
A few hours ago.

-Do you drive a stick?
No.

-Cake or ice cream?
Cake, but it can't be dry.

-Are you self-conscious?
Yes.

-Do you like any of your close friends?
He has potential to be a close friend. It's a long story.

-Have you ever given money to a bum?
Does Drew count?

-Have you been in love?
Maybe?

-Where do you wish you were?
I dunno.

-On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?
Because I rearranged my friends a lot.

-Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Yeah.

-Can you tango?
No.

-Last gift you received?
Cowlendar!

-What occasion did you recieve your gift?
Christmas.

-Last thing you spent lots of money on?
Shoes.

-Where do you live?
In a dorm room.

-Last wedding attended.
I have never been to a wedding.

-Favorite restaurant?
Noodles and Company. Or CPK.

-What is your favorite kind of car?
Nissan. Except the Cube. WTF is that nonsense?

-Most hated food(s)
Strongly-flavored fish...

-Most loved food(s)?
Pierogies, eggs.

-Can you sing?
Eh.

-Person on your mind?
Joey, 'cause I stole this from him.

-What's your least fav. chores?
Dishes.

-Favorite drink?
Tea, diet soda.

-Currently have a Crush?
Yes.

-How long was your longest drive in a car?
8 hours. Unless you count a bus ride, in which case the answer is 15 hours.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

1, 2, 10.

TEN ARE YOUS:

1. Are you single? Yep

2. Are you happy? Pretty much

3. Are you bored? Yep

5. Are you Italian? No

6. Are you German? Yes

7. Are you Asian? Nah

8. Are you cool? Nah.

9. Are you Irish? A little

10. Are your parents still married? No
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FACTS:
1. Hair Color – Brown

2. Hair Style – Blah

3. Eye Color - Green

4. Gender - Female

5. Lefty or Righty? - Right

_____________________________________
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

1. Have you ever been in love? Maybe

2. Do you believe in love at first sight? Sometimes

3. Why did your last relationship fail? I was leaving for college. I wasn't giving him what he wanted.

4. Have you ever been hurt? Duh

5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Probably. I'm sorry.

6. Are you in love? No. I have a major crush.

7. Are you friends with the last girl/guy you talked to? Yeah ish

8. Are you afraid of commitment? Nah

9. Have you hugged someone within the last week? Yes

10. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Nah

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TEN THIS OR THAT:

1. Love or Lust? Love

2. Lemonade or Iced Tea? Iced Tea

3. Cats or Dogs? Cats

4. A few best friends or many regular friends? A few best.

5. Television or Internet? Internet.

7. Wild night out or romantic night in? Romantic night in.

8. Pink or Purple? Purple.

9. Day or Night? Day. Bad things happen at night.

10. IM or Phone? IM

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TEN HAVE YOU EVER'S:

1. Been caught sneaking out? No

2. Fell down the stairs? Yep

3. White water rafting? Nope

4. Finished an entire jaw breaker? Yes

5. Wanted something/someone so bad it hurt? Yep.

7. Skipped School? Kinda

8. Wanted to disappear? Always

9. Been to a concert? Yes

10. Mailed a letter? Yeah

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NINE PREFERENCES FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER:


1. Smile or Eyes? Smile.

2. Light or Dark Hair? I'm partial to dark hair.

3. Hugs or Kisses? Both.

4. Shorter or Taller? Taller, please.

5. Intelligence or Attractiveness? Both have to be present, but intelligence above attractiveness.

6. Dancer or Scholar? Scholar. I don't want him to expect me to dance.

7. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship.

8. Funny and poor OR rich and serious? Funny and poor, but he needs to be able to be serious.

9. Play the guitar or into sports? Guitar.
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NINE LASTS:

1. Last phone call? Mom

2. Last phone call you received? Carolyn

3. Last person you hung out with? Roomie

4. Last person you hugged? Kaitlyn

5. Last person you IM'ed? Jorden

6. Last thing you ate? Marshmallows

7. Last thing you drank? Juice

8. Last site you went on? Twitter

9. Last place you were? Annapolis lounge

_____________________________________
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Are you in a committed relationship? I wish.
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FRIENDS:
1. Do you secretly hate one of your friends? No

2. Do you consider all of your friends good friends? Kinda

3. Who knows mostly everything about you? Kaitlyn knows everything. I have no secrets from her.

4. Did you lie during this survey? No.

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RANDOM:

1. Who were your last 4 texts from? I dunno

2. When was your default picture taken? October

3. How old are you? 18

4. What is your current mood? Meh

5. What's your dad's middle name? Eugene

6. What color shirt are you wearing? Blue with white stars

7. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? No. If even one thing had changed, I might not be surrounded by the amazing people I have in my life right now.

8. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Dunno

9. When was the last time you cried? Dunno.

10. If you could have one super power what would it be? Invisibility.

11. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Height.

12. Do you still like kiddy movies? Yes.

13. What's your favorite smell? Almond extract. And the combo of cigarettes and guy cologne. It brings back memories.

14. Describe your life in one word? Ugh.

15. What are you looking forward to the most? 26 days from now.

16. Who are you thinking about right now? Taylor Swift.

17. What should you be doing? Gettin' ready for sleep.

18. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? Drewbie
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Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Kmart.

Have you ever had a pet fish? Yes.

Does the future make you more nervous or excite? Nervous. There is nothing exciting about the future.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No.

Do you believe that everything happens for reason? Yeah.

Do you have a best friend to lean on? Yes.

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009? No

Have you ever walked in on people having sex? No, thank GOD.

Who's thinking about you right now? No one.

How many people of the opposite sex have you made cry? I hope, not very many.

Do you wanna see somebody right now? Sure.

In the past week have you felt sad? Yes

Do you like cookies n' cream bars? Sure

What eye color is the prettiest? Green.

What are you going to do next? Sleep.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Eh.

Promise not to lie or erase any of these questions?
Even if I do, how will you know?

How was your new years eve?
Fantabulous.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
I'm afraid of getting hurt because I'm in love. But I really want to fall in love one day. It's like... going skydiving. It's scary, and there's a chance you'll get really hurt, but it looks like a lot of fun and you don't want to let your fears get in the way of the bigger, better experience.

Where is your ex gf/bf right now?
Probably at his house.

Do you act differently around the person you like?
I don't really like anyone.

Whens the last time you talked to your ex? And what was it about?
Either last night about a story he wrote, or a few days ago about... nonsense, including the paper he wrote.

What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
Math.

Do you have any television obsessions?
Reba! And Teen Mom!

What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
"Hush."

Do you love anybody?
Yes, but not in a romantic way.

What time did you fall asleep last night?
It was after 1.

Any songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
I can listen to them, I'm just very bitter when I do.

If the last girl/guy you hugged had sex with another girl/guy, what would you say?
"It's about time!"

Where is your mom right now?
At a work dinner.

Was last night terrible?
It was eh.

Have you broken a bone?
Arm.

Are you single or taken? Why?
Single, because I don't know any guys who find me attractive.

What puts a smile on your face instantly?
"When the Day Met the Night" by Panic at the Disco

What was the funniest thing that happened in the last week?
My dog barking at a paper towel tube.

Who was the last person you gave a dirty look to?
My sister.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.

When was the last time you changed in front of someone and who?
Kaitlyn when I stayed over.

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not really. Regardless of what he says, he'll judge me. Or otherwise be insensitive about it later.

Would you rather have a small dog or a big dog?
I want to have a St. Bernard when I grow up.

Are you happy with your relationship status?
I'd like a relationship, but being single is pretty good.

Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.

Is your room ever clean?
When I'm not home.

If you woke up next to the last person you texted who would it be?
My mom.

Do you drink bottled water?
Not really.

Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
PGSTT.

Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
I haven't seen anyone all day. Literally.

How would you feel about traveling alone?
Eh, I'd prefer not to, but I'll do it if I must.

Do you know anyone that likes to chew ice?
No.

How do you feel about studying?
Eh.

If you could get a new cell phone right now, which would you choose?
EnV touch, just so I could draw when I got bored.

Any plans for New Year's yet?
No. The New Year just happened!

What are you excited for?
Nothing.

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Too much.

What is wrong with you right now?
A lot of things.

What did you do this afternoon?
Laundry.

What are you doing tonight?
Nothing.

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
I've only ever dated one person.

What time is it?
7:15 PM

Did your last kiss require you to stand on your tippy toes?
No. We were sitting down.

Favorite color(s)?
Green.

Do you ever wonder if you will get in a car accident and die?
I probably will, if I keep riding with my sister.

Who did you talk to before you went to bed last night?
Jorden.

Can you do a cartwheel without falling to the ground?
Kinda

How much sleep did you get last night?
I dunno.

Think back to the last person you kissed, have you ever snuck them into your house?
No.

What’s to your left?
Wall.

Why did you last cry?
The other day..

Would you rather kiss in the rain, snow, or sunshine?
Snow.

Last place you drove to?
Nowhere, just to make sure the battery charge would hold.

Current mood?
Eh.

What do you currently hear?
Music

What color is your hair?
Brown

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My cat.

What color is your cell phone?
Black.

Do people underestimate you?
Yeah.

Are you drinking anything?
No, but I want limeade.

Do you believe "Once a cheater, always a cheater"?
I want to believe people change, but then I remember that most people have patterns to their ignorance, and that means they won't change.

Where were you 2 hours ago?
Downstairs.

Do you know anyone named Bob?
No.

When did you last go swimming?
Dunno.

Do you have over 200 MySpace friends?
No.

Do you think long distance relationships work out?
They can work. You just gotta be patient.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Bunny.

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Eh.

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Like 2.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Asleep.

Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
No.

Are you gonna get high later?
I wish.

How do you react when people sing "Happy Birthday" to you in a restaurant?
Eh.

Say the guy/girl that hurt you the most showed up at your door with roses?
I'd just kinda stare at him.

Will next Friday be a good one?
No.

Do you know any obnoxious people?
Yes. Most of the time, I'm one of those people.

Have you ever given out your number and then later regretted it?
No.

Is sex the most important thing in a relationship?
No.

One night stand or relationship?
Relationship.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yeah.

Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling for?
"Hey, can you proofread my paper?"

As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
I'm hungry.

Anyone you're looking forward to seeing soon?
My Kaitlyn. Yes, she is mine.

Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
No.

What woke you up this morning?
My sister turning on the lights.

Are you really tall or really short?
I'm neither.

Can you live without your cell phone?
Yeah. It's not like anyone calls/texts me anyway.

Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you?
Taller, but I don't really care.

Do you regret anything you've done recently?
Eh.

What color are your eyes?
Green

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
Stuff.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yes.

Is there something that's happened yesterday that you don't want to ever go through again?
My sister's driving.

Have you ever held hands with the opposite sex?
Yes.

Are you nice to everyone?
I try, but some people don't deserve it.

Where exactly were you when you entered 2010?
Kaitlyn's basement.

Ever been cheated on?
Yep.

What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Honesty and trust.

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Never.

Are you taller than your mom?
I dunno.

How long until your next birthday?
Fourish

Do you hate being alone?
Yes.

Do you think relationships are hard?
They don't have to be.

Do you have a favorite number?
9

Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Nowhere.

Doesn't it annoy you when couples post things to each other's wall on Facebook?
Sometimes it's cute, but sometimes it's excessive.

Is there anything you are currently procrastinating on?
Packing.

What are you doing tonight?
Nothing.

What would you like to drink now?
Limeade.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
No.

What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
Jorden.

Where do you wish you were right now?
School.

Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I know that no one is.

Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
No.

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
Bedding and pillows. And me.

Last person to take your pants off?
Me.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
Not usually.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
I don't know for sure, but I think it's my ex, who is doing it anonymously.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes.

Do you find piercings attractive?
Yes, to an extent.

Are you the type of person to make people laugh?
Not intentionally.

Whats so special about what you're wearing?
Nothing.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Tattoo, maybe.

Would you say that you are emotionally strong?
I haven't died yet, have I?

What time is it?
8:34

Four months ago, who did you have a crush on?
I was still kinda missing my ex.

Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
MY SISTER STOLE MY PANTS.

What did the last text in your inbox say? From Who?
Did you eat? Did you feed the animals? We're just now having dessert so I'll be home in about an hour. -- Mom.

When is the next time you will see your best friend?
Sunday.

Do you regret something you did the day before yesterday?
N0. I don't think I did anything.

Is someone on your mind right now?
Always.

Are you listening to music right now?
Yes.

What do you think of when you think of your last kiss?
I make a strange face and move on.

Have you ever lived with your (ex) girlfriend/boyfriend?
No.

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I probably have.

Next time you will kiss someone?
Probably never.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.

Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Always.

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Yes.

Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My kitty was in the bed with me because, well, it's her bed.

Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?
What kind of bug?

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
None.

When was the last time something bothered you?
Always.

What time did you wake up today?
Dunno.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
My ex might, still, but no one who actually matters does..

So, you have brown eyes?
No.

What's the song you hear right now?
I don't know what it's called, but Fallout Boy.

What was the last thing you ate?
Dunno.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Ginnie.

Is your best friend in love?
She might still be, but she's mostly just trying to be meh at the moment.

Is it possible to be JUST friends with someone you wanna be with?
Yeah. It hurts, but yeah.

The last person to hurt you apologizes, do you accept?
Yes.

When you hear the name Roy, do you think of a boy or a girl and why?
Boy, because it's a boy's name.

Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
Kinda.

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
No.

Who's birthday is coming up?
How should I know?

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
No! Barely talking to her over break isn't very fun as it is.

Could things possibly get any better?
They could go either way.

Is anything bothering you?
Kinda.

What was the last drink you had?
Coke.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You can joke about it, but wait a week if it's something that just happened.

Do you have feelings for someone?
Yes.

What was for dinner tonight?
Build-your-own Grand Slam

Would you be able to name everyone you kissed?
Yes, it's a short list. Tyler and Jorden.

What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing.

Is there someone that you want to see?
Sure.

Ever had a feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
Yes

Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes, but I also want it to be long.

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
If I tilt my head back.

Do you like your hair?
Eh.

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I hope not.

What's one thing that really pisses you off?
Cheaters.

Are your eyes the same color as your Mom's or Dad's?
They're a bit more golden than Mom's.

The shirt you're wearing, does anyone else have it?
Yes. The whole cast/crew of JCS has it.

What holiday is closest to your birthday?
Cinco de Mayo.

Who did you last go to the mall with?
Stephi, Carolyn, Edward, Emily, and Julianna

Do you know when your parents' anniversary is?
I don't know. It's not like they're married or anything.

Is there a difference between love and IN love?
Yeah.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Onehundred Lamenesses

1. Last beverage? Diet Coke
2. Last phone call? Mom. Stupid jumper cables.
3. Last text message? See above.
4. Last song you listened to? Out of My Head -- Fastball
5. Last time you cried? Yesterday.

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice? No.
2. Been cheated on? Yeah. It hurt.
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? Kinda.
4. Lost someone special? Eh.
5. Been depressed? Yes.
6. Been drunk and threw up? No. I might do that one day though.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Green
2. Red
3. Blue
4. Black

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends? Yes
2. Fallen out of love? No.
3. Laughed until you cried? Yes.
4. Met someone who changed you? Always.
5. Found out who your true friends were? Yes.
6. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes. An entire class.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? Yeah.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? All but one or two.
9. How many kids do you want to have? 2.
10. Do you have any pets? Yes.
11. Do you want to change your name? Not really.
12. What did you do for your last birthday? Jorden made me dinner and watched a movie with me.
13. What time did you wake up today? 6:15.
14. What were you doing at midnight, last night? Trying to sleep.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for. Back to school.
16. Last time you saw your father? Dunno.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I need someone to need me.
18. What are you listening to right now? Superman's Dead
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? He goes by Thomas.
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? Nothing.
24. Most visited webpage? Twitter/Facebook

1. What's your name? Melanie
2. Nicknames? Melanie, Mel Bells, MelMel, Hooker, Mel-o-nie
3. Relationship Status? Single
4. Zodiac sign? Taurus
5. Male or female or transgendered ? Female
6. Elementary? St. Pius
7. Middle School? Same
8. High school ? Bishop McNamara
10. Hair color? Brownish.
11. Long or short? Shoulder length.
16. Height? 5'6"
17. Do you have a crush on someone? Not really.
18: What do you like about yourself? Nothing.
19. Piercings? Two in each ear.
20. Tattoos? Someday
21. Righty or lefty? Right.

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery? None.
23. First piercing? When I was 7
24. First best friends? Katie Ann
26. First sport you joined? Soccer
27. First pet? Cats
28. First vacation? Nags Head?
29. First concert? Panic! at the Disco!
30. First crush? Ben Hatef.

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating? Nothing.
50. Drinking? Nothing
52. I'm about to? Answer questions.
53. Listening to? Music.
55. Waiting for? Sunday.

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? Eventually
59. Want to get married? Yes.
60. Careers in mind? Psychologist, teacher.
88. Liked a friend as more than a friend? It happens.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself? Half the time.
90. Miracles? Sometimes.
91. Love at first sight? Not anymore.
92. Heaven? Yeah, but I'm not gettin' there.
93. Santa Claus? Not anymore
95. Kiss on the first date? Sure.
96. Angels? Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Sure
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? No. That's not right.
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Sure

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

So...

I was just overwhelmed by this giant wave of loneliness. I don't even know where it came from. I mean, I just came to the realization that I'm absolutely fine being single, in fact, I'm *happy* I'm single, and that I have a best friend who loves me, and close friends who love me, but I just feel so... alone. And the worst part is that I can't even talk to anyone about it. Everyone has their own problems to listen to my usual problem of having issues with unknown origins. And everyone who would sit there and listen to me anyway are either having *huge* problems or are asleep because they are good, responsible souls who are sleeping because they have class in the morning.


Being alone sucks.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

FUCK THAT BITCHASS HO.

Fact about the person you like?
Not entirely sure who that is.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
Assorted things from Target.

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
My mommy, probably.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
Don't we all?

Do you drink tea?
Yes

When was the last time you had to deal with the police?
I got pulled over once a couple years ago. Does that count?

Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?
Yes

What do you get complimented on the most?
Eyes

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Not really

How are you feeling?
Ugh

Is there something you're not looking forward to?
The rest of my life

Do you tell your parents everything?
Nah.

Is there someone you want to kiss right now?
No one in particular, I'd just like to randomly make out with someone for a little while though. That'd be nice.

Would you ever tattoo your significant other's name on yourself?
No

When did your last hug take place?
Dunno.

Are you a jealous person?
Eh.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
I dunno. Never had a chance to test that.

Do you believe in love?
Yeah

Will you get married?
I dunno.

Does anyone like you?
No

Do you secretly like someone?
No

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn

Are you a forgiving person?
Too much so.

What were you doing at 4 am this morning?
Sleeping

What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Sleep

Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Yep

Are you a stressed out person?
Yeah

Do you have any bruises?
Yep

When did you last cry?
Dunno.

When will your next kiss take place?
Never.

Was yesterday better than today?
Eh

Where did you go in a car last?
Target

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
No

Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes

Do you remember your dreams?
Not always

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
Dunno

Do you miss your past?
Eh

Were you single on your last birthday?
No

Do you fall for people easily?
No

Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend/ex?
No

Were you happy when you woke up?
Eh

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Eh

Let's be honest; have you ever played someone?
I hope not

Do you think somebody is in love with you?
No.

What would you do if your best friend died?
Cry.

Lose a good friend lately?
No

Have you had sex with the last person you kissed?
No

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with A, J, L, R, N, K, B, D?
Yes. J

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
Always.

What are you looking forward to?
Everything being right with the world.

Are you satisfied with your life as of now?
Eh.

Has anyone walked out of your life in the past 2 weeks?
He doesn't know it yet.

Do you think somebody likes the same person you?
I don't like anyone, so...

Are you wearing a necklace?
No.

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
Yes.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
He should be grateful I give him the time of day.

Did you speak with your father today?
No.

Who was the last person you talked to?
Mom.

What is bothering you right now?
She will come to me when she is ready. She will come to me when she is ready.

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
No.

What color shirt are you wearing?
One's cream and one's maroon.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
No.

High heels or flats?
Low heels.

Do you use t9, word, or abc?
Word

What is your desktop picture of?
All kinds of nonsense.

Have you ever liked someone you didnt expect to?
Yes

Is it possible to be single and happy?
I'm not cheerleader-happy but I'm not totally bummed.

Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
Dunno.

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
I suppose I would, a little.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yeah.

What's the last song you listened to?
I don't know.

Who is the 3rd person you talked to this morning?
Stephanie.

Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone?
No.

Whats a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?
Lemon.

What were you doing at ten last night?
Dunno.

Are you confused at all?
Always.

Next time you will kiss someone?
Never. I already told you that.

How many letters does your crushes name have it in?
Eighty bajillion.

When was the last time you saw your father?
A few days after New Year's.

What was the last movie you saw?
Alvin and the Chipmunks.

Whats the third text in your inbox say?
Dunno.

Has your current bf/gf ever cheated on you?
That's the best thing about being single. There's no worry of infidelity.

How long do you have until your birthday?
How should I know?

Do you miss someone?
Eh.

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
Closed if I can help it.

What do you want for your next birthday?
Dunno.

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yes.

Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
No.

Who was last to slap your butt?
Stephanie.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Plotting ways to kill.

Has anyone said i love you in the past week?
No.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Jorden.

Do you want any tattoos?
Eventually.

How late did you stay up last night?
11:30

When was the last time you went to the mall?
Today.

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Eh. I have feelings. Dunno what they are though.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the light.

Are you in a good mood?
Eh.

Will you be in a relationship in four months?
No.

Do you like to take walks?
Yeah.