Do you think it's possible to fall in love with someone in just 2 weeks?
Yeah, if you spend enough time together and get to know each other well enough.
Is any part of you sad at all?
Some part.
Ever receive a really long apology?
No.
Who did you last make plans with?
Kaitlyn.
Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you before?
Yeah, but I'm not very wise for doing so.
Do you see anything changing in the near future?
Things always change. Just... never for me.
Did you date someone you regret dating?
Nah.
Ask someone something ridiculous lately?
Yes. "Tuba line or bassoon line?"
Do you like your first name?
Eh.
Does anyone hate you?
I hope not.
What's most stressing right now?
*shrug*
What are you listening to currently?
Degrassi
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend?
Yeah. Story of my life.
Does the future scare you?
Yeah. 'Cause part of me knows I'll be alone.
Did you speak to your mother today?
Yes.
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Always. Although some just... aren't... from the very beginning.
Any tattoos?
No. Eventually, maybe.
Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
*shrug*
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
I like dark hair, but it doesn't really matter.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
YES. If he's doing what I think he's doing, then he's being an idiot and not winning himself any points with anyone.
How is your hair right now?
Kinda frizzy.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
That boy confuses me, but I don't hate anyone.
Have you kissed anyone with a tattoo before?
I don't know.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
Right. I think everyone does.
It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
A wrong number, most likely.
Do you meet new people often?
Kinda.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
In a good way.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Half the time.
Have you met someone recently who is amazing?
Kinda.
Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes?
Yeah.
Is there anyone you wouldn't mind punching?
Yeah, but I don't hit very hard so...
If you could do ANYTHING for a living, what would you do?
High school guidance counselor.
Which parent was more strict when you were growing up?
My dad. Borderline abusive. But from age 6 to present my mom was the only one raising me, so...
What's the last thing you said to someone?
I dunno. It was a couple hours ago.
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
Nah.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yeah. Welcome to college, kids.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with C or A?
No.
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?
Yeah.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Yeah. Haven't gone past that, though.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
You are if you're reading this.
Do you honestly miss someone?
Yeah.
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the person you like?
I don't like anyone right now, but even if I did, he'd be out of my league anyway so I'd just have to deal with it.
Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No. I am a good influence!
What are your favorite things to spend money on?
Books. Also, beverages.
If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
No. I'm annoying.
What is the last thing you ate?
Sesame chicken.
What are you going to do after this?
Watch Degrassi or other nonsense.
Where was your default picture taken?
Naval Academy.
Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/ brother's friend?
No.
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
I try to convince them to stay, but if they want to leave, then they want to leave and I won't stop them.
Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
Yep.
Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo?
Rhia.
What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread.
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Late spring.
Is there a girl that knows almost everything about you?
Kaitlyn.
Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yeah. We lost touch when we started high school.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
The girl I stole this from is ridiculous.
Gonna be asked unique questions, you ready?
That's what they all say.
Lip piercings on both sides of your bottom lip, disgusting right?
I wouldn't do it, but it works for some people.
Where is the person who has your heart?
I dunno. I dunno who that is.
What do you hear?
Rain outside and my mom's music downstairs.
Congratulations, you just had a baby boy! What's his name?
Adam Michael
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably. I can't make *everyone* happy.
What are you craving at the moment?
Gummy worms but they're downstairs.
Have a best friend?
I think so.
What are you doing?
This. Duh.
When is the last time you cried?
Dunno.
Do you like horror or comedy?
Comedy as long as it's not crude comedy.
Are you in a complicated relationship?
I am in no form of relationship.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?
My cat.
Seven months ago you remember who you liked?
Yes. I was dating him at the time.
Are you looking forward to anything?
Going back to school.
What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
Drive.
Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
*shrug* No one, really.
Do you like hugs or do you freak out when people hug you?
I like hugs. But if you are strange and you are hugging me I am kind of scared.
Do you laugh a lot?
When I'm with my people.
What would your dream life be like?
Drewbie and Kaitlyn would be back together, and I would be in a relationship similar to theirs.
Do you remember who you liked over the summer?
Yeah.
Do you like silver or gold better?
Silver.
Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
Like half the boys in my high school.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.
Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
Like 2 or 3 a.m.
Is your birthday in less than 6 months?
Yes
Would you consider yourself open-minded?
Yes.
So, what if you married and had kids with your ex?
It would probably end with divorce and a very stressful custody battle.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a D?
No
What do you think about Taco Bell?
Yum
Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
I guess
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
Doesn't matter
Did you cry at all today?
No
How long did it take for you to fall asleep last night?
Dunno
How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Zero
Do you care too much or not at all?
Too much
Do you know someone you wish you had never met?
*shrug*
Do you think you would make a good parent someday?
Once my child is potty-trained, yes. I'm not good with diapers.
Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
No
Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
Nah.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No
What woke you up this morning?
Dunno
Where were you an hour ago?
Prolly here.
Are you mad at somebody right now?
No
Will you be single over winter?
As always.
Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?
Yep
How often do you say sorry?
A lot.
Do you miss your past?
No.
What was the last drink you had?
Agave lemonade
Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone?
Outside with friends (if it's warm and doesn't involve insects)
Who are you missing?
*shrug*
Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You have to give it two weeks after it's happened before you joke about it.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes. Why do surveys always pick this letter?
With a P?
No.
Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?
Yeah
Do you get along with EVERYONE in your family?
No. Hell no.
Is the person you last texted single?
Yes.
Why do you and your best friend fight?
We don't. Although if we ever do, it will be because I am annoying and she does not feel like putting up with my annoying-ness.
Have you ever tripped in public?
On stage during a performance, even.
Do you like long hugs?
When they're not awkward.
Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
Yeah.
Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I hope not. Not until I'm actually falling for someone.
Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My cat was at my feet where she usually sleeps.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of the past?
All the embarrassment and hostility. Namely, elementary school.
What’s more important, trust or happiness?
Trust. No one can be happy 100% of the time, but as long as there's trust there'll be some degree of happiness.
What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Stuff.
Are you a patient person?
Not really.
Do you have a bad temper?
When I'm having a bad day.
Will you be dating someone in six months?
Of course not.
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Kaitlyn!
Are you missing someone?
Kinda
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Sweatpants
Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?
No
Who was the last person you were under a blanket with?
My kitty.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yep.
Can you commit to one person?
I could, I suppose.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Could I? Yes. Will I? No.
Kissed anyone older than you?
Yes
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Sometimes
If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
Kaitlyn.
Ever made a guy cry?
I hope not.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yeah.
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes.
Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Yes. I believe so.
Would you ever camp out on the beach under the stars?
No. There are all kinds of crawly critters that live on beaches, are you crazy?!
Do you still pinky swear?
No.
Plans for tomorrow?
Packing, prolly.
Is there someone you'll never forget?
Duh.
Who were you last on the phone with?
Mi Madre
Who is your bestfriend?
Kaitlyn Bates
Is there someone you want to see right now?
*shrug*
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Mom
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Duh.
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
No
Have you kissed anyone whose name started with an G?
No
Did you date anyone this past summer?
Yes.
Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
No one.
Where will you be twelve hours from now?
Sitting around probably reading.
Have you ever texted someone while you were in the same room?
Yes.
Do you think someone likes the same person you do?
Lots of people like no one.
Ever been in a perfect relationship?
No. There's no such thing.
What color are your eyes?
Green
When's the last time you got a text?
Friday.
When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
I don't use Myspace anymore so idk.
Did you speak to your father today?
No
That's what they all say.
Lip piercings on both sides of your bottom lip, disgusting right?
I wouldn't do it, but it works for some people.
Where is the person who has your heart?
I dunno. I dunno who that is.
What do you hear?
Rain outside and my mom's music downstairs.
Congratulations, you just had a baby boy! What's his name?
Adam Michael
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably. I can't make *everyone* happy.
What are you craving at the moment?
Gummy worms but they're downstairs.
Have a best friend?
I think so.
What are you doing?
This. Duh.
When is the last time you cried?
Dunno.
Do you like horror or comedy?
Comedy as long as it's not crude comedy.
Are you in a complicated relationship?
I am in no form of relationship.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?
My cat.
Seven months ago you remember who you liked?
Yes. I was dating him at the time.
Are you looking forward to anything?
Going back to school.
What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
Drive.
Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
*shrug* No one, really.
Do you like hugs or do you freak out when people hug you?
I like hugs. But if you are strange and you are hugging me I am kind of scared.
Do you laugh a lot?
When I'm with my people.
What would your dream life be like?
Drewbie and Kaitlyn would be back together, and I would be in a relationship similar to theirs.
Do you remember who you liked over the summer?
Yeah.
Do you like silver or gold better?
Silver.
Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
Like half the boys in my high school.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.
Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
Like 2 or 3 a.m.
Is your birthday in less than 6 months?
Yes
Would you consider yourself open-minded?
Yes.
So, what if you married and had kids with your ex?
It would probably end with divorce and a very stressful custody battle.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a D?
No
What do you think about Taco Bell?
Yum
Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
I guess
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
Doesn't matter
Did you cry at all today?
No
How long did it take for you to fall asleep last night?
Dunno
How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Zero
Do you care too much or not at all?
Too much
Do you know someone you wish you had never met?
*shrug*
Do you think you would make a good parent someday?
Once my child is potty-trained, yes. I'm not good with diapers.
Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
No
Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
Nah.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No
What woke you up this morning?
Dunno
Where were you an hour ago?
Prolly here.
Are you mad at somebody right now?
No
Will you be single over winter?
As always.
Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?
Yep
How often do you say sorry?
A lot.
Do you miss your past?
No.
What was the last drink you had?
Agave lemonade
Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone?
Outside with friends (if it's warm and doesn't involve insects)
Who are you missing?
*shrug*
Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You have to give it two weeks after it's happened before you joke about it.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes. Why do surveys always pick this letter?
With a P?
No.
Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?
Yeah
Do you get along with EVERYONE in your family?
No. Hell no.
Is the person you last texted single?
Yes.
Why do you and your best friend fight?
We don't. Although if we ever do, it will be because I am annoying and she does not feel like putting up with my annoying-ness.
Have you ever tripped in public?
On stage during a performance, even.
Do you like long hugs?
When they're not awkward.
Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
Yeah.
Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I hope not. Not until I'm actually falling for someone.
Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My cat was at my feet where she usually sleeps.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of the past?
All the embarrassment and hostility. Namely, elementary school.
What’s more important, trust or happiness?
Trust. No one can be happy 100% of the time, but as long as there's trust there'll be some degree of happiness.
What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Stuff.
Are you a patient person?
Not really.
Do you have a bad temper?
When I'm having a bad day.
Will you be dating someone in six months?
Of course not.
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Kaitlyn!
Are you missing someone?
Kinda
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Sweatpants
Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?
No
Who was the last person you were under a blanket with?
My kitty.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yep.
Can you commit to one person?
I could, I suppose.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Could I? Yes. Will I? No.
Kissed anyone older than you?
Yes
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Sometimes
If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
Kaitlyn.
Ever made a guy cry?
I hope not.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yeah.
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes.
Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Yes. I believe so.
Would you ever camp out on the beach under the stars?
No. There are all kinds of crawly critters that live on beaches, are you crazy?!
Do you still pinky swear?
No.
Plans for tomorrow?
Packing, prolly.
Is there someone you'll never forget?
Duh.
Who were you last on the phone with?
Mi Madre
Who is your bestfriend?
Kaitlyn Bates
Is there someone you want to see right now?
*shrug*
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Mom
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Duh.
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
No
Have you kissed anyone whose name started with an G?
No
Did you date anyone this past summer?
Yes.
Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
No one.
Where will you be twelve hours from now?
Sitting around probably reading.
Have you ever texted someone while you were in the same room?
Yes.
Do you think someone likes the same person you do?
Lots of people like no one.
Ever been in a perfect relationship?
No. There's no such thing.
What color are your eyes?
Green
When's the last time you got a text?
Friday.
When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
I don't use Myspace anymore so idk.
Did you speak to your father today?
No
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
This is what I do when I need therapy.
Could you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Um, no. She's straight. And a female. And I am also both of those.
What happened last night?
I stayed up 'til 2 a.m. talking to my ex.
Do you think it's disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Nah, they just look ridiculous.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Random bunch of people at return day.
Is confidence cute?
To some extent. Too much, and you're just being cocky.
What is the last beverage you had?
Vanilla soymilk.
What are you listening to right now?
The heat coming out of the vent. Also, a random song by the Fray stuck in my head.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes.
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Well. I have mixed feelings about that loser.
If you were upset, who is the first girl you'd go to?
Kaitlyn. Although I should probably start going to Courtney/etc, because I get the feeling Kaitlyn's getting sick of me.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
None. I'd probably trust Ed if he and I weren't just acquaintances.
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes. My only intact pair of jeans at the moment, actually.
What did you do friday night?
I stayed home and did nothing, as I do every night.
Have you ever been caught skipping class?
I don't skip class.
What are you going to spend money on next?
Dunno.
Who was the last person you talked to over IM?
Jorden.
Who ended your last relationship?
He did.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
What does your last text say?
"But that is seeming to be what I want right now."
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Under certain circumstances, and I'd instantly regret it.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
I... don't know.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
No one texts me. I have to do all the work in all of my friendships.
When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
"Oh, shit. What's wrong?"
Besides you, who knows your password?
No one. It's hard to spell. And very long. I mess it up at least once a week.
Last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober.
Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Yes. And that is that I'm cutting myself off from socialness, no matter how much I crave interaction with people. I'll just have to spend all of my time with my roommate.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn. But she doesn't feel the same way about me, so....
How far away is the last person you kissed?
45 minutes if he's at home. 30 minutes if he's at his dad's.
The last time you felt honestly broken?
Always.
Who was the last person to hurt you?
I... don't even know. It's always because I do things wrong, so I guess the answer would be "me."
Are you terrified of anything?
Yeah...
Where are you at the moment?
In my room.
Hate anyone?
I don't think I'm capable of hate.
Have you had sex today?
No.
How many of your friends do you truly trust?
One. There is only one person that I can tell anything to and know that she won't judge me, turn it around and use it against me, or make some kind of remark about it.
Are you starting to realize anything?
Yes.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No.
Where exactly did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
Parking lot at the high school where we had Honor Band, right next to my car.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
I don't know.
Where did you sleep last night?
My bed.
Are you legal to drink?
Everywhere but here.
Do you straighten your hair?
No. What's the point? I'm ugly and have a bad personality anyway.
What's the closest black thing to you?
My computer.
When is your birthday?
May 4
What color shirt are you wearing?
White.
Do you have a best friend?
Kind of.
What are you saving your money up for right now?
Car.
Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
I don't have feelings for anyone, really, although the one person I will never let go of is the one person I will probably never kiss. He lives in a whole other country now.
Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
Melon.
Who is the first person in your contacts list in your phone?
"Also Calling for Theresa"
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
No...
Do you have any jewelery on?
Earrings.
What flavor ice cream did you last have?
Vanilla
Do you wear contacts?
No
How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two, four at school.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
*shrug*
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
My mom's.
Last time you had pizza?
The last night I was with Kaitlyn.
How many kids do you want to have?
Two's fine.
Have you had the chicken pox?
No.
What's the greatest thing to happen today?
Absolutely nothing. Today has been pretty horrible.
Has anyone ever given you jewelry on Christmas?
My grandparents.
What's your current problem?
Where would you like me to start: my friend problems or my psychological problems or my boy problems?
Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
No.
Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.
When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Never.
If your last ex said they hate you, you say?
Fair enough, even though I did nothing wrong.
Do you wear sweatpants a lot?
Yeah.
Are you one of those people who never drink soda?
I love soda.
Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
Mom.
Are you tall?
Ish.
Can you say that looks don't matter?
Looks matter.
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Afternoon.
Are you waiting for something?
Yes.
Um, no. She's straight. And a female. And I am also both of those.
What happened last night?
I stayed up 'til 2 a.m. talking to my ex.
Do you think it's disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Nah, they just look ridiculous.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Random bunch of people at return day.
Is confidence cute?
To some extent. Too much, and you're just being cocky.
What is the last beverage you had?
Vanilla soymilk.
What are you listening to right now?
The heat coming out of the vent. Also, a random song by the Fray stuck in my head.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes.
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Well. I have mixed feelings about that loser.
If you were upset, who is the first girl you'd go to?
Kaitlyn. Although I should probably start going to Courtney/etc, because I get the feeling Kaitlyn's getting sick of me.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
None. I'd probably trust Ed if he and I weren't just acquaintances.
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes. My only intact pair of jeans at the moment, actually.
What did you do friday night?
I stayed home and did nothing, as I do every night.
Have you ever been caught skipping class?
I don't skip class.
What are you going to spend money on next?
Dunno.
Who was the last person you talked to over IM?
Jorden.
Who ended your last relationship?
He did.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
What does your last text say?
"But that is seeming to be what I want right now."
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Under certain circumstances, and I'd instantly regret it.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
I... don't know.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
No one texts me. I have to do all the work in all of my friendships.
When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
"Oh, shit. What's wrong?"
Besides you, who knows your password?
No one. It's hard to spell. And very long. I mess it up at least once a week.
Last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober.
Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Yes. And that is that I'm cutting myself off from socialness, no matter how much I crave interaction with people. I'll just have to spend all of my time with my roommate.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn. But she doesn't feel the same way about me, so....
How far away is the last person you kissed?
45 minutes if he's at home. 30 minutes if he's at his dad's.
The last time you felt honestly broken?
Always.
Who was the last person to hurt you?
I... don't even know. It's always because I do things wrong, so I guess the answer would be "me."
Are you terrified of anything?
Yeah...
Where are you at the moment?
In my room.
Hate anyone?
I don't think I'm capable of hate.
Have you had sex today?
No.
How many of your friends do you truly trust?
One. There is only one person that I can tell anything to and know that she won't judge me, turn it around and use it against me, or make some kind of remark about it.
Are you starting to realize anything?
Yes.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No.
Where exactly did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
Parking lot at the high school where we had Honor Band, right next to my car.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
I don't know.
Where did you sleep last night?
My bed.
Are you legal to drink?
Everywhere but here.
Do you straighten your hair?
No. What's the point? I'm ugly and have a bad personality anyway.
What's the closest black thing to you?
My computer.
When is your birthday?
May 4
What color shirt are you wearing?
White.
Do you have a best friend?
Kind of.
What are you saving your money up for right now?
Car.
Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
I don't have feelings for anyone, really, although the one person I will never let go of is the one person I will probably never kiss. He lives in a whole other country now.
Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
Melon.
Who is the first person in your contacts list in your phone?
"Also Calling for Theresa"
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
No...
Do you have any jewelery on?
Earrings.
What flavor ice cream did you last have?
Vanilla
Do you wear contacts?
No
How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two, four at school.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
*shrug*
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
My mom's.
Last time you had pizza?
The last night I was with Kaitlyn.
How many kids do you want to have?
Two's fine.
Have you had the chicken pox?
No.
What's the greatest thing to happen today?
Absolutely nothing. Today has been pretty horrible.
Has anyone ever given you jewelry on Christmas?
My grandparents.
What's your current problem?
Where would you like me to start: my friend problems or my psychological problems or my boy problems?
Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
No.
Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.
When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Never.
If your last ex said they hate you, you say?
Fair enough, even though I did nothing wrong.
Do you wear sweatpants a lot?
Yeah.
Are you one of those people who never drink soda?
I love soda.
Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
Mom.
Are you tall?
Ish.
Can you say that looks don't matter?
Looks matter.
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Afternoon.
Are you waiting for something?
Yes.
Friday, January 8, 2010
I'm so freaking bored!
Did the last person you kiss have braces?
No.
You see your ex and he/she tells you they miss you & you say?
"Haha. No you don't."
If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Blue
Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
I dunno. I suppose I could.
Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Prove I'm wrong and I'll admit I'm wrong.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
My mom told me "I'd still love you, but I would not love your tattoo."
Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
My mom.
Do you wake up cranky?
On occasion.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Not wasting my life.
Your phone is ringing... it's your ex, what do you say?
"Uh... hi?"
What was your love life like back in April?
Good, for a change.
Do you have any bruises?
Not at the moment.
Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 2009?
Yeah.
Are you under the influence of anything at the moment?
No
Your best friend says they are running away, what do you say?
"If you need somewhere to stay, you can come here."
Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yeah
Whats the last compliment you recieved?
*shrug*
Is it ever too late to apologize?
No.
Who can make you feel better in a bad situation?
Kaitlyn/Drewbie/Kitty
Have you been kissed by someone whose name started with a J?
Yep.
Can guys and girls be friends without making it more?
Yes
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Have you ever kissed somebody driving?
No.
Who was your first text this morning from?
Mom.
Do you cry easily?
Not anymore.
Are you considering a tattoo?
Maybe.
Anybody you're looking forward to seeing soon?
ANYONE who is not my family.
Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Yes.
If your best friend liked your most recent ex, what would you do?
I would smack her upside the head. (A) She's supposed to be with Drewbie forever (B) Jorden's like three years younger than her and (C) She's not exactly a big fan of his, anyway
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober
Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Yep
Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
Not that I recall.
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
Always
What do your friends call you?
Melanie, MelMel, Hooker
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
*shrug* My sister. But that's nothing new.
Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone but did?
Yeah.
Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
Yes.
Where do you want to live when you are old?
*shrug* A house would be nice. Or an apartment. Or a condo. Anywhere, really.
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
I don't see what the problem is. It's just kissing.
What color is your cell phone?
Black
Who was the last person to ask you a stupid question?
Dunno.
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
*shrug*
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I'm okay, I guess. I'm not great but I'm not terrible.
Do you have something that belongs to someone from your past?
No.
Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yep.
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who would it be?
Kyle or Christi.
Is there someone you will never forget?
Duh.
What brings out the worst in you?
Stress. Also, lack of sleep.
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
Yeah.
What are you doing this weekend?
Nothing.
Why did you last cry?
*shrug*
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes. But I know he's not going to so I don't have to worry about it.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes. And I remember that he liked a girl who was gorgeous and smart and outgoing. Unlike me.
Is there anyone you used be friends with and it's hard to look at them?
Nah.
Have you kissed someone in 09 that meant something to you?
He did at the time.
No.
You see your ex and he/she tells you they miss you & you say?
"Haha. No you don't."
If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Blue
Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
I dunno. I suppose I could.
Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Prove I'm wrong and I'll admit I'm wrong.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
My mom told me "I'd still love you, but I would not love your tattoo."
Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
My mom.
Do you wake up cranky?
On occasion.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Not wasting my life.
Your phone is ringing... it's your ex, what do you say?
"Uh... hi?"
What was your love life like back in April?
Good, for a change.
Do you have any bruises?
Not at the moment.
Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 2009?
Yeah.
Are you under the influence of anything at the moment?
No
Your best friend says they are running away, what do you say?
"If you need somewhere to stay, you can come here."
Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yeah
Whats the last compliment you recieved?
*shrug*
Is it ever too late to apologize?
No.
Who can make you feel better in a bad situation?
Kaitlyn/Drewbie/Kitty
Have you been kissed by someone whose name started with a J?
Yep.
Can guys and girls be friends without making it more?
Yes
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Have you ever kissed somebody driving?
No.
Who was your first text this morning from?
Mom.
Do you cry easily?
Not anymore.
Are you considering a tattoo?
Maybe.
Anybody you're looking forward to seeing soon?
ANYONE who is not my family.
Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Yes.
If your best friend liked your most recent ex, what would you do?
I would smack her upside the head. (A) She's supposed to be with Drewbie forever (B) Jorden's like three years younger than her and (C) She's not exactly a big fan of his, anyway
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober
Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Yep
Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
Not that I recall.
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
Always
What do your friends call you?
Melanie, MelMel, Hooker
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
*shrug* My sister. But that's nothing new.
Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone but did?
Yeah.
Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
Yes.
Where do you want to live when you are old?
*shrug* A house would be nice. Or an apartment. Or a condo. Anywhere, really.
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
I don't see what the problem is. It's just kissing.
What color is your cell phone?
Black
Who was the last person to ask you a stupid question?
Dunno.
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
*shrug*
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I'm okay, I guess. I'm not great but I'm not terrible.
Do you have something that belongs to someone from your past?
No.
Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yep.
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who would it be?
Kyle or Christi.
Is there someone you will never forget?
Duh.
What brings out the worst in you?
Stress. Also, lack of sleep.
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
Yeah.
What are you doing this weekend?
Nothing.
Why did you last cry?
*shrug*
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes. But I know he's not going to so I don't have to worry about it.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes. And I remember that he liked a girl who was gorgeous and smart and outgoing. Unlike me.
Is there anyone you used be friends with and it's hard to look at them?
Nah.
Have you kissed someone in 09 that meant something to you?
He did at the time.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
My head hurts.
1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Had a boyfriend. Went to college.
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't even remember what I made. I doubt I'll stick to the ones I'm making for this year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth or get pregnant?
Yep.
4. Did anyone close to you get married?
Not close-close, but closeish.
5. Did anyone close to you die?
Not very close.
6. Travel?
Atlanta. Delaware.
7. Did you move anywhere?
I moved to college.
8. What was the best month?
May, I think.
9. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
A relationship where I know I can trust someone completely.
10. What date(s) from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
April 5th, 'cause that was the start of my first relationship ever.
11. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Graduating. Also getting a 3.5
12. What was your biggest failure?
Being a good girlfriend, apparently.
13. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Heartbreak is the most severe injury. In addition to many smaller injuries.
14. What was the best thing you bought?
My new lappytop.
15. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My friends.
16. Whose behavior made you appalled and/or depressed?
Jorden.
17. Where did most of your money go?
Food.
18. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
College.
19. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Baby Got Back. 'Cuz it reminds me of Jorden.
20. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
ii. richer or poorer?
i. Happier, but I'm stuck in the same semi-debilitating depression I've been in.
ii. Poorer. 'Cause I had paychecks from work left back then.
21. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Writing. I always wish that.
22. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Wasting my time with that loser.
23. How will you be spending New Year's Eve/Day?
With Kaitlyn and peeps.
24. What was an unexpected surprise?
Making a best friend.
25. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Unfortunately, yes.
26. What was the best concert you've been to this year?
Wind Ensemble of BMHS. Def.
27. What was your favorite TV program?
Degrassi. It's gotten me through a lot of stressful times.
28. Do you dislike anyone now that you didn't dislike this time last year?
Yeah.
29. What was the best book you read?
New Moon.
30. What was your greatest musical discovery?
That cover of "Jumper" that I stole from Kaitlyn.
31. What did you want and get?
Boyfriend. Ugh.
32. What did you want and not get?
Car.
33. What was your favorite film of this year?
Dunno.
34. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was 18 and I went to school.
35. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If I felt like I actually accomplished something.
36. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Sweatpants.
37. What kept you sane?
Music, although at times that wasn't enough.
38. What political issue stirred you the most?
Gay marriage. Woohoo!
39. Who did you miss?
Kyle Tavel. I really miss how close we were.
40. Random Memories from 2009?
Roadtrip to Sonic!
What's your favorite color gummy bear?
The clearish one.
What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
Smile/eyes
Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
No. Wrote a poem.
Ever had a song sang about/for you?
No
Is there a baby in the room with you right now?
Nah.
Do you know how to dance?
Hah. No. Except the white-girl 2-step.
Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?
Car.
What is your favorite thing that is green?
Everything!
What did your last text message say?
"Way"
Boxers, briefs or boxer briefs?
Boxers?
What is your middle name?
Elizabeth
What is the way to your heart?
Prove to me that I can trust you. Also, be a really good kisser.
What do you smell like?
Pears.
What's in your pocket?
Air.
Anything in your mouth?
Teeth. Tongue. etc.
Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?
Nah.
Do you have freckles?
Yep
How many languages can you say "Hello" in?
A few.
What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
The Box.
Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?
No
Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?
Nope.
Name a song that you know all the words to:
Jumper- 3EB
Are you in love with someone right now?
No.
What's the last thing you watched on TV?
SkinID commercial.
What's the last video game you played?
Nancy Drew for DS
Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
Except P and Q
Do you have an uncle named Joe?
No.
Do you wear glasses?
Yes.
What can you hear right now?
Swine flu commercial
Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?
Better.
Ever been overseas?
Not exactly... Caribbean.
What are your plans for today?
Sleep.
How long have you had MySpace?
9th grade.
What was your favorite childhood show?
Voltron.
Are you close to your siblings?
No
What was your first job?
Outback.
Do you bite your nails?
Yes.
Do you like your feet?
No. Ugh.
Do you sleep well at night?
No.
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
No.
Does a kiss make you feel better?
It could. And right now it would.
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
No.
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Before I get in.
What did you do today?
Nothing.
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
Yes.
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
No.
Have you ever thought about your death?
Yes.
Ever been in love?
Ugh.
Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
Permanent. Just give me the right guy.
What is your favorite sport?
Bowling.
What color is your shower curtain?
Here, we don't have a shower curtain, but I school I think they're gray.
Have you ever had stitches?
No.
Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties?
No.
Do you know how to use chop sticks?
No.
Lyrics stuck in your head?
Nothing.
Do you like the Red Sox or Yankees?
Neither?
What are you doing tomorrow?
Knitting and possibly goin' to my BFF Kaitlyn's.
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
*shrug*
Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
Yep.
Have you ever run over an animal?
No
What is your favorite cereal?
Special K original
Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
No
What are you doing right at this moment?
Half asleep
Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
Sure
Where's your favorite place to be?
School or driving
What's your favorite song?
When the Day Met the Night by Panic
Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
I don't drink much of either.
Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
No?
Have you ever been skinny dipping?
No.
Have you ever been arrested?
No.
Do you dream in black and white?
No.
Do you talk in your sleep?
No.
Do you snore?
No.
Are you a redneck?
No.
Funniest thing you heard all day?
*shrug*
Have you ever gotten a mosquito bite on your face?
No.
What are you afraid of?
Ugh.
Had a boyfriend. Went to college.
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't even remember what I made. I doubt I'll stick to the ones I'm making for this year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth or get pregnant?
Yep.
4. Did anyone close to you get married?
Not close-close, but closeish.
5. Did anyone close to you die?
Not very close.
6. Travel?
Atlanta. Delaware.
7. Did you move anywhere?
I moved to college.
8. What was the best month?
May, I think.
9. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
A relationship where I know I can trust someone completely.
10. What date(s) from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
April 5th, 'cause that was the start of my first relationship ever.
11. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Graduating. Also getting a 3.5
12. What was your biggest failure?
Being a good girlfriend, apparently.
13. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Heartbreak is the most severe injury. In addition to many smaller injuries.
14. What was the best thing you bought?
My new lappytop.
15. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My friends.
16. Whose behavior made you appalled and/or depressed?
Jorden.
17. Where did most of your money go?
Food.
18. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
College.
19. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Baby Got Back. 'Cuz it reminds me of Jorden.
20. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
ii. richer or poorer?
i. Happier, but I'm stuck in the same semi-debilitating depression I've been in.
ii. Poorer. 'Cause I had paychecks from work left back then.
21. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Writing. I always wish that.
22. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Wasting my time with that loser.
23. How will you be spending New Year's Eve/Day?
With Kaitlyn and peeps.
24. What was an unexpected surprise?
Making a best friend.
25. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Unfortunately, yes.
26. What was the best concert you've been to this year?
Wind Ensemble of BMHS. Def.
27. What was your favorite TV program?
Degrassi. It's gotten me through a lot of stressful times.
28. Do you dislike anyone now that you didn't dislike this time last year?
Yeah.
29. What was the best book you read?
New Moon.
30. What was your greatest musical discovery?
That cover of "Jumper" that I stole from Kaitlyn.
31. What did you want and get?
Boyfriend. Ugh.
32. What did you want and not get?
Car.
33. What was your favorite film of this year?
Dunno.
34. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was 18 and I went to school.
35. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If I felt like I actually accomplished something.
36. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Sweatpants.
37. What kept you sane?
Music, although at times that wasn't enough.
38. What political issue stirred you the most?
Gay marriage. Woohoo!
39. Who did you miss?
Kyle Tavel. I really miss how close we were.
40. Random Memories from 2009?
Roadtrip to Sonic!
What's your favorite color gummy bear?
The clearish one.
What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
Smile/eyes
Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
No. Wrote a poem.
Ever had a song sang about/for you?
No
Is there a baby in the room with you right now?
Nah.
Do you know how to dance?
Hah. No. Except the white-girl 2-step.
Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?
Car.
What is your favorite thing that is green?
Everything!
What did your last text message say?
"Way"
Boxers, briefs or boxer briefs?
Boxers?
What is your middle name?
Elizabeth
What is the way to your heart?
Prove to me that I can trust you. Also, be a really good kisser.
What do you smell like?
Pears.
What's in your pocket?
Air.
Anything in your mouth?
Teeth. Tongue. etc.
Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?
Nah.
Do you have freckles?
Yep
How many languages can you say "Hello" in?
A few.
What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
The Box.
Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?
No
Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?
Nope.
Name a song that you know all the words to:
Jumper- 3EB
Are you in love with someone right now?
No.
What's the last thing you watched on TV?
SkinID commercial.
What's the last video game you played?
Nancy Drew for DS
Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
Except P and Q
Do you have an uncle named Joe?
No.
Do you wear glasses?
Yes.
What can you hear right now?
Swine flu commercial
Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?
Better.
Ever been overseas?
Not exactly... Caribbean.
What are your plans for today?
Sleep.
How long have you had MySpace?
9th grade.
What was your favorite childhood show?
Voltron.
Are you close to your siblings?
No
What was your first job?
Outback.
Do you bite your nails?
Yes.
Do you like your feet?
No. Ugh.
Do you sleep well at night?
No.
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
No.
Does a kiss make you feel better?
It could. And right now it would.
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
No.
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Before I get in.
What did you do today?
Nothing.
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
Yes.
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
No.
Have you ever thought about your death?
Yes.
Ever been in love?
Ugh.
Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
Permanent. Just give me the right guy.
What is your favorite sport?
Bowling.
What color is your shower curtain?
Here, we don't have a shower curtain, but I school I think they're gray.
Have you ever had stitches?
No.
Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties?
No.
Do you know how to use chop sticks?
No.
Lyrics stuck in your head?
Nothing.
Do you like the Red Sox or Yankees?
Neither?
What are you doing tomorrow?
Knitting and possibly goin' to my BFF Kaitlyn's.
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
*shrug*
Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
Yep.
Have you ever run over an animal?
No
What is your favorite cereal?
Special K original
Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
No
What are you doing right at this moment?
Half asleep
Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
Sure
Where's your favorite place to be?
School or driving
What's your favorite song?
When the Day Met the Night by Panic
Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
I don't drink much of either.
Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
No?
Have you ever been skinny dipping?
No.
Have you ever been arrested?
No.
Do you dream in black and white?
No.
Do you talk in your sleep?
No.
Do you snore?
No.
Are you a redneck?
No.
Funniest thing you heard all day?
*shrug*
Have you ever gotten a mosquito bite on your face?
No.
What are you afraid of?
Ugh.
Monday, December 28, 2009
I feel like I should be doing a tango right now.
Would you ever kiss any one 23 and over?
When I'm older, maybe.
Who/what can you blame for your bad mood today?
The fact that I didn't sleep. Also the fact that I re-read some things.
Have you ever wasted too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Always
How was last night?
*shrug*
If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
That something's really, really wrong. If something's wrong, I'll vent about it and everyone will know I'm upset. If something is very wrong, though, I'm usually silent.
How are you feeling right now?
*shrug*
Are you a big fan of thunderstorms?
Yep.
Who's the last person that disappointed you?
*shrug* Most people disappoint me.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yep.
Is there any emotion you are trying to hide?
yes
Do you have trust issues?
not really and thats a problem sometimes
Were you happy when you woke up today?
I wanted to go back to sleep, yo.
Name 3 drinks you drink regularly:
Diet Pepsi, tea, assorted juice-like beverages.
Current hate right now?
A lot of things. The usual. The fact that I'm home. Among the usual.
Do you think you'll be married in 10?
Hours? No. Days? No. Weeks? No. Months? No. Years? I hope, but probably not.
Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
No.
Who was the last person you were in the car with?
Courtney
Who was your last text message from?
Mom
When was the last time you cried?
Night before we left for break.
Are you happy?
No, actually, I'm fucking pissed.
Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind?
Yeah.
When did you last hold hands with someone?
Today with Ginnie for like 2.5 seconds.
Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
Yep.
Do you have a Honda, Toyota or Nissan?
Honda, possibly buying a Nissan.
What time did you wake up this morning?
9
Has someone smacked your butt in the past week?
No.
What's your favorite curse word?
FUCK. Loud and clear.
Do you get along better with guys or girls?
No one.
Who is the best person to cheer you up?
Kaitlyn and Courtney.
Have you been to New York City?
Yes
Who do you miss?
Kyle.
You're single right?
Yep.
Honestly, what are you thinking about right now?
The fact that he FUCKING CHEATED ON ME.
Do you love the color pink?
No.
Do you prefer guys with dark hair or light hair?
Guys are horrible and should all go rot in hell.
Has anyone ever sung to you?
No.
Is smoking a turn-off?
*shrug*
Is there a certain tv show you get upset if you miss?
Nah.
What is one food you always crave?
Nothing.
Do you expect to be married in the next two years?
No.
What would you do if you found out you were pregnant?
"WHAT THE FUCK?! VIRGINS DO NOT GET PREGNANT!"
Who do you vent to when something is bothering you?
Kaitlyn/Spencer
Do you have someone who is protective of you?
I guess not.
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
Nah.
Do you prefer showers or baths?
Sitting down on the shower floor while the shower's running.
Where were you an hour ago?
Out with Ginnie.
Were you with anyone?
Yes.
Are you still friends with the last person who broke your trust?
Unfortunately, I am the kind of person who just asks to be hurt.
Do you feel like anyone is playing mind games with you right now?
Yes. He's just trying to have his cake and eat it too.
Have you ever been banned from anywhere?
No.
Has your #1 ever seen you naked?
Only one person has ever seen me completely naked. I now need to remove that memory from his brain.
Do you want to get married?
No. That just makes broken trust ten times worse.
Open the nearest book, turn to page 11, and type the first sentence.
I don't know which book is the closest.
Do you hate it when people try to play with your hair?
Only when I've done something nice to it.
Are you the kind of person who has crazy mood swings?
Apparently so.
When I'm older, maybe.
Who/what can you blame for your bad mood today?
The fact that I didn't sleep. Also the fact that I re-read some things.
Have you ever wasted too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Always
How was last night?
*shrug*
If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
That something's really, really wrong. If something's wrong, I'll vent about it and everyone will know I'm upset. If something is very wrong, though, I'm usually silent.
How are you feeling right now?
*shrug*
Are you a big fan of thunderstorms?
Yep.
Who's the last person that disappointed you?
*shrug* Most people disappoint me.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yep.
Is there any emotion you are trying to hide?
yes
Do you have trust issues?
not really and thats a problem sometimes
Were you happy when you woke up today?
I wanted to go back to sleep, yo.
Name 3 drinks you drink regularly:
Diet Pepsi, tea, assorted juice-like beverages.
Current hate right now?
A lot of things. The usual. The fact that I'm home. Among the usual.
Do you think you'll be married in 10?
Hours? No. Days? No. Weeks? No. Months? No. Years? I hope, but probably not.
Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
No.
Who was the last person you were in the car with?
Courtney
Who was your last text message from?
Mom
When was the last time you cried?
Night before we left for break.
Are you happy?
No, actually, I'm fucking pissed.
Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind?
Yeah.
When did you last hold hands with someone?
Today with Ginnie for like 2.5 seconds.
Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
Yep.
Do you have a Honda, Toyota or Nissan?
Honda, possibly buying a Nissan.
What time did you wake up this morning?
9
Has someone smacked your butt in the past week?
No.
What's your favorite curse word?
FUCK. Loud and clear.
Do you get along better with guys or girls?
No one.
Who is the best person to cheer you up?
Kaitlyn and Courtney.
Have you been to New York City?
Yes
Who do you miss?
Kyle.
You're single right?
Yep.
Honestly, what are you thinking about right now?
The fact that he FUCKING CHEATED ON ME.
Do you love the color pink?
No.
Do you prefer guys with dark hair or light hair?
Guys are horrible and should all go rot in hell.
Has anyone ever sung to you?
No.
Is smoking a turn-off?
*shrug*
Is there a certain tv show you get upset if you miss?
Nah.
What is one food you always crave?
Nothing.
Do you expect to be married in the next two years?
No.
What would you do if you found out you were pregnant?
"WHAT THE FUCK?! VIRGINS DO NOT GET PREGNANT!"
Who do you vent to when something is bothering you?
Kaitlyn/Spencer
Do you have someone who is protective of you?
I guess not.
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
Nah.
Do you prefer showers or baths?
Sitting down on the shower floor while the shower's running.
Where were you an hour ago?
Out with Ginnie.
Were you with anyone?
Yes.
Are you still friends with the last person who broke your trust?
Unfortunately, I am the kind of person who just asks to be hurt.
Do you feel like anyone is playing mind games with you right now?
Yes. He's just trying to have his cake and eat it too.
Have you ever been banned from anywhere?
No.
Has your #1 ever seen you naked?
Only one person has ever seen me completely naked. I now need to remove that memory from his brain.
Do you want to get married?
No. That just makes broken trust ten times worse.
Open the nearest book, turn to page 11, and type the first sentence.
I don't know which book is the closest.
Do you hate it when people try to play with your hair?
Only when I've done something nice to it.
Are you the kind of person who has crazy mood swings?
Apparently so.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
I need to talk myself through some things.
Are you ready to spill your guts?
--No one reads this anyway, so sure.
How many people have you kissed, that you can HONESTLY say you loved?
--One, I'm starting to think.
How many piercings do you have?
--4
Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an A or D?
--No
What did your last text say?
--"Get on AIM when you get back to your room."
From who?
--Carolyn
has anyone ever told you the dont wanna lose you?
--No.
What's wrong with you right now?
--I'm alone.
Do you truly hate anyone?
--Nah.
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
-- Show me a promise that's ever been made to me and kept, and I'll believe in promises.
What are you listening to?
--Christmas music.
Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
--Tried it. Didn't work out so well because I'm too sensitive for that.
Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
--I can think of one or two people.
Do you open up to people easily?
--Once I've gauged how trustworthy they are.
What do your friends call you?
--Melmel, Mel Bells, Hooker.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
--Yes. Jerkface best friend.
Last person to comment you?
-Dunno.
When will your next kiss be?
--Never, probably, although one can hope.
Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
--Yes.
Do you blow dry your hair?
--When I straighten it or I want my curls to look nice.
Have you ever cried over a text?
--Yes. Text message breakup=text message tears.
Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
--Of course not.
Do you have anything that belongs to a partner or ex?
--I owe him prom pictures, but nothing else.
Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to respond?
--Yeah, unless it's something that's really unimportant.
Is the person you last texted single?
--Yep
What should you be doing?
--Packing, I suppose.
Describe how you feel right now in one word?
--Bitter.
Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
--It won't be terrible.
What's your current mood?
--I can't describe it adequately. Bitter's the one that always comes to mind, but it's not just that. Like chai tea. It's a whole blend of things you can't just identify individually.
Anything on your mind that you'd like to share?
--I'm finally over Jorden. I'm pissed at Drew. I just want my life to stop sucking.
If you could change the color of the grass, what color would it be?
--I wouldn't change it. It smells like it should be green. It should always be green. I would maybe make it a darker green, though.
When was the last time you felt like punching someone?
--Today.
What color is your keyboard for your computer?
--Black.
Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
--No. Unless I was really upset.
Is anyone else in the room with you?
--Nope. Marisa's gone already.
Your best friend randomly starts hating you, and doesn't wanna be friends anymore, what do you do?
--Go back to being alone. It's happened before. I came to school and I had no one. Now I have the best friend I've ever had and I think that I would die if she didn't want to be friends with me anymore.
Have you kissed a person more then 20 times?
--Yeah.
What are you most looking forward to?
--Going home and being with my mom and my cat.
Are you a heavy sleeper?
--Mostly.
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
--Kinda. We went to go see fireworks on the beach when my dad lived in Myrtle Beach.
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
--Tomorrow, prolly.
Who was the last person you spoke on the phone with for over an hour?
--My mom.
Do you think your next kiss will be a mistake?
--I hope not.
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
--Only when I'm dead tired and otherwise already warm.
Have you ever dated someone over a year?
--No. Probably never will.
Do you believe in love?
--Yes, although I don't believe love applies to me anymore. It dissolves in the acid that my heart is made of.
Are you an emotional person?
--Usually.
Will tomorrow be better then today?
--Until I see my sister.
Ever kissed a brown eyed and brown haired person?
--I'd argue that his hair was black, but for all I know it's "dark brown." I don't know.
Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff with?
--Courtney/Kaitlyn/Caitlin/Drew once he's stopped being an ass.
Do you wear gold or silver?
--Silver.
Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message?
--My mommy.
How many tattoos would you get?
--One or two.
What's the worst way to die?
--Illness. Because you have to suffer for a while.
Could things possibly get any better?
-- Things could go either way. I wish they'd get better, a lot better, but as long as they don't get worse it'll be okay.
Do you miss anyone?
--Yes. But not the person everyone thinks I miss.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
--I can be.
Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
--I don't know that I like anyone right now. But if they did, it wouldn't matter.
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
--It's cold, I'm cold, my eyes are dry, Drew's a jackass, I'm alone and therefore I'm thinking too much. (WAAAAY too much).
Does what your listening to remind you of something/someone?
--Christmas. Also, that black ladies do too much with their voices when they sing. Seriously, Aretha Franklin, it's a Christmas hymn. Stop making it fancy.
Where is your phone?
--Over there.
Do you cry easily?
--Not anymore. I'm a fucking stone. Except for three minutes ago.
Do you prefer to call or text?
--Text.
What are you upset about?
--The usual. Also Drew being insensitive.
Last person you told a secret to?
--Sara. And that, of course, was a mistake.
Do you want to have children one day?
--Yes.
Could you cry right now?
--I just did.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
--I am wasting my time on myself.
Have you kissed anyone the past 2 days?
--No.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
--Turned off my iPod.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
--No. They never do. They never will. The one that did, left.
Do you hate when people smoke around you?
--I don't care.
Do you ever bite your lip?
--Yeah.
Do you think two people can last forever?
--Yeah.
Do you like drama?
--Good drama, yes. Bad drama, no. Save that for your llama mama, okay?
Are you happy right now?
--No.
--No one reads this anyway, so sure.
How many people have you kissed, that you can HONESTLY say you loved?
--One, I'm starting to think.
How many piercings do you have?
--4
Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an A or D?
--No
What did your last text say?
--"Get on AIM when you get back to your room."
From who?
--Carolyn
has anyone ever told you the dont wanna lose you?
--No.
What's wrong with you right now?
--I'm alone.
Do you truly hate anyone?
--Nah.
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
-- Show me a promise that's ever been made to me and kept, and I'll believe in promises.
What are you listening to?
--Christmas music.
Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
--Tried it. Didn't work out so well because I'm too sensitive for that.
Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
--I can think of one or two people.
Do you open up to people easily?
--Once I've gauged how trustworthy they are.
What do your friends call you?
--Melmel, Mel Bells, Hooker.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
--Yes. Jerkface best friend.
Last person to comment you?
-Dunno.
When will your next kiss be?
--Never, probably, although one can hope.
Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
--Yes.
Do you blow dry your hair?
--When I straighten it or I want my curls to look nice.
Have you ever cried over a text?
--Yes. Text message breakup=text message tears.
Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
--Of course not.
Do you have anything that belongs to a partner or ex?
--I owe him prom pictures, but nothing else.
Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to respond?
--Yeah, unless it's something that's really unimportant.
Is the person you last texted single?
--Yep
What should you be doing?
--Packing, I suppose.
Describe how you feel right now in one word?
--Bitter.
Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
--It won't be terrible.
What's your current mood?
--I can't describe it adequately. Bitter's the one that always comes to mind, but it's not just that. Like chai tea. It's a whole blend of things you can't just identify individually.
Anything on your mind that you'd like to share?
--I'm finally over Jorden. I'm pissed at Drew. I just want my life to stop sucking.
If you could change the color of the grass, what color would it be?
--I wouldn't change it. It smells like it should be green. It should always be green. I would maybe make it a darker green, though.
When was the last time you felt like punching someone?
--Today.
What color is your keyboard for your computer?
--Black.
Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
--No. Unless I was really upset.
Is anyone else in the room with you?
--Nope. Marisa's gone already.
Your best friend randomly starts hating you, and doesn't wanna be friends anymore, what do you do?
--Go back to being alone. It's happened before. I came to school and I had no one. Now I have the best friend I've ever had and I think that I would die if she didn't want to be friends with me anymore.
Have you kissed a person more then 20 times?
--Yeah.
What are you most looking forward to?
--Going home and being with my mom and my cat.
Are you a heavy sleeper?
--Mostly.
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
--Kinda. We went to go see fireworks on the beach when my dad lived in Myrtle Beach.
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
--Tomorrow, prolly.
Who was the last person you spoke on the phone with for over an hour?
--My mom.
Do you think your next kiss will be a mistake?
--I hope not.
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
--Only when I'm dead tired and otherwise already warm.
Have you ever dated someone over a year?
--No. Probably never will.
Do you believe in love?
--Yes, although I don't believe love applies to me anymore. It dissolves in the acid that my heart is made of.
Are you an emotional person?
--Usually.
Will tomorrow be better then today?
--Until I see my sister.
Ever kissed a brown eyed and brown haired person?
--I'd argue that his hair was black, but for all I know it's "dark brown." I don't know.
Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff with?
--Courtney/Kaitlyn/Caitlin/Drew once he's stopped being an ass.
Do you wear gold or silver?
--Silver.
Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message?
--My mommy.
How many tattoos would you get?
--One or two.
What's the worst way to die?
--Illness. Because you have to suffer for a while.
Could things possibly get any better?
-- Things could go either way. I wish they'd get better, a lot better, but as long as they don't get worse it'll be okay.
Do you miss anyone?
--Yes. But not the person everyone thinks I miss.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
--I can be.
Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
--I don't know that I like anyone right now. But if they did, it wouldn't matter.
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
--It's cold, I'm cold, my eyes are dry, Drew's a jackass, I'm alone and therefore I'm thinking too much. (WAAAAY too much).
Does what your listening to remind you of something/someone?
--Christmas. Also, that black ladies do too much with their voices when they sing. Seriously, Aretha Franklin, it's a Christmas hymn. Stop making it fancy.
Where is your phone?
--Over there.
Do you cry easily?
--Not anymore. I'm a fucking stone. Except for three minutes ago.
Do you prefer to call or text?
--Text.
What are you upset about?
--The usual. Also Drew being insensitive.
Last person you told a secret to?
--Sara. And that, of course, was a mistake.
Do you want to have children one day?
--Yes.
Could you cry right now?
--I just did.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
--I am wasting my time on myself.
Have you kissed anyone the past 2 days?
--No.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
--Turned off my iPod.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
--No. They never do. They never will. The one that did, left.
Do you hate when people smoke around you?
--I don't care.
Do you ever bite your lip?
--Yeah.
Do you think two people can last forever?
--Yeah.
Do you like drama?
--Good drama, yes. Bad drama, no. Save that for your llama mama, okay?
Are you happy right now?
--No.
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