What are two things you did today?
Wrote and watched a movie.
What's your 12th text message say?
mhmm... i hate it. so. fucking. much.
Do you like secrets?
Ugh.
Who do you miss?
*shrug*
What are your plans for this weekend?
Sit around and do nothing with my life.
Have you taken a shower in the last 24 hours?
Yes.
Ever licked someone's cheek or forehead?
Nah.
Is there someone you want to see right now?
No. Even my roommate needs to GTFO.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yeah, but getting to the one-year mark I've set for myself is really hard.
What were you doing at 7:55 am?
I think I was sleeping.
Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
Yep.
Do you like to cuddle?
I dunno.
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
Ugh.
Who was the last person you held hands with?
Jorden.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
No.
What’s more important, trust or happiness?
Trust
Are you planning to go see a movie anytime soon?
No.
What does your last text say?
K. Let me know if theres anythin i can do.
Is there anyone you trust even though you should not?
Yes
Few close friends or many acquaintances?
Few close friends.
Hows your heart lately?
Fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck fuck.
What do you hate about your school?
All my friends live in another building all on the same floor.
What are you wearing right now?
Purple T-shirt and white sweatpants.
How clean is your room?
It's kinda messy, but it feels more homey that way. If it's too clean it feels like a magazine ad.
What is your current mood?
FUCK THE FUCKING WORLD.
Are promises important to you?
No. Everyone breaks them anyway.
Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
Yeah.
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?
I dunno anymore.
Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
A little bit.
Are you dressing up for Halloween this year?
Prolly not.
When's your birthday?
May 4
Do you have unlimited texting?
Yes.
You just got rushed to the hospital, who is the first person you call?
My mom.
What was the last thing you had in a cast?
Right arm.
What are you listening to right now?
REBA!
Are you a nice person?
Not really.
Whose bed did you sleep on last night?
Mine.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
*shrug*
Have you ever won anything from the radio?
No.
Do you remember your dream last night?
Yeah.
Who was your last missed call from?
Kaitlyn.
Has this year been a good year?
Dunno.
Will you keep your last name when you get married?
No.
Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
No.
Do you think that there is someone thinking about you right now?
Vicky prolly is since I'm talking to her.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Girl.
Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Yeah.
How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's eh. Getting layers next time.
Are you texting anyone?
No. Skype messaging, though.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Uh. Kinda.
So what do you want for your birthday?
A payment toward my car.
Do you know what you're going to wear tomorrow?
Clothes.
Why did you cry the last time you did?
Hell if I know.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping.
Have you been told you're amazing?
Yeah.
Have you ever kissed someone named Joe, Nick, or Kevin?
No, no, and no. I have not kissed the Jonas Brothers.
Do you remember your dreams?
Sometimes.
What cell phone company do you use?
Verizon
What gets on your nerves?
Stupid people.
What is the most irritating thing the opposite sex can do?
Cheat.
Who was in the car with you last?
Dunno. My girls, prolly.
Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
Yep.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Potato.
Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
No. I put my head between the pillows.
Do you like to hold or be held?
I don't know. Be held, I think.
Do you want a small or big wedding?
Smallish.
Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy?
Poor and happy.
Have you ever churned butter?
Kinda. We tossed Pepsi bottles filled with cream around.
What is the most money you would spend on a pair of shoes?
My boots were almost $200
If you were a crayon, what color would be?
Heather gray.
If you could win a couple front row tickets to a game, any sport, any team, what would it be?
Ugh.
Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
Help someone.
If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
That's a good question.
What woke you up this morning?
Dunno. My alarm clock is what got me out of bed.
Where are you?
In my dorm room.
Ever throw up in public?
No.
Passed out because of alcohol?
No.
Been put to bed because of too much?
No.
What is on your mind RIGHT NOW
I wanna make butter. Also my feet are dirty.
Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Maybe.
Where would you like to live?
Somewhere where they don't get blizzards this late in February.
What kind of house would you like?
The kind that's housey.
Who is your number 1 on your top?
Who the hell uses Myspace?
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
Dunno
Are you good friends?
How should I know?
How often do you log into Facebook?
Every day. Multiple times. Unless I'm at Kaitlyn's.
Do you like candy necklaces?
Eh.
What was the last thing you drank?
Crystal Light
Who do you miss?
I dunno.
What's the most amount of people you've had riding in your vehicle while you were driving?
5, including me.
What are you doing this weekend?
Probably sitting in my room.
What's your favorite kind of soda?
I dunno.
How many times have you eaten sushi?
A few times.
What do you want to do right now?
Write in my journal.
Are you listening to music right now?
No.
What time is it now?
12:37 a.m.
Do you think anyone will repost this?
No.
What makes you mad?
People who cheat.
What song makes you cry?
Nothing makes me cry.
What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
I have a whole playlist.
What are the things that make you happy?
My friends.
What taste is in your mouth?
Raspberry Ice Crystal Light
Do you have a bad habit?
A few.
Last time you were in a public library?
A few months ago.
How many fans are in your house?
I dunno. There are two in my dorm room, though.
Ever had a lizzard hanging from your ear lobe?
Uh... no....?
What car insurance provider do you use?
State Farm
What is the oldest gaming system you still own?
The original PlayStation
Ever play 20 questions?
Sometimes.
How old were you when you began shaving?
*shrug*
Do you have any bruises currently? If so, where?
My shin.
Have you ever taken karate lessons?
No.
Last thing you bought or sold on Ebay?
Sold: nothing. Bought: Yarn that never came.
Ever been in a tree house?
Yes.
Ever found a 4 leaf clover?
No.
No. I put my head between the pillows.
Do you like to hold or be held?
I don't know. Be held, I think.
Do you want a small or big wedding?
Smallish.
Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy?
Poor and happy.
Have you ever churned butter?
Kinda. We tossed Pepsi bottles filled with cream around.
What is the most money you would spend on a pair of shoes?
My boots were almost $200
If you were a crayon, what color would be?
Heather gray.
If you could win a couple front row tickets to a game, any sport, any team, what would it be?
Ugh.
Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
Help someone.
If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
That's a good question.
What woke you up this morning?
Dunno. My alarm clock is what got me out of bed.
Where are you?
In my dorm room.
Ever throw up in public?
No.
Passed out because of alcohol?
No.
Been put to bed because of too much?
No.
What is on your mind RIGHT NOW
I wanna make butter. Also my feet are dirty.
Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Maybe.
Where would you like to live?
Somewhere where they don't get blizzards this late in February.
What kind of house would you like?
The kind that's housey.
Who is your number 1 on your top?
Who the hell uses Myspace?
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
Dunno
Are you good friends?
How should I know?
How often do you log into Facebook?
Every day. Multiple times. Unless I'm at Kaitlyn's.
Do you like candy necklaces?
Eh.
What was the last thing you drank?
Crystal Light
Who do you miss?
I dunno.
What's the most amount of people you've had riding in your vehicle while you were driving?
5, including me.
What are you doing this weekend?
Probably sitting in my room.
What's your favorite kind of soda?
I dunno.
How many times have you eaten sushi?
A few times.
What do you want to do right now?
Write in my journal.
Are you listening to music right now?
No.
What time is it now?
12:37 a.m.
Do you think anyone will repost this?
No.
What makes you mad?
People who cheat.
What song makes you cry?
Nothing makes me cry.
What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
I have a whole playlist.
What are the things that make you happy?
My friends.
What taste is in your mouth?
Raspberry Ice Crystal Light
Do you have a bad habit?
A few.
Last time you were in a public library?
A few months ago.
How many fans are in your house?
I dunno. There are two in my dorm room, though.
Ever had a lizzard hanging from your ear lobe?
Uh... no....?
What car insurance provider do you use?
State Farm
What is the oldest gaming system you still own?
The original PlayStation
Ever play 20 questions?
Sometimes.
How old were you when you began shaving?
*shrug*
Do you have any bruises currently? If so, where?
My shin.
Have you ever taken karate lessons?
No.
Last thing you bought or sold on Ebay?
Sold: nothing. Bought: Yarn that never came.
Ever been in a tree house?
Yes.
Ever found a 4 leaf clover?
No.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
SURVEY!
1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Sure. Why not?
2) Have you ever made out with someone older than you?
Um... I wouldn't call it making out.
3) What was your longest relationship?
Almost 4 months
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
Kaitlyn.
5) Do you regret it?
No. I love my best friend.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
That is a very long, complicated answer.
7) Are you a boy or girl?
Girl.
9) What is your relationship status?
Single. Very, very single.
10) How do you want to die?
Loved. And fulfilled.
11) What did you last eat?
Hershey Kiss.
12) Played any sports?
When I was younger.
13) Do you bite your nails?
Yeah.
14) When was your last physical fight?
Hm... I dunno.
15) Do you have an attitude?
Sometimes.
16) Do you like someone?
Eh.
17) What is your real name?
Melanie.
19) Are you gonna get high later?
No.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No. I'm not entirely capable of hate.
21) Do you miss someone?
Eh.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
I don't eat spaghetti.
23) Do you tan a lot?
No.
24) Have any pets?
Kitty and Eddie!
25) How are you feeling exactly?
Eh.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yes.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
No.
28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Uh... maybe?
29) Are you scared of spiders?
Yes
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Prolly not.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Eh, yeah.
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Ed's coming to visit.
33) Do you want to have kids?
Yes.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
No.
35) Do you type fast?
Kinda.
36) Do you have piercings? How many?
Two on each ear.
37) Want any more?
Maybe.
38) Can you spell well?
Yeah.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Eh.
40) What are you craving right now?
Candy bar.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
No.
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Pony rides?
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
No.
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Prolly.
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yep.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
I hope not.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
No.
50) What should you be doing ?
Dunno.
51) What’s irritating you right now?
Eh.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Yeah.
53) Does somebody love you?
No.
54) What is your favorite color ?
Green.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.
57) Do you have trust issues?
Yes.
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
With my mom, sometimes.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Yes.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Rachel. I don't cry anymore.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
No.
67) What was your child hood nickname?
Mel.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes, and that reason is usually "People are fucking stupid".
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the TV
73) What's bothering you?
*shrug*
74) Have you ever been out of your province?
I am *not* in Canada, thank you.
75) Do you play the Wii?
Yeah.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
Yes. Yay Toby Keith.
77) Do you like Chinese food?
YES. And I want some so badly.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
July 5.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Not really.
81) Are you mean?
I'm a bitch.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Psh. No.
84) Do you believe in true love?
Yep.
88) Do you like the outside?
When it's warm.
89) Are you currently bored?
A little.
90) Do you wanna get married?
Eventually.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Eh.
92) Are you hungry?
Yes. But no easy food around here.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Yeah.
94) What makes you happy?
Eh.
95) Would you change your name?
I wish.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
No. Although they get less snow than we do.
98) Do you watch the news?
Not usually.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Taurus.
100) Do you like Subway?
Yes.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Yes.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I don't really have any close guy friends.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
Sometimes.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yeah.
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Uh... Drewbie
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
No. His choice.
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Kaitlyn, like always.
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
I dunno. I heart Goo Goo Dolls.
111) Can you count to one million?
If you give me a bajillion hours.
Sure. Why not?
2) Have you ever made out with someone older than you?
Um... I wouldn't call it making out.
3) What was your longest relationship?
Almost 4 months
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
Kaitlyn.
5) Do you regret it?
No. I love my best friend.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
That is a very long, complicated answer.
7) Are you a boy or girl?
Girl.
9) What is your relationship status?
Single. Very, very single.
10) How do you want to die?
Loved. And fulfilled.
11) What did you last eat?
Hershey Kiss.
12) Played any sports?
When I was younger.
13) Do you bite your nails?
Yeah.
14) When was your last physical fight?
Hm... I dunno.
15) Do you have an attitude?
Sometimes.
16) Do you like someone?
Eh.
17) What is your real name?
Melanie.
19) Are you gonna get high later?
No.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No. I'm not entirely capable of hate.
21) Do you miss someone?
Eh.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
I don't eat spaghetti.
23) Do you tan a lot?
No.
24) Have any pets?
Kitty and Eddie!
25) How are you feeling exactly?
Eh.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yes.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
No.
28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Uh... maybe?
29) Are you scared of spiders?
Yes
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Prolly not.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Eh, yeah.
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Ed's coming to visit.
33) Do you want to have kids?
Yes.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
No.
35) Do you type fast?
Kinda.
36) Do you have piercings? How many?
Two on each ear.
37) Want any more?
Maybe.
38) Can you spell well?
Yeah.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Eh.
40) What are you craving right now?
Candy bar.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
No.
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Pony rides?
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
No.
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Prolly.
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yep.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
I hope not.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
No.
50) What should you be doing ?
Dunno.
51) What’s irritating you right now?
Eh.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Yeah.
53) Does somebody love you?
No.
54) What is your favorite color ?
Green.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.
57) Do you have trust issues?
Yes.
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
With my mom, sometimes.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Yes.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Rachel. I don't cry anymore.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
No.
67) What was your child hood nickname?
Mel.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes, and that reason is usually "People are fucking stupid".
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the TV
73) What's bothering you?
*shrug*
74) Have you ever been out of your province?
I am *not* in Canada, thank you.
75) Do you play the Wii?
Yeah.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
Yes. Yay Toby Keith.
77) Do you like Chinese food?
YES. And I want some so badly.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
July 5.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Not really.
81) Are you mean?
I'm a bitch.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Psh. No.
84) Do you believe in true love?
Yep.
88) Do you like the outside?
When it's warm.
89) Are you currently bored?
A little.
90) Do you wanna get married?
Eventually.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Eh.
92) Are you hungry?
Yes. But no easy food around here.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Yeah.
94) What makes you happy?
Eh.
95) Would you change your name?
I wish.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
No. Although they get less snow than we do.
98) Do you watch the news?
Not usually.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Taurus.
100) Do you like Subway?
Yes.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Yes.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I don't really have any close guy friends.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
Sometimes.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yeah.
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Uh... Drewbie
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
No. His choice.
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Kaitlyn, like always.
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
I dunno. I heart Goo Goo Dolls.
111) Can you count to one million?
If you give me a bajillion hours.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Yeah, it's about you.
Let's start out blunt, have you had sex in the last 72 hours?
No ma'am I haven't.
If you could, would you hookup with the last girl/boy you texted?
I would not hook up with a girl, because I'm not into girls. And the last boy I texted was.... my ex... enough said.
The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
No.
How's your most recent ex doing?
From Facebook stalking, I assume he and his new girl are extremely happy. Oh darn.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yeah. Try... well, anyone I've ever referred to as "best friend."
In June were you in a relationship?
Yep.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
Well, I got into bed at 11. I didn't fall asleep until well after 1 though.
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?
Learning from past experience, I'm gonna say we won't even be best friends in ten months. But she says she's not going anywhere, and I kinda believe it, so we'll see.
Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
Eh... debatable.
Did you sleep well last night?
No.
Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
I don't know.
Has anyone put they're arm around you in the past 5 days?
No. Also, it's *their.*
Do you plan on moving within the next 2 years?
Yeah. Moving out of this dorm to go back home, and then moving from home back up here (to a different dorm).
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
In 2009? Two.
Have you told anyone that you missed them lately?
No.
Have you ever liked anyone that has treated you crappy?
Yeah, story of my life.
Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care?
I'm actually pretty sure he would, since I'm half-convinced he still has feelings for me.
Are you nice to everyone?
I'm at least civil to people, I don't know about being nice to everyone though.
Do you believe your latest ex cares about you?
Like I said, I'm pretty sure he still has feelings for me, so yeah.
Your best friend needs you at 3 am, do you go help them?
Yes ma'am. Gimme enough time to put on my shoes and walk down to her room/ drive to her house and I am there.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yep. As usual.
Are you close with your mother?
Yeah.
Are you close with your brother/sister?
We hate each other.
Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
No.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Kinda.
Have you ever had braces?
Nope.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I could, but I probably won't.
Do you fall fast for people?
Uh... not fast, necessarily, but hard.
Do you think your ex has moved on and is happier with another person?
I don't think he's moved on, but he certainly seems to be happier with her than with me.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not particularly. I mean, I tell him a lot of things regardless, but I wouldn't tell him most stuff.
Are you heartbroken in any way?
Eh. Yeah. I think the last time it happened, a piece was lost and it can't be put back together yet.
What are you doing after this?
Another survey, most likely.
Is something bothering you?
Always.
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
It'd be easier to count promises that have been kept.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I certainly hope not, but you never know when it comes to us lonely types.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
I love roller coasters.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Homework or laundry.
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
I think so, but she doesn't, so I suppose not.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm. I am so done with the cold.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Not the last time I kissed him, no, but a different time with him, yes.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No. Some people do. Some do not.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Yeah. Anyone who has anything happening in their lives right now. Anyone who's happy. Anyone who's not me.
Do you get along more with girls or guys?
No one.
Does anyone disgust you?
A little.
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Numbness, emptiness, you know, those emotions that are really lacks of emotion.
What was the last thing that pissed you off?
The realization I just made. Fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck.
Whats the first thing you think of when someone mentions your recent ex's name?
Lying cheating bastard.
If you had to choose between money and love, what would you choose?
Love. I know how to live without money. I mean, I know how to live without love, too, but love is the more fulfilling of the two.
Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone?
Yeah, but I ended up giving up.
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
I answer the phone. And before he gets too far into things, I remind him that we have not had a proper conversation in three years and that him calling is extremely unexpected. Then I hear what he has to say.
Whats your most recent ex doing?
Probably screwing his girlfriend.
Will you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
I did.
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
You mean besides my ex? No.
What would you do if you saw the last person you kissed?
Same thing I did the last time I saw him: Look away and try to do something else so that he won't talk to me.
Do you have any weird inside jokes?
Swiss Chocolate, yellow pudding, cake and ice cream.
If you could go back to one month what month would it be?
I dunno.
My kissing history.
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed?
His name was Tyler, I'd only known him for an hour. He was 21, I was 17, we were in Autumn's hot tub at her birthday party and we were playing Truth or Dare.
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yep.
3. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list?
Yep.
4. Ever kiss a "best friend"?
No.
5. Kissed someone within a day of having a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I don't understand.
6. Ever kissed someone younger than you?
Yep.
7. Older than you?
Yep.
8. Have you ever kissed someone you hated?
I was heartbroken, but that wasn't hatred.
9. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser?
I wouldn't know.
10. Who is the best kisser?
I dunno.
11. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone?
It was July, I think.
12. Was it a game?
Yeah. His game with my emotions.
13. Was the person your age?
No. Two years younger.
14. Was it a boyfriend/girlfriend/etc.?
It was an *ex* boyfriend.
15. Do you regret that kiss?
No.
Ten Favorites:
1. Family member:
My aunt Cindy and my uncle KT
2. Person:
Kaitlyn.
3. Color(s):
Green. Gray. Dark colors.
4. Sport:
Underwater Basket Weaving.
5. Mall:
Towson is a very nice mall. I would shop there exclusively if I could.
6. Song:
"Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls.
7. Food:
Chinese, methinks, although there really is nothing better than a good steak.
8. Season:
None. I hate weather with an undying passion.
9. Day:
Friday.
10. City:
DC
Ten facts.
1. Height:
5'6"
2. Hair color:
Brown.
3. Hair length:
Shoulder-length but I'm gonna grow it long like it used to be.
4. Hair style:
Uh... brush it and go?
5. Eye color:
Green.
6. Shoe size:
9
7. Smell:
Um... soap/shampoo.
8. Available?
Painfully so.
9. Have any plans for today?
Go to bed around 11.
Ten things about my love life.
1. Have you ever been in love?
Maybe.
2. Do you believe in love?
I suppose.
3. Why did your last relationship fail?
Well, apparently I wasn't enough/good enough for him, also I was leaving for college.
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I hope not.
5. Have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
Eh. It's complicated. He and I started as good friends, but considering we haven't spoken in three years, I don't know.
6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Yeah.
7. Are you afraid of commitment?
No.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No.
9. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in attraction at first sight.
Ten things: this or that.
1. Love or money?
Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer?
Hard liquor. Get me drunk quickly.
3. Hookups or relationships?
Relationship.
4. Television or internet?
Internet.
5. Pepsi or coke?
Pepsi.
6. Chocolate or vanilla?
Vanilla.
7. Colored or black and white pictures?
Color.
8. Phone or in person?
In person.
9. MSN or Myspace?
Neither.
Ten have you ever's.
1. Have you ever been caught sneaking out?
I... don't sneak out....
2. Have you ever skinny dipped?
No. I prefer my clothes to be on, thank you.
3. Have you ever done something you regret?
Duh.
4. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No.
5. Have you ever been on a boat house?
You mean a house boat? No.
6. Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?
Yeah.
7. Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt but you never told them?
Yeah.
8. Have you ever been streaking?
No.
9. Have you ever ran away?
Kinda.
Ten emotions.
1. Are you missing someone right now?
Eh.
2. Are you happy?
I'm.... neutral in a positive way.
3. Are you talking to anyone right now?
No.
4. Are you bored?
No.
5. Are you German?
My mother's maiden name is Horstkamp. You tell me.
6. Are you Swedish?
No.
7. Are you French?
No.
8. Are you Indian?
No.
9. Are your parents still married?
No.
10. Do you like someone now?
Eh.
Ten right now's.
1. Thinking about:
This annoying ticking noise.
2. Are you eating?
Just finished a bag of SweeTart conversation hearts.
3. Are you happy?
No.
4. What were you doing an hour ago?
Reading.
5. What are you wearing?
Pajama pants and a T-shirt.
6. Are you cold?
A little. But it gets too hot when I turn the heat on.
7. Are you excited?
For what?
8. Are you upset?
No.
9. What is your current mood?
Don't have one.
10. Are you alone?
Nah. Roomie just walked into the room. Hi, roomie!
No ma'am I haven't.
If you could, would you hookup with the last girl/boy you texted?
I would not hook up with a girl, because I'm not into girls. And the last boy I texted was.... my ex... enough said.
The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
No.
How's your most recent ex doing?
From Facebook stalking, I assume he and his new girl are extremely happy. Oh darn.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yeah. Try... well, anyone I've ever referred to as "best friend."
In June were you in a relationship?
Yep.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
Well, I got into bed at 11. I didn't fall asleep until well after 1 though.
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?
Learning from past experience, I'm gonna say we won't even be best friends in ten months. But she says she's not going anywhere, and I kinda believe it, so we'll see.
Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
Eh... debatable.
Did you sleep well last night?
No.
Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
I don't know.
Has anyone put they're arm around you in the past 5 days?
No. Also, it's *their.*
Do you plan on moving within the next 2 years?
Yeah. Moving out of this dorm to go back home, and then moving from home back up here (to a different dorm).
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
In 2009? Two.
Have you told anyone that you missed them lately?
No.
Have you ever liked anyone that has treated you crappy?
Yeah, story of my life.
Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care?
I'm actually pretty sure he would, since I'm half-convinced he still has feelings for me.
Are you nice to everyone?
I'm at least civil to people, I don't know about being nice to everyone though.
Do you believe your latest ex cares about you?
Like I said, I'm pretty sure he still has feelings for me, so yeah.
Your best friend needs you at 3 am, do you go help them?
Yes ma'am. Gimme enough time to put on my shoes and walk down to her room/ drive to her house and I am there.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yep. As usual.
Are you close with your mother?
Yeah.
Are you close with your brother/sister?
We hate each other.
Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
No.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Kinda.
Have you ever had braces?
Nope.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I could, but I probably won't.
Do you fall fast for people?
Uh... not fast, necessarily, but hard.
Do you think your ex has moved on and is happier with another person?
I don't think he's moved on, but he certainly seems to be happier with her than with me.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not particularly. I mean, I tell him a lot of things regardless, but I wouldn't tell him most stuff.
Are you heartbroken in any way?
Eh. Yeah. I think the last time it happened, a piece was lost and it can't be put back together yet.
What are you doing after this?
Another survey, most likely.
Is something bothering you?
Always.
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
It'd be easier to count promises that have been kept.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I certainly hope not, but you never know when it comes to us lonely types.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
I love roller coasters.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Homework or laundry.
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
I think so, but she doesn't, so I suppose not.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm. I am so done with the cold.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Not the last time I kissed him, no, but a different time with him, yes.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No. Some people do. Some do not.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Yeah. Anyone who has anything happening in their lives right now. Anyone who's happy. Anyone who's not me.
Do you get along more with girls or guys?
No one.
Does anyone disgust you?
A little.
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Numbness, emptiness, you know, those emotions that are really lacks of emotion.
What was the last thing that pissed you off?
The realization I just made. Fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck.
Whats the first thing you think of when someone mentions your recent ex's name?
Lying cheating bastard.
If you had to choose between money and love, what would you choose?
Love. I know how to live without money. I mean, I know how to live without love, too, but love is the more fulfilling of the two.
Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone?
Yeah, but I ended up giving up.
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
I answer the phone. And before he gets too far into things, I remind him that we have not had a proper conversation in three years and that him calling is extremely unexpected. Then I hear what he has to say.
Whats your most recent ex doing?
Probably screwing his girlfriend.
Will you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
I did.
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
You mean besides my ex? No.
What would you do if you saw the last person you kissed?
Same thing I did the last time I saw him: Look away and try to do something else so that he won't talk to me.
Do you have any weird inside jokes?
Swiss Chocolate, yellow pudding, cake and ice cream.
If you could go back to one month what month would it be?
I dunno.
My kissing history.
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed?
His name was Tyler, I'd only known him for an hour. He was 21, I was 17, we were in Autumn's hot tub at her birthday party and we were playing Truth or Dare.
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yep.
3. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list?
Yep.
4. Ever kiss a "best friend"?
No.
5. Kissed someone within a day of having a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I don't understand.
6. Ever kissed someone younger than you?
Yep.
7. Older than you?
Yep.
8. Have you ever kissed someone you hated?
I was heartbroken, but that wasn't hatred.
9. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser?
I wouldn't know.
10. Who is the best kisser?
I dunno.
11. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone?
It was July, I think.
12. Was it a game?
Yeah. His game with my emotions.
13. Was the person your age?
No. Two years younger.
14. Was it a boyfriend/girlfriend/etc.?
It was an *ex* boyfriend.
15. Do you regret that kiss?
No.
Ten Favorites:
1. Family member:
My aunt Cindy and my uncle KT
2. Person:
Kaitlyn.
3. Color(s):
Green. Gray. Dark colors.
4. Sport:
Underwater Basket Weaving.
5. Mall:
Towson is a very nice mall. I would shop there exclusively if I could.
6. Song:
"Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls.
7. Food:
Chinese, methinks, although there really is nothing better than a good steak.
8. Season:
None. I hate weather with an undying passion.
9. Day:
Friday.
10. City:
DC
Ten facts.
1. Height:
5'6"
2. Hair color:
Brown.
3. Hair length:
Shoulder-length but I'm gonna grow it long like it used to be.
4. Hair style:
Uh... brush it and go?
5. Eye color:
Green.
6. Shoe size:
9
7. Smell:
Um... soap/shampoo.
8. Available?
Painfully so.
9. Have any plans for today?
Go to bed around 11.
Ten things about my love life.
1. Have you ever been in love?
Maybe.
2. Do you believe in love?
I suppose.
3. Why did your last relationship fail?
Well, apparently I wasn't enough/good enough for him, also I was leaving for college.
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I hope not.
5. Have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
Eh. It's complicated. He and I started as good friends, but considering we haven't spoken in three years, I don't know.
6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Yeah.
7. Are you afraid of commitment?
No.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No.
9. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in attraction at first sight.
Ten things: this or that.
1. Love or money?
Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer?
Hard liquor. Get me drunk quickly.
3. Hookups or relationships?
Relationship.
4. Television or internet?
Internet.
5. Pepsi or coke?
Pepsi.
6. Chocolate or vanilla?
Vanilla.
7. Colored or black and white pictures?
Color.
8. Phone or in person?
In person.
9. MSN or Myspace?
Neither.
Ten have you ever's.
1. Have you ever been caught sneaking out?
I... don't sneak out....
2. Have you ever skinny dipped?
No. I prefer my clothes to be on, thank you.
3. Have you ever done something you regret?
Duh.
4. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No.
5. Have you ever been on a boat house?
You mean a house boat? No.
6. Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?
Yeah.
7. Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt but you never told them?
Yeah.
8. Have you ever been streaking?
No.
9. Have you ever ran away?
Kinda.
Ten emotions.
1. Are you missing someone right now?
Eh.
2. Are you happy?
I'm.... neutral in a positive way.
3. Are you talking to anyone right now?
No.
4. Are you bored?
No.
5. Are you German?
My mother's maiden name is Horstkamp. You tell me.
6. Are you Swedish?
No.
7. Are you French?
No.
8. Are you Indian?
No.
9. Are your parents still married?
No.
10. Do you like someone now?
Eh.
Ten right now's.
1. Thinking about:
This annoying ticking noise.
2. Are you eating?
Just finished a bag of SweeTart conversation hearts.
3. Are you happy?
No.
4. What were you doing an hour ago?
Reading.
5. What are you wearing?
Pajama pants and a T-shirt.
6. Are you cold?
A little. But it gets too hot when I turn the heat on.
7. Are you excited?
For what?
8. Are you upset?
No.
9. What is your current mood?
Don't have one.
10. Are you alone?
Nah. Roomie just walked into the room. Hi, roomie!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
It's been a while...
... since I've done a real post. Because, let's face it, sometimes there's just nothing to talk about. (Except when you're answering surveys, because they ask things you may have forgotten about.)
So yesterday I stayed in my room except for meals, and I watched a couple of movies. This is out-of-character for me, because I usually DO NOT have the mental capacity, attention span, etc. for movies. But yesterday I watched two of them. So I'm going to analyze them because I have nothing to do with my life at the moment except watch movies.
The first movie I watched yesterday was Girl, Interrupted. I had not seen this movie before I put it into my computer, but I'd heard about it (it's a relatively well-known film) and figured I'd buy it and watch it. So I did. The basic plot of the movie is that this girl named Susanna tries to kill herself, but then claims that's not what she was doing, and is subsequently forced to commit herself to a mental hospital. She then makes friends with the other patients, and becomes very close with a sociopath who has been at the mental hospital for 8 years and is always trying to escape. Anyway, eventually Susanna is diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, but she doesn't understand why the doctors won't tell her this. And eventually she gets better.
Girl, Interrupted takes place in the 1960s, and I don't quite know whether or not that has anything to do with the general lack of compassion shown by the staff at the mental hospital, but there is a noticeable lack of positive communication between the doctors/nurses/administrators and the patients. It's interesting to compare this movie, and especially that aspect of the movie, to things like Benny and Joon and Cut, because this is one of the the few movies that portrays the psychologists almost as antagonists, instead of helpful individuals.
I'm gonna get personal here for a minute. I really liked this movie, but I really don't think I could watch it with other people. If you've read some of my earlier posts, you know basics about my past. And I know I've kept anyone who reads this basically in the dark about what's happened recently in my life (except what you can read in surveys), so maybe I can basically bring you up to speed. Essentially, I've gotten to the point where my best friend (whom I will refer to as "Utah" because everyone on this blog needs a code name) is probably a little (or maybe a lot) sick of me always telling her about my psychoticness (and, let's face it, I'm sick of me, so I can't imagine that she wouldn't be sick of me too). And she, being the completely helpful, supportive, wonderful friend she is (no sarcasm intended. I legit mean this) was like "Have you considered going to counseling?" And in my brain, I said "Uh... duh." But then I basically spilled to her about how I'm afraid to go, and basically about why I haven't gone before. I didn't tell Utah that I'm afraid to even make an appointment (I have a thing about not liking to make phone calls) or that I'm too afraid nothing will work. What does all of this have to do with the movie? Well, if I'm in an environment where the people who are supposed to be helping me aren't doing so, that's not gonna help, and I'm afraid it'd be like the movie. More on this later.
Anyway. The next movie I watched was Ever After which is a different take on the classic Cinderella story. The basic storyline is that Danielle, after her father dies, is raised as a servant in her stepmother's household. The stepmother, a Baroness, has ambitions for the "prettiest" of her daughters: to marry the single, handsome Prince Henry and become queen. The problem, of course, is that Danielle and the Prince meet, but Danielle has to pretend to be her deceased mother in order to save a man's life, so the Prince thinks Danielle is a comtess. They fall in love, as usually happens in movies, but then the Baroness finds out what Danielle has done, exposes her true station to the Prince, and overall ruins Danielle's life. The Prince is torn, because he loves Danielle but she's a servant, and he's a prince, and generally that doesn't fly too well in Renaissance society. Nevertheless, there's a happy ending when the Prince realizes he's being a moron.
I love this movie, except for the fact that I really hate the fact that that kind of thing DOES NOT HAPPEN in real life. The not-good-enough young lady does not ever end up with the uber-popular young man. The end.
So yesterday I stayed in my room except for meals, and I watched a couple of movies. This is out-of-character for me, because I usually DO NOT have the mental capacity, attention span, etc. for movies. But yesterday I watched two of them. So I'm going to analyze them because I have nothing to do with my life at the moment except watch movies.
The first movie I watched yesterday was Girl, Interrupted. I had not seen this movie before I put it into my computer, but I'd heard about it (it's a relatively well-known film) and figured I'd buy it and watch it. So I did. The basic plot of the movie is that this girl named Susanna tries to kill herself, but then claims that's not what she was doing, and is subsequently forced to commit herself to a mental hospital. She then makes friends with the other patients, and becomes very close with a sociopath who has been at the mental hospital for 8 years and is always trying to escape. Anyway, eventually Susanna is diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, but she doesn't understand why the doctors won't tell her this. And eventually she gets better.
Girl, Interrupted takes place in the 1960s, and I don't quite know whether or not that has anything to do with the general lack of compassion shown by the staff at the mental hospital, but there is a noticeable lack of positive communication between the doctors/nurses/administrators and the patients. It's interesting to compare this movie, and especially that aspect of the movie, to things like Benny and Joon and Cut, because this is one of the the few movies that portrays the psychologists almost as antagonists, instead of helpful individuals.
I'm gonna get personal here for a minute. I really liked this movie, but I really don't think I could watch it with other people. If you've read some of my earlier posts, you know basics about my past. And I know I've kept anyone who reads this basically in the dark about what's happened recently in my life (except what you can read in surveys), so maybe I can basically bring you up to speed. Essentially, I've gotten to the point where my best friend (whom I will refer to as "Utah" because everyone on this blog needs a code name) is probably a little (or maybe a lot) sick of me always telling her about my psychoticness (and, let's face it, I'm sick of me, so I can't imagine that she wouldn't be sick of me too). And she, being the completely helpful, supportive, wonderful friend she is (no sarcasm intended. I legit mean this) was like "Have you considered going to counseling?" And in my brain, I said "Uh... duh." But then I basically spilled to her about how I'm afraid to go, and basically about why I haven't gone before. I didn't tell Utah that I'm afraid to even make an appointment (I have a thing about not liking to make phone calls) or that I'm too afraid nothing will work. What does all of this have to do with the movie? Well, if I'm in an environment where the people who are supposed to be helping me aren't doing so, that's not gonna help, and I'm afraid it'd be like the movie. More on this later.
Anyway. The next movie I watched was Ever After which is a different take on the classic Cinderella story. The basic storyline is that Danielle, after her father dies, is raised as a servant in her stepmother's household. The stepmother, a Baroness, has ambitions for the "prettiest" of her daughters: to marry the single, handsome Prince Henry and become queen. The problem, of course, is that Danielle and the Prince meet, but Danielle has to pretend to be her deceased mother in order to save a man's life, so the Prince thinks Danielle is a comtess. They fall in love, as usually happens in movies, but then the Baroness finds out what Danielle has done, exposes her true station to the Prince, and overall ruins Danielle's life. The Prince is torn, because he loves Danielle but she's a servant, and he's a prince, and generally that doesn't fly too well in Renaissance society. Nevertheless, there's a happy ending when the Prince realizes he's being a moron.
I love this movie, except for the fact that I really hate the fact that that kind of thing DOES NOT HAPPEN in real life. The not-good-enough young lady does not ever end up with the uber-popular young man. The end.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Self-Deprecation: my anti-drug.
Who's the last person you talked to about sex?
I dunno. Kaitlyn, probably.
Are you stubborn?
Kinda
If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes
Who was the last person to be on a bed with you?
Kaitlyn
Do you tend to hold a grudge?
Sometimes.
Has anyone called you perfect before?
No.
What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Uh, that would not work out well.
Where is the biggest scar on your body?
My left thigh.
Have you ever been told you were amazing?
Yes.
Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
I dunno.
What was the last thing you had to drink?
Juice.
When will you next be asked out?
Never.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.
What would you do if there was a killer in your house?
Let him kill me.
If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
Maybe...
Do you get along with girls?
I think so.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
No.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
I don't know.
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yes.
What was the last thing you cried about?
I don't know.
Who was the last girl you talked to?
Marisa.
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
My roommate used to.
Do you have any facial piercings?
Just my ears.
Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
How should I know?
Would you ever get plastic surgery?
*shrug*
What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid?
Apparently, grown men.
Do you ever miss your past?
Yes. I wasn't as fucked up back then.
Do you miss the last person you kissed?
No.
How have you felt today?
I want the world to die.
Are you nice to the people you dislike?
I try.
You kissed someone today, didn't you?
Nope.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No.
Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
Yes.
What are you doing for your next birthday?
Nothing.
Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say?
Liar.
What are you looking forward to?
Getting out of here.
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
Are you in a good mood right now?
Not particularly.
Do you like to make the first move?
No.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
When was the last time you completely broke down?
I dunno.
Do you swear often?
Sometimes.
Would you go out in public looking the way you do?
I suppose if I had to.
Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail?
Not really.
What are you thinking about right now?
The fact that I'm really sure that everyone hates me.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe.
Do you like taking walks?
I suppose.
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Yeah.
Are you happier now than you were last year?
No.
Would you rather be a blonde or a brunette?
Brunette
Have you ever blew up a condom?
No.
If you had to make out with your ex or your best friend of the same sex, who would you choose?
Ex.
Why is your myspace song what it is?
Because I like the band.
What are your chances of getting with your crush?
None.
Have you ever sent a naughty text message?
Yes.
Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
Yes
Have you ever cheated on a bf/gf?
No.
Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Kinda.
Do you have a gay friend?
Yep.
Do you own a strapless bra?
Somewhere.
Do you have a worst enemy?
Kinda.
If you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the babys last name be?
Twitter.
Do you like canada?
Never been there.
Who do you live with?
Marisa.
Are your parents protective of you?
No. I'm pretty sure she doesn't give a fuck.
What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
I scratch my arms.
Are you a good liar?
No.
What is something you want more than anything right now?
Fulfillment in my life.
Is money important to you?
Nah.
Are you currently in a "I wouldn't mind if I lost 50 pounds" kind of mood?
Always.
Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older?
No.
Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?
TV
Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
No.
Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Nah.
Do you find yourself saying mean things to people over the internet that you wouldn't say in real life?
Yeah.
Do you lie about your age?
No.
When was the last time you fell asleep with a guy?
Never.
When did you last cry and over what?
Can't remember.
Who is the last person to text you?
Kaitlyn.
What is your ring tone?
When the Day Met the Night by Panic! at the Disco
Does the person you like know it?
No. Good thing, too.
Where are you right now?
Under my bed.
How is your hair?
Eh.
Any complaints?
MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.
Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Dunno.
What are you doing?
Nothing.
Have you been in a car accident?
Yep.
Who is the last person on your missed calls?
Kaitlyn
What did the last text message you received say?
11:45
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Yes. They need to have a reason.
I dunno. Kaitlyn, probably.
Are you stubborn?
Kinda
If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes
Who was the last person to be on a bed with you?
Kaitlyn
Do you tend to hold a grudge?
Sometimes.
Has anyone called you perfect before?
No.
What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Uh, that would not work out well.
Where is the biggest scar on your body?
My left thigh.
Have you ever been told you were amazing?
Yes.
Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
I dunno.
What was the last thing you had to drink?
Juice.
When will you next be asked out?
Never.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.
What would you do if there was a killer in your house?
Let him kill me.
If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
Maybe...
Do you get along with girls?
I think so.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
No.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
I don't know.
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yes.
What was the last thing you cried about?
I don't know.
Who was the last girl you talked to?
Marisa.
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
My roommate used to.
Do you have any facial piercings?
Just my ears.
Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
How should I know?
Would you ever get plastic surgery?
*shrug*
What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid?
Apparently, grown men.
Do you ever miss your past?
Yes. I wasn't as fucked up back then.
Do you miss the last person you kissed?
No.
How have you felt today?
I want the world to die.
Are you nice to the people you dislike?
I try.
You kissed someone today, didn't you?
Nope.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No.
Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
Yes.
What are you doing for your next birthday?
Nothing.
Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say?
Liar.
What are you looking forward to?
Getting out of here.
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
Are you in a good mood right now?
Not particularly.
Do you like to make the first move?
No.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
When was the last time you completely broke down?
I dunno.
Do you swear often?
Sometimes.
Would you go out in public looking the way you do?
I suppose if I had to.
Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail?
Not really.
What are you thinking about right now?
The fact that I'm really sure that everyone hates me.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe.
Do you like taking walks?
I suppose.
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Yeah.
Are you happier now than you were last year?
No.
Would you rather be a blonde or a brunette?
Brunette
Have you ever blew up a condom?
No.
If you had to make out with your ex or your best friend of the same sex, who would you choose?
Ex.
Why is your myspace song what it is?
Because I like the band.
What are your chances of getting with your crush?
None.
Have you ever sent a naughty text message?
Yes.
Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
Yes
Have you ever cheated on a bf/gf?
No.
Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Kinda.
Do you have a gay friend?
Yep.
Do you own a strapless bra?
Somewhere.
Do you have a worst enemy?
Kinda.
If you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the babys last name be?
Twitter.
Do you like canada?
Never been there.
Who do you live with?
Marisa.
Are your parents protective of you?
No. I'm pretty sure she doesn't give a fuck.
What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
I scratch my arms.
Are you a good liar?
No.
What is something you want more than anything right now?
Fulfillment in my life.
Is money important to you?
Nah.
Are you currently in a "I wouldn't mind if I lost 50 pounds" kind of mood?
Always.
Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older?
No.
Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?
TV
Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
No.
Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Nah.
Do you find yourself saying mean things to people over the internet that you wouldn't say in real life?
Yeah.
Do you lie about your age?
No.
When was the last time you fell asleep with a guy?
Never.
When did you last cry and over what?
Can't remember.
Who is the last person to text you?
Kaitlyn.
What is your ring tone?
When the Day Met the Night by Panic! at the Disco
Does the person you like know it?
No. Good thing, too.
Where are you right now?
Under my bed.
How is your hair?
Eh.
Any complaints?
MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.
Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Dunno.
What are you doing?
Nothing.
Have you been in a car accident?
Yep.
Who is the last person on your missed calls?
Kaitlyn
What did the last text message you received say?
11:45
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Yes. They need to have a reason.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
I figure this is better than Social Interview
-Are your parents married or divorced?
Divorced.
-Are you a vegetarian?
No. I like steak. And chicken.
-Do you believe in Heaven?
Yes. And I believe that I'm not going there.
-Have you ever come close to dying?
Nah.
-What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
My earrings.
-Are you eating?
No.
-Do you eat the stems of broccoli
Not on their own.
-Do you wear makeup?
Yes, sometimes.
-Would you ever have plastic surgery?
No.
-What do you wear to bed?
Pajamas.
-Have you ever done anything illegal?
Yes, duh.
-Can you roll your tounge?
Yep.
-Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
-Do you believe in Abortions?
Abortion's wrong.
-What is your Hair color?
Brown.
-Future child's name, boy and girl?
Adam and... I really like the name Evelyn, but then they'd be Adam and Evie.
-Do you smoke?
Sometimes.
-If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Ireland.
-Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
My tiger. Or when I'm at home, a real live kitty cat.
-If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
I'd buy new cars for my mommy and me.
-Gold or silver?
Silver.
-Hamburger or hot dog?
Hamburger, unless it's a non-burned, grilled hot dog.
-If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Pierogies.
-City, beach or country?
Country.
-What was the last thing you touched?
The laptop. And my leg.
-Where did you eat last?
The caf.
-When's the last time you cried?
Uh... good question?
-Do you read blogs?
A couple.
-Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
I've done it before.
-Ever been involved with the police?
Yes. I got pulled over for a burnt-out headlight.
-What's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?
Herbal Essences shampoo/conditioner (really, any of them will do) and the foaming Moonlight Path stuff from Bath and Body Works.
-Do you talk in your sleep?
I hope not.
-Ocean or pool?
Pool, please.
-What's your favorite song at the moment
I'm getting back into the '90s and rediscovering the truth in "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls. Although certainly the Cartel cover of "Wonderwall" is equally my favorite.
-Have you ever had a cavity?
Two.
-Window seat or aisle seats?
Window seat.
-Ever met anyone famous?
Yep yep.
-Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
No. My life's not over yet.
-Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl, but I usually don't eat spaghetti.
-What is your fav. sport to play?
None.
-Basketball or football?
Basketball. I used to be good at it.
-When was the last time you went to the bathroom?
A few hours ago.
-Do you drive a stick?
No.
-Cake or ice cream?
Cake, but it can't be dry.
-Are you self-conscious?
Yes.
-Do you like any of your close friends?
He has potential to be a close friend. It's a long story.
-Have you ever given money to a bum?
Does Drew count?
-Have you been in love?
Maybe?
-Where do you wish you were?
I dunno.
-On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?
Because I rearranged my friends a lot.
-Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Yeah.
-Can you tango?
No.
-Last gift you received?
Cowlendar!
-What occasion did you recieve your gift?
Christmas.
-Last thing you spent lots of money on?
Shoes.
-Where do you live?
In a dorm room.
-Last wedding attended.
I have never been to a wedding.
-Favorite restaurant?
Noodles and Company. Or CPK.
-What is your favorite kind of car?
Nissan. Except the Cube. WTF is that nonsense?
-Most hated food(s)
Strongly-flavored fish...
-Most loved food(s)?
Pierogies, eggs.
-Can you sing?
Eh.
-Person on your mind?
Joey, 'cause I stole this from him.
-What's your least fav. chores?
Dishes.
-Favorite drink?
Tea, diet soda.
-Currently have a Crush?
Yes.
-How long was your longest drive in a car?
8 hours. Unless you count a bus ride, in which case the answer is 15 hours.
Divorced.
-Are you a vegetarian?
No. I like steak. And chicken.
-Do you believe in Heaven?
Yes. And I believe that I'm not going there.
-Have you ever come close to dying?
Nah.
-What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
My earrings.
-Are you eating?
No.
-Do you eat the stems of broccoli
Not on their own.
-Do you wear makeup?
Yes, sometimes.
-Would you ever have plastic surgery?
No.
-What do you wear to bed?
Pajamas.
-Have you ever done anything illegal?
Yes, duh.
-Can you roll your tounge?
Yep.
-Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
-Do you believe in Abortions?
Abortion's wrong.
-What is your Hair color?
Brown.
-Future child's name, boy and girl?
Adam and... I really like the name Evelyn, but then they'd be Adam and Evie.
-Do you smoke?
Sometimes.
-If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Ireland.
-Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
My tiger. Or when I'm at home, a real live kitty cat.
-If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
I'd buy new cars for my mommy and me.
-Gold or silver?
Silver.
-Hamburger or hot dog?
Hamburger, unless it's a non-burned, grilled hot dog.
-If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Pierogies.
-City, beach or country?
Country.
-What was the last thing you touched?
The laptop. And my leg.
-Where did you eat last?
The caf.
-When's the last time you cried?
Uh... good question?
-Do you read blogs?
A couple.
-Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
I've done it before.
-Ever been involved with the police?
Yes. I got pulled over for a burnt-out headlight.
-What's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?
Herbal Essences shampoo/conditioner (really, any of them will do) and the foaming Moonlight Path stuff from Bath and Body Works.
-Do you talk in your sleep?
I hope not.
-Ocean or pool?
Pool, please.
-What's your favorite song at the moment
I'm getting back into the '90s and rediscovering the truth in "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls. Although certainly the Cartel cover of "Wonderwall" is equally my favorite.
-Have you ever had a cavity?
Two.
-Window seat or aisle seats?
Window seat.
-Ever met anyone famous?
Yep yep.
-Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
No. My life's not over yet.
-Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl, but I usually don't eat spaghetti.
-What is your fav. sport to play?
None.
-Basketball or football?
Basketball. I used to be good at it.
-When was the last time you went to the bathroom?
A few hours ago.
-Do you drive a stick?
No.
-Cake or ice cream?
Cake, but it can't be dry.
-Are you self-conscious?
Yes.
-Do you like any of your close friends?
He has potential to be a close friend. It's a long story.
-Have you ever given money to a bum?
Does Drew count?
-Have you been in love?
Maybe?
-Where do you wish you were?
I dunno.
-On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?
Because I rearranged my friends a lot.
-Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Yeah.
-Can you tango?
No.
-Last gift you received?
Cowlendar!
-What occasion did you recieve your gift?
Christmas.
-Last thing you spent lots of money on?
Shoes.
-Where do you live?
In a dorm room.
-Last wedding attended.
I have never been to a wedding.
-Favorite restaurant?
Noodles and Company. Or CPK.
-What is your favorite kind of car?
Nissan. Except the Cube. WTF is that nonsense?
-Most hated food(s)
Strongly-flavored fish...
-Most loved food(s)?
Pierogies, eggs.
-Can you sing?
Eh.
-Person on your mind?
Joey, 'cause I stole this from him.
-What's your least fav. chores?
Dishes.
-Favorite drink?
Tea, diet soda.
-Currently have a Crush?
Yes.
-How long was your longest drive in a car?
8 hours. Unless you count a bus ride, in which case the answer is 15 hours.
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