Sunday, January 31, 2010

1, 2, 10.

TEN ARE YOUS:

1. Are you single? Yep

2. Are you happy? Pretty much

3. Are you bored? Yep

5. Are you Italian? No

6. Are you German? Yes

7. Are you Asian? Nah

8. Are you cool? Nah.

9. Are you Irish? A little

10. Are your parents still married? No
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FACTS:
1. Hair Color – Brown

2. Hair Style – Blah

3. Eye Color - Green

4. Gender - Female

5. Lefty or Righty? - Right

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TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

1. Have you ever been in love? Maybe

2. Do you believe in love at first sight? Sometimes

3. Why did your last relationship fail? I was leaving for college. I wasn't giving him what he wanted.

4. Have you ever been hurt? Duh

5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Probably. I'm sorry.

6. Are you in love? No. I have a major crush.

7. Are you friends with the last girl/guy you talked to? Yeah ish

8. Are you afraid of commitment? Nah

9. Have you hugged someone within the last week? Yes

10. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Nah

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TEN THIS OR THAT:

1. Love or Lust? Love

2. Lemonade or Iced Tea? Iced Tea

3. Cats or Dogs? Cats

4. A few best friends or many regular friends? A few best.

5. Television or Internet? Internet.

7. Wild night out or romantic night in? Romantic night in.

8. Pink or Purple? Purple.

9. Day or Night? Day. Bad things happen at night.

10. IM or Phone? IM

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TEN HAVE YOU EVER'S:

1. Been caught sneaking out? No

2. Fell down the stairs? Yep

3. White water rafting? Nope

4. Finished an entire jaw breaker? Yes

5. Wanted something/someone so bad it hurt? Yep.

7. Skipped School? Kinda

8. Wanted to disappear? Always

9. Been to a concert? Yes

10. Mailed a letter? Yeah

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NINE PREFERENCES FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER:


1. Smile or Eyes? Smile.

2. Light or Dark Hair? I'm partial to dark hair.

3. Hugs or Kisses? Both.

4. Shorter or Taller? Taller, please.

5. Intelligence or Attractiveness? Both have to be present, but intelligence above attractiveness.

6. Dancer or Scholar? Scholar. I don't want him to expect me to dance.

7. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship.

8. Funny and poor OR rich and serious? Funny and poor, but he needs to be able to be serious.

9. Play the guitar or into sports? Guitar.
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NINE LASTS:

1. Last phone call? Mom

2. Last phone call you received? Carolyn

3. Last person you hung out with? Roomie

4. Last person you hugged? Kaitlyn

5. Last person you IM'ed? Jorden

6. Last thing you ate? Marshmallows

7. Last thing you drank? Juice

8. Last site you went on? Twitter

9. Last place you were? Annapolis lounge

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RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Are you in a committed relationship? I wish.
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FRIENDS:
1. Do you secretly hate one of your friends? No

2. Do you consider all of your friends good friends? Kinda

3. Who knows mostly everything about you? Kaitlyn knows everything. I have no secrets from her.

4. Did you lie during this survey? No.

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RANDOM:

1. Who were your last 4 texts from? I dunno

2. When was your default picture taken? October

3. How old are you? 18

4. What is your current mood? Meh

5. What's your dad's middle name? Eugene

6. What color shirt are you wearing? Blue with white stars

7. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? No. If even one thing had changed, I might not be surrounded by the amazing people I have in my life right now.

8. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Dunno

9. When was the last time you cried? Dunno.

10. If you could have one super power what would it be? Invisibility.

11. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Height.

12. Do you still like kiddy movies? Yes.

13. What's your favorite smell? Almond extract. And the combo of cigarettes and guy cologne. It brings back memories.

14. Describe your life in one word? Ugh.

15. What are you looking forward to the most? 26 days from now.

16. Who are you thinking about right now? Taylor Swift.

17. What should you be doing? Gettin' ready for sleep.

18. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? Drewbie
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Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Kmart.

Have you ever had a pet fish? Yes.

Does the future make you more nervous or excite? Nervous. There is nothing exciting about the future.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No.

Do you believe that everything happens for reason? Yeah.

Do you have a best friend to lean on? Yes.

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009? No

Have you ever walked in on people having sex? No, thank GOD.

Who's thinking about you right now? No one.

How many people of the opposite sex have you made cry? I hope, not very many.

Do you wanna see somebody right now? Sure.

In the past week have you felt sad? Yes

Do you like cookies n' cream bars? Sure

What eye color is the prettiest? Green.

What are you going to do next? Sleep.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Eh.

Promise not to lie or erase any of these questions?
Even if I do, how will you know?

How was your new years eve?
Fantabulous.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
I'm afraid of getting hurt because I'm in love. But I really want to fall in love one day. It's like... going skydiving. It's scary, and there's a chance you'll get really hurt, but it looks like a lot of fun and you don't want to let your fears get in the way of the bigger, better experience.

Where is your ex gf/bf right now?
Probably at his house.

Do you act differently around the person you like?
I don't really like anyone.

Whens the last time you talked to your ex? And what was it about?
Either last night about a story he wrote, or a few days ago about... nonsense, including the paper he wrote.

What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
Math.

Do you have any television obsessions?
Reba! And Teen Mom!

What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
"Hush."

Do you love anybody?
Yes, but not in a romantic way.

What time did you fall asleep last night?
It was after 1.

Any songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
I can listen to them, I'm just very bitter when I do.

If the last girl/guy you hugged had sex with another girl/guy, what would you say?
"It's about time!"

Where is your mom right now?
At a work dinner.

Was last night terrible?
It was eh.

Have you broken a bone?
Arm.

Are you single or taken? Why?
Single, because I don't know any guys who find me attractive.

What puts a smile on your face instantly?
"When the Day Met the Night" by Panic at the Disco

What was the funniest thing that happened in the last week?
My dog barking at a paper towel tube.

Who was the last person you gave a dirty look to?
My sister.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.

When was the last time you changed in front of someone and who?
Kaitlyn when I stayed over.

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not really. Regardless of what he says, he'll judge me. Or otherwise be insensitive about it later.

Would you rather have a small dog or a big dog?
I want to have a St. Bernard when I grow up.

Are you happy with your relationship status?
I'd like a relationship, but being single is pretty good.

Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.

Is your room ever clean?
When I'm not home.

If you woke up next to the last person you texted who would it be?
My mom.

Do you drink bottled water?
Not really.

Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
PGSTT.

Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
I haven't seen anyone all day. Literally.

How would you feel about traveling alone?
Eh, I'd prefer not to, but I'll do it if I must.

Do you know anyone that likes to chew ice?
No.

How do you feel about studying?
Eh.

If you could get a new cell phone right now, which would you choose?
EnV touch, just so I could draw when I got bored.

Any plans for New Year's yet?
No. The New Year just happened!

What are you excited for?
Nothing.

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Too much.

What is wrong with you right now?
A lot of things.

What did you do this afternoon?
Laundry.

What are you doing tonight?
Nothing.

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
I've only ever dated one person.

What time is it?
7:15 PM

Did your last kiss require you to stand on your tippy toes?
No. We were sitting down.

Favorite color(s)?
Green.

Do you ever wonder if you will get in a car accident and die?
I probably will, if I keep riding with my sister.

Who did you talk to before you went to bed last night?
Jorden.

Can you do a cartwheel without falling to the ground?
Kinda

How much sleep did you get last night?
I dunno.

Think back to the last person you kissed, have you ever snuck them into your house?
No.

What’s to your left?
Wall.

Why did you last cry?
The other day..

Would you rather kiss in the rain, snow, or sunshine?
Snow.

Last place you drove to?
Nowhere, just to make sure the battery charge would hold.

Current mood?
Eh.

What do you currently hear?
Music

What color is your hair?
Brown

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My cat.

What color is your cell phone?
Black.

Do people underestimate you?
Yeah.

Are you drinking anything?
No, but I want limeade.

Do you believe "Once a cheater, always a cheater"?
I want to believe people change, but then I remember that most people have patterns to their ignorance, and that means they won't change.

Where were you 2 hours ago?
Downstairs.

Do you know anyone named Bob?
No.

When did you last go swimming?
Dunno.

Do you have over 200 MySpace friends?
No.

Do you think long distance relationships work out?
They can work. You just gotta be patient.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Bunny.

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Eh.

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Like 2.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Asleep.

Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
No.

Are you gonna get high later?
I wish.

How do you react when people sing "Happy Birthday" to you in a restaurant?
Eh.

Say the guy/girl that hurt you the most showed up at your door with roses?
I'd just kinda stare at him.

Will next Friday be a good one?
No.

Do you know any obnoxious people?
Yes. Most of the time, I'm one of those people.

Have you ever given out your number and then later regretted it?
No.

Is sex the most important thing in a relationship?
No.

One night stand or relationship?
Relationship.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yeah.

Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling for?
"Hey, can you proofread my paper?"

As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
I'm hungry.

Anyone you're looking forward to seeing soon?
My Kaitlyn. Yes, she is mine.

Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
No.

What woke you up this morning?
My sister turning on the lights.

Are you really tall or really short?
I'm neither.

Can you live without your cell phone?
Yeah. It's not like anyone calls/texts me anyway.

Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you?
Taller, but I don't really care.

Do you regret anything you've done recently?
Eh.

What color are your eyes?
Green

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
Stuff.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yes.

Is there something that's happened yesterday that you don't want to ever go through again?
My sister's driving.

Have you ever held hands with the opposite sex?
Yes.

Are you nice to everyone?
I try, but some people don't deserve it.

Where exactly were you when you entered 2010?
Kaitlyn's basement.

Ever been cheated on?
Yep.

What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Honesty and trust.

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Never.

Are you taller than your mom?
I dunno.

How long until your next birthday?
Fourish

Do you hate being alone?
Yes.

Do you think relationships are hard?
They don't have to be.

Do you have a favorite number?
9

Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Nowhere.

Doesn't it annoy you when couples post things to each other's wall on Facebook?
Sometimes it's cute, but sometimes it's excessive.

Is there anything you are currently procrastinating on?
Packing.

What are you doing tonight?
Nothing.

What would you like to drink now?
Limeade.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
No.

What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
Jorden.

Where do you wish you were right now?
School.

Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I know that no one is.

Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
No.

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
Bedding and pillows. And me.

Last person to take your pants off?
Me.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
Not usually.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
I don't know for sure, but I think it's my ex, who is doing it anonymously.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes.

Do you find piercings attractive?
Yes, to an extent.

Are you the type of person to make people laugh?
Not intentionally.

Whats so special about what you're wearing?
Nothing.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Tattoo, maybe.

Would you say that you are emotionally strong?
I haven't died yet, have I?

What time is it?
8:34

Four months ago, who did you have a crush on?
I was still kinda missing my ex.

Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
MY SISTER STOLE MY PANTS.

What did the last text in your inbox say? From Who?
Did you eat? Did you feed the animals? We're just now having dessert so I'll be home in about an hour. -- Mom.

When is the next time you will see your best friend?
Sunday.

Do you regret something you did the day before yesterday?
N0. I don't think I did anything.

Is someone on your mind right now?
Always.

Are you listening to music right now?
Yes.

What do you think of when you think of your last kiss?
I make a strange face and move on.

Have you ever lived with your (ex) girlfriend/boyfriend?
No.

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I probably have.

Next time you will kiss someone?
Probably never.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.

Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Always.

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Yes.

Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My kitty was in the bed with me because, well, it's her bed.

Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?
What kind of bug?

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
None.

When was the last time something bothered you?
Always.

What time did you wake up today?
Dunno.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
My ex might, still, but no one who actually matters does..

So, you have brown eyes?
No.

What's the song you hear right now?
I don't know what it's called, but Fallout Boy.

What was the last thing you ate?
Dunno.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Ginnie.

Is your best friend in love?
She might still be, but she's mostly just trying to be meh at the moment.

Is it possible to be JUST friends with someone you wanna be with?
Yeah. It hurts, but yeah.

The last person to hurt you apologizes, do you accept?
Yes.

When you hear the name Roy, do you think of a boy or a girl and why?
Boy, because it's a boy's name.

Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
Kinda.

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
No.

Who's birthday is coming up?
How should I know?

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
No! Barely talking to her over break isn't very fun as it is.

Could things possibly get any better?
They could go either way.

Is anything bothering you?
Kinda.

What was the last drink you had?
Coke.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You can joke about it, but wait a week if it's something that just happened.

Do you have feelings for someone?
Yes.

What was for dinner tonight?
Build-your-own Grand Slam

Would you be able to name everyone you kissed?
Yes, it's a short list. Tyler and Jorden.

What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing.

Is there someone that you want to see?
Sure.

Ever had a feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
Yes

Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes, but I also want it to be long.

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
If I tilt my head back.

Do you like your hair?
Eh.

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I hope not.

What's one thing that really pisses you off?
Cheaters.

Are your eyes the same color as your Mom's or Dad's?
They're a bit more golden than Mom's.

The shirt you're wearing, does anyone else have it?
Yes. The whole cast/crew of JCS has it.

What holiday is closest to your birthday?
Cinco de Mayo.

Who did you last go to the mall with?
Stephi, Carolyn, Edward, Emily, and Julianna

Do you know when your parents' anniversary is?
I don't know. It's not like they're married or anything.

Is there a difference between love and IN love?
Yeah.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Onehundred Lamenesses

1. Last beverage? Diet Coke
2. Last phone call? Mom. Stupid jumper cables.
3. Last text message? See above.
4. Last song you listened to? Out of My Head -- Fastball
5. Last time you cried? Yesterday.

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice? No.
2. Been cheated on? Yeah. It hurt.
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? Kinda.
4. Lost someone special? Eh.
5. Been depressed? Yes.
6. Been drunk and threw up? No. I might do that one day though.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Green
2. Red
3. Blue
4. Black

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends? Yes
2. Fallen out of love? No.
3. Laughed until you cried? Yes.
4. Met someone who changed you? Always.
5. Found out who your true friends were? Yes.
6. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes. An entire class.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? Yeah.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? All but one or two.
9. How many kids do you want to have? 2.
10. Do you have any pets? Yes.
11. Do you want to change your name? Not really.
12. What did you do for your last birthday? Jorden made me dinner and watched a movie with me.
13. What time did you wake up today? 6:15.
14. What were you doing at midnight, last night? Trying to sleep.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for. Back to school.
16. Last time you saw your father? Dunno.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I need someone to need me.
18. What are you listening to right now? Superman's Dead
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? He goes by Thomas.
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? Nothing.
24. Most visited webpage? Twitter/Facebook

1. What's your name? Melanie
2. Nicknames? Melanie, Mel Bells, MelMel, Hooker, Mel-o-nie
3. Relationship Status? Single
4. Zodiac sign? Taurus
5. Male or female or transgendered ? Female
6. Elementary? St. Pius
7. Middle School? Same
8. High school ? Bishop McNamara
10. Hair color? Brownish.
11. Long or short? Shoulder length.
16. Height? 5'6"
17. Do you have a crush on someone? Not really.
18: What do you like about yourself? Nothing.
19. Piercings? Two in each ear.
20. Tattoos? Someday
21. Righty or lefty? Right.

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery? None.
23. First piercing? When I was 7
24. First best friends? Katie Ann
26. First sport you joined? Soccer
27. First pet? Cats
28. First vacation? Nags Head?
29. First concert? Panic! at the Disco!
30. First crush? Ben Hatef.

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating? Nothing.
50. Drinking? Nothing
52. I'm about to? Answer questions.
53. Listening to? Music.
55. Waiting for? Sunday.

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? Eventually
59. Want to get married? Yes.
60. Careers in mind? Psychologist, teacher.
88. Liked a friend as more than a friend? It happens.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself? Half the time.
90. Miracles? Sometimes.
91. Love at first sight? Not anymore.
92. Heaven? Yeah, but I'm not gettin' there.
93. Santa Claus? Not anymore
95. Kiss on the first date? Sure.
96. Angels? Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Sure
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? No. That's not right.
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Sure

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

So...

I was just overwhelmed by this giant wave of loneliness. I don't even know where it came from. I mean, I just came to the realization that I'm absolutely fine being single, in fact, I'm *happy* I'm single, and that I have a best friend who loves me, and close friends who love me, but I just feel so... alone. And the worst part is that I can't even talk to anyone about it. Everyone has their own problems to listen to my usual problem of having issues with unknown origins. And everyone who would sit there and listen to me anyway are either having *huge* problems or are asleep because they are good, responsible souls who are sleeping because they have class in the morning.


Being alone sucks.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

FUCK THAT BITCHASS HO.

Fact about the person you like?
Not entirely sure who that is.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
Assorted things from Target.

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
My mommy, probably.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
Don't we all?

Do you drink tea?
Yes

When was the last time you had to deal with the police?
I got pulled over once a couple years ago. Does that count?

Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?
Yes

What do you get complimented on the most?
Eyes

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Not really

How are you feeling?
Ugh

Is there something you're not looking forward to?
The rest of my life

Do you tell your parents everything?
Nah.

Is there someone you want to kiss right now?
No one in particular, I'd just like to randomly make out with someone for a little while though. That'd be nice.

Would you ever tattoo your significant other's name on yourself?
No

When did your last hug take place?
Dunno.

Are you a jealous person?
Eh.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
I dunno. Never had a chance to test that.

Do you believe in love?
Yeah

Will you get married?
I dunno.

Does anyone like you?
No

Do you secretly like someone?
No

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn

Are you a forgiving person?
Too much so.

What were you doing at 4 am this morning?
Sleeping

What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Sleep

Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Yep

Are you a stressed out person?
Yeah

Do you have any bruises?
Yep

When did you last cry?
Dunno.

When will your next kiss take place?
Never.

Was yesterday better than today?
Eh

Where did you go in a car last?
Target

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
No

Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes

Do you remember your dreams?
Not always

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
Dunno

Do you miss your past?
Eh

Were you single on your last birthday?
No

Do you fall for people easily?
No

Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend/ex?
No

Were you happy when you woke up?
Eh

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Eh

Let's be honest; have you ever played someone?
I hope not

Do you think somebody is in love with you?
No.

What would you do if your best friend died?
Cry.

Lose a good friend lately?
No

Have you had sex with the last person you kissed?
No

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with A, J, L, R, N, K, B, D?
Yes. J

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
Always.

What are you looking forward to?
Everything being right with the world.

Are you satisfied with your life as of now?
Eh.

Has anyone walked out of your life in the past 2 weeks?
He doesn't know it yet.

Do you think somebody likes the same person you?
I don't like anyone, so...

Are you wearing a necklace?
No.

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
Yes.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
He should be grateful I give him the time of day.

Did you speak with your father today?
No.

Who was the last person you talked to?
Mom.

What is bothering you right now?
She will come to me when she is ready. She will come to me when she is ready.

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
No.

What color shirt are you wearing?
One's cream and one's maroon.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
No.

High heels or flats?
Low heels.

Do you use t9, word, or abc?
Word

What is your desktop picture of?
All kinds of nonsense.

Have you ever liked someone you didnt expect to?
Yes

Is it possible to be single and happy?
I'm not cheerleader-happy but I'm not totally bummed.

Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
Dunno.

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
I suppose I would, a little.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yeah.

What's the last song you listened to?
I don't know.

Who is the 3rd person you talked to this morning?
Stephanie.

Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone?
No.

Whats a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?
Lemon.

What were you doing at ten last night?
Dunno.

Are you confused at all?
Always.

Next time you will kiss someone?
Never. I already told you that.

How many letters does your crushes name have it in?
Eighty bajillion.

When was the last time you saw your father?
A few days after New Year's.

What was the last movie you saw?
Alvin and the Chipmunks.

Whats the third text in your inbox say?
Dunno.

Has your current bf/gf ever cheated on you?
That's the best thing about being single. There's no worry of infidelity.

How long do you have until your birthday?
How should I know?

Do you miss someone?
Eh.

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
Closed if I can help it.

What do you want for your next birthday?
Dunno.

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yes.

Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
No.

Who was last to slap your butt?
Stephanie.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Plotting ways to kill.

Has anyone said i love you in the past week?
No.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Jorden.

Do you want any tattoos?
Eventually.

How late did you stay up last night?
11:30

When was the last time you went to the mall?
Today.

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Eh. I have feelings. Dunno what they are though.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the light.

Are you in a good mood?
Eh.

Will you be in a relationship in four months?
No.

Do you like to take walks?
Yeah.

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Do you think it's possible to fall in love with someone in just 2 weeks?
Yeah, if you spend enough time together and get to know each other well enough.

Is any part of you sad at all?
Some part.

Ever receive a really long apology?
No.

Who did you last make plans with?
Kaitlyn.

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you before?
Yeah, but I'm not very wise for doing so.

Do you see anything changing in the near future?
Things always change. Just... never for me.

Did you date someone you regret dating?
Nah.

Ask someone something ridiculous lately?
Yes. "Tuba line or bassoon line?"

Do you like your first name?
Eh.

Does anyone hate you?
I hope not.

What's most stressing right now?
*shrug*

What are you listening to currently?
Degrassi

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend?
Yeah. Story of my life.

Does the future scare you?
Yeah. 'Cause part of me knows I'll be alone.

Did you speak to your mother today?
Yes.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Always. Although some just... aren't... from the very beginning.

Any tattoos?
No. Eventually, maybe.

Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
*shrug*

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
I like dark hair, but it doesn't really matter.

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
YES. If he's doing what I think he's doing, then he's being an idiot and not winning himself any points with anyone.

How is your hair right now?
Kinda frizzy.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
That boy confuses me, but I don't hate anyone.

Have you kissed anyone with a tattoo before?
I don't know.

What side of a heart do you draw first?
Right. I think everyone does.

It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
A wrong number, most likely.

Do you meet new people often?
Kinda.

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
In a good way.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Half the time.

Have you met someone recently who is amazing?
Kinda.

Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes?
Yeah.

Is there anyone you wouldn't mind punching?
Yeah, but I don't hit very hard so...

If you could do ANYTHING for a living, what would you do?
High school guidance counselor.

Which parent was more strict when you were growing up?
My dad. Borderline abusive. But from age 6 to present my mom was the only one raising me, so...

What's the last thing you said to someone?
I dunno. It was a couple hours ago.

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
Nah.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yeah. Welcome to college, kids.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with C or A?
No.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?
Yeah.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Yeah. Haven't gone past that, though.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
You are if you're reading this.

Do you honestly miss someone?
Yeah.

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the person you like?
I don't like anyone right now, but even if I did, he'd be out of my league anyway so I'd just have to deal with it.

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No. I am a good influence!

What are your favorite things to spend money on?
Books. Also, beverages.

If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
No. I'm annoying.

What is the last thing you ate?
Sesame chicken.

What are you going to do after this?
Watch Degrassi or other nonsense.

Where was your default picture taken?
Naval Academy.

Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/ brother's friend?
No.

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
I try to convince them to stay, but if they want to leave, then they want to leave and I won't stop them.

Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
Yep.

Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo?
Rhia.

What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Late spring.

Is there a girl that knows almost everything about you?
Kaitlyn.

Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yeah. We lost touch when we started high school.

The girl I stole this from is ridiculous.

Gonna be asked unique questions, you ready?
That's what they all say.

Lip piercings on both sides of your bottom lip, disgusting right?
I wouldn't do it, but it works for some people.

Where is the person who has your heart?
I dunno. I dunno who that is.

What do you hear?
Rain outside and my mom's music downstairs.

Congratulations, you just had a baby boy! What's his name?
Adam Michael

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably. I can't make *everyone* happy.

What are you craving at the moment?
Gummy worms but they're downstairs.

Have a best friend?
I think so.

What are you doing?
This. Duh.

When is the last time you cried?
Dunno.

Do you like horror or comedy?
Comedy as long as it's not crude comedy.

Are you in a complicated relationship?
I am in no form of relationship.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?
My cat.

Seven months ago you remember who you liked?
Yes. I was dating him at the time.

Are you looking forward to anything?
Going back to school.

What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
Drive.

Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
*shrug* No one, really.

Do you like hugs or do you freak out when people hug you?
I like hugs. But if you are strange and you are hugging me I am kind of scared.

Do you laugh a lot?
When I'm with my people.

What would your dream life be like?
Drewbie and Kaitlyn would be back together, and I would be in a relationship similar to theirs.

Do you remember who you liked over the summer?
Yeah.

Do you like silver or gold better?
Silver.

Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
Like half the boys in my high school.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.

Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
Like 2 or 3 a.m.

Is your birthday in less than 6 months?
Yes

Would you consider yourself open-minded?
Yes.

So, what if you married and had kids with your ex?
It would probably end with divorce and a very stressful custody battle.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a D?
No

What do you think about Taco Bell?
Yum

Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
I guess

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
Doesn't matter

Did you cry at all today?
No

How long did it take for you to fall asleep last night?
Dunno

How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Zero

Do you care too much or not at all?
Too much

Do you know someone you wish you had never met?
*shrug*

Do you think you would make a good parent someday?
Once my child is potty-trained, yes. I'm not good with diapers.

Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
No

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
Nah.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No

What woke you up this morning?
Dunno

Where were you an hour ago?
Prolly here.

Are you mad at somebody right now?
No

Will you be single over winter?
As always.

Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?
Yep

How often do you say sorry?
A lot.

Do you miss your past?
No.

What was the last drink you had?
Agave lemonade

Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone?
Outside with friends (if it's warm and doesn't involve insects)

Who are you missing?
*shrug*

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You have to give it two weeks after it's happened before you joke about it.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes. Why do surveys always pick this letter?

With a P?
No.

Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?
Yeah

Do you get along with EVERYONE in your family?
No. Hell no.

Is the person you last texted single?
Yes.

Why do you and your best friend fight?
We don't. Although if we ever do, it will be because I am annoying and she does not feel like putting up with my annoying-ness.

Have you ever tripped in public?
On stage during a performance, even.

Do you like long hugs?
When they're not awkward.

Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
Yeah.

Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I hope not. Not until I'm actually falling for someone.

Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My cat was at my feet where she usually sleeps.

What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of the past?
All the embarrassment and hostility. Namely, elementary school.

What’s more important, trust or happiness?
Trust. No one can be happy 100% of the time, but as long as there's trust there'll be some degree of happiness.

What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Stuff.

Are you a patient person?
Not really.

Do you have a bad temper?
When I'm having a bad day.

Will you be dating someone in six months?
Of course not.

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Kaitlyn!

Are you missing someone?
Kinda

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Sweatpants

Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?
No

Who was the last person you were under a blanket with?
My kitty.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yep.

Can you commit to one person?
I could, I suppose.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Could I? Yes. Will I? No.

Kissed anyone older than you?
Yes

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Sometimes

If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
Kaitlyn.

Ever made a guy cry?
I hope not.

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yeah.

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Yes. I believe so.

Would you ever camp out on the beach under the stars?
No. There are all kinds of crawly critters that live on beaches, are you crazy?!

Do you still pinky swear?
No.

Plans for tomorrow?
Packing, prolly.

Is there someone you'll never forget?
Duh.

Who were you last on the phone with?
Mi Madre

Who is your bestfriend?
Kaitlyn Bates

Is there someone you want to see right now?
*shrug*

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Mom

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Duh.

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
No

Have you kissed anyone whose name started with an G?
No

Did you date anyone this past summer?
Yes.

Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
No one.

Where will you be twelve hours from now?
Sitting around probably reading.

Have you ever texted someone while you were in the same room?
Yes.

Do you think someone likes the same person you do?
Lots of people like no one.

Ever been in a perfect relationship?
No. There's no such thing.

What color are your eyes?
Green

When's the last time you got a text?
Friday.

When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
I don't use Myspace anymore so idk.

Did you speak to your father today?
No

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

This is what I do when I need therapy.

Could you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Um, no. She's straight. And a female. And I am also both of those.

What happened last night?
I stayed up 'til 2 a.m. talking to my ex.

Do you think it's disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Nah, they just look ridiculous.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Random bunch of people at return day.

Is confidence cute?
To some extent. Too much, and you're just being cocky.

What is the last beverage you had?
Vanilla soymilk.

What are you listening to right now?
The heat coming out of the vent. Also, a random song by the Fray stuck in my head.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes.

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Well. I have mixed feelings about that loser.

If you were upset, who is the first girl you'd go to?
Kaitlyn. Although I should probably start going to Courtney/etc, because I get the feeling Kaitlyn's getting sick of me.

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
None. I'd probably trust Ed if he and I weren't just acquaintances.

Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes. My only intact pair of jeans at the moment, actually.

What did you do friday night?
I stayed home and did nothing, as I do every night.

Have you ever been caught skipping class?
I don't skip class.

What are you going to spend money on next?
Dunno.

Who was the last person you talked to over IM?
Jorden.

Who ended your last relationship?
He did.

Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.

What does your last text say?
"But that is seeming to be what I want right now."

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Under certain circumstances, and I'd instantly regret it.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
I... don't know.

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
No one texts me. I have to do all the work in all of my friendships.

When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
"Oh, shit. What's wrong?"

Besides you, who knows your password?
No one. It's hard to spell. And very long. I mess it up at least once a week.

Last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober.

Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Yes. And that is that I'm cutting myself off from socialness, no matter how much I crave interaction with people. I'll just have to spend all of my time with my roommate.

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn. But she doesn't feel the same way about me, so....

How far away is the last person you kissed?
45 minutes if he's at home. 30 minutes if he's at his dad's.

The last time you felt honestly broken?
Always.

Who was the last person to hurt you?
I... don't even know. It's always because I do things wrong, so I guess the answer would be "me."

Are you terrified of anything?
Yeah...

Where are you at the moment?
In my room.

Hate anyone?
I don't think I'm capable of hate.

Have you had sex today?
No.

How many of your friends do you truly trust?
One. There is only one person that I can tell anything to and know that she won't judge me, turn it around and use it against me, or make some kind of remark about it.

Are you starting to realize anything?
Yes.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No.



Where exactly did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
Parking lot at the high school where we had Honor Band, right next to my car.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
I don't know.

Where did you sleep last night?
My bed.

Are you legal to drink?
Everywhere but here.

Do you straighten your hair?
No. What's the point? I'm ugly and have a bad personality anyway.

What's the closest black thing to you?
My computer.

When is your birthday?
May 4

What color shirt are you wearing?
White.

Do you have a best friend?
Kind of.

What are you saving your money up for right now?
Car.

Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
I don't have feelings for anyone, really, although the one person I will never let go of is the one person I will probably never kiss. He lives in a whole other country now.

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
Melon.

Who is the first person in your contacts list in your phone?
"Also Calling for Theresa"

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
No...

Do you have any jewelery on?
Earrings.

What flavor ice cream did you last have?
Vanilla

Do you wear contacts?
No

How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two, four at school.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
*shrug*

Who was the last person's voice you heard?
My mom's.

Last time you had pizza?
The last night I was with Kaitlyn.

How many kids do you want to have?
Two's fine.

Have you had the chicken pox?
No.

What's the greatest thing to happen today?
Absolutely nothing. Today has been pretty horrible.

Has anyone ever given you jewelry on Christmas?
My grandparents.

What's your current problem?
Where would you like me to start: my friend problems or my psychological problems or my boy problems?

Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
No.

Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Never.

If your last ex said they hate you, you say?
Fair enough, even though I did nothing wrong.

Do you wear sweatpants a lot?
Yeah.

Are you one of those people who never drink soda?
I love soda.

Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
Mom.

Are you tall?
Ish.

Can you say that looks don't matter?
Looks matter.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Afternoon.

Are you waiting for something?
Yes.

Friday, January 8, 2010

I'm so freaking bored!

Did the last person you kiss have braces?
No.

You see your ex and he/she tells you they miss you & you say?
"Haha. No you don't."

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Blue

Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
I dunno. I suppose I could.

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Prove I'm wrong and I'll admit I'm wrong.

How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
My mom told me "I'd still love you, but I would not love your tattoo."

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
My mom.

Do you wake up cranky?
On occasion.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Not wasting my life.

Your phone is ringing... it's your ex, what do you say?
"Uh... hi?"

What was your love life like back in April?
Good, for a change.

Do you have any bruises?
Not at the moment.

Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 2009?
Yeah.

Are you under the influence of anything at the moment?
No

Your best friend says they are running away, what do you say?
"If you need somewhere to stay, you can come here."

Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yeah

Whats the last compliment you recieved?
*shrug*

Is it ever too late to apologize?
No.

Who can make you feel better in a bad situation?
Kaitlyn/Drewbie/Kitty

Have you been kissed by someone whose name started with a J?
Yep.

Can guys and girls be friends without making it more?
Yes

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.

Have you ever kissed somebody driving?
No.

Who was your first text this morning from?
Mom.

Do you cry easily?
Not anymore.

Are you considering a tattoo?
Maybe.

Anybody you're looking forward to seeing soon?
ANYONE who is not my family.

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Yes.

If your best friend liked your most recent ex, what would you do?
I would smack her upside the head. (A) She's supposed to be with Drewbie forever (B) Jorden's like three years younger than her and (C) She's not exactly a big fan of his, anyway

Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober

Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Yep

Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
Not that I recall.

Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
Always

What do your friends call you?
Melanie, MelMel, Hooker

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
*shrug* My sister. But that's nothing new.

Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone but did?
Yeah.

Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
Yes.

Where do you want to live when you are old?
*shrug* A house would be nice. Or an apartment. Or a condo. Anywhere, really.

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
I don't see what the problem is. It's just kissing.

What color is your cell phone?
Black

Who was the last person to ask you a stupid question?
Dunno.

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
*shrug*

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I'm okay, I guess. I'm not great but I'm not terrible.

Do you have something that belongs to someone from your past?
No.

Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yep.

If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who would it be?
Kyle or Christi.

Is there someone you will never forget?
Duh.

What brings out the worst in you?
Stress. Also, lack of sleep.

Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
Yeah.

What are you doing this weekend?
Nothing.

Why did you last cry?
*shrug*

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes. But I know he's not going to so I don't have to worry about it.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes. And I remember that he liked a girl who was gorgeous and smart and outgoing. Unlike me.

Is there anyone you used be friends with and it's hard to look at them?
Nah.

Have you kissed someone in 09 that meant something to you?
He did at the time.