What are two things you did today?
Wrote and watched a movie.
What's your 12th text message say?
mhmm... i hate it. so. fucking. much.
Do you like secrets?
Ugh.
Who do you miss?
*shrug*
What are your plans for this weekend?
Sit around and do nothing with my life.
Have you taken a shower in the last 24 hours?
Yes.
Ever licked someone's cheek or forehead?
Nah.
Is there someone you want to see right now?
No. Even my roommate needs to GTFO.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yeah, but getting to the one-year mark I've set for myself is really hard.
What were you doing at 7:55 am?
I think I was sleeping.
Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
Yep.
Do you like to cuddle?
I dunno.
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
Ugh.
Who was the last person you held hands with?
Jorden.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
No.
What’s more important, trust or happiness?
Trust
Are you planning to go see a movie anytime soon?
No.
What does your last text say?
K. Let me know if theres anythin i can do.
Is there anyone you trust even though you should not?
Yes
Few close friends or many acquaintances?
Few close friends.
Hows your heart lately?
Fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck fuck.
What do you hate about your school?
All my friends live in another building all on the same floor.
What are you wearing right now?
Purple T-shirt and white sweatpants.
How clean is your room?
It's kinda messy, but it feels more homey that way. If it's too clean it feels like a magazine ad.
What is your current mood?
FUCK THE FUCKING WORLD.
Are promises important to you?
No. Everyone breaks them anyway.
Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
Yeah.
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?
I dunno anymore.
Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
A little bit.
Are you dressing up for Halloween this year?
Prolly not.
When's your birthday?
May 4
Do you have unlimited texting?
Yes.
You just got rushed to the hospital, who is the first person you call?
My mom.
What was the last thing you had in a cast?
Right arm.
What are you listening to right now?
REBA!
Are you a nice person?
Not really.
Whose bed did you sleep on last night?
Mine.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
*shrug*
Have you ever won anything from the radio?
No.
Do you remember your dream last night?
Yeah.
Who was your last missed call from?
Kaitlyn.
Has this year been a good year?
Dunno.
Will you keep your last name when you get married?
No.
Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
No.
Do you think that there is someone thinking about you right now?
Vicky prolly is since I'm talking to her.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Girl.
Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Yeah.
How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's eh. Getting layers next time.
Are you texting anyone?
No. Skype messaging, though.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Uh. Kinda.
So what do you want for your birthday?
A payment toward my car.
Do you know what you're going to wear tomorrow?
Clothes.
Why did you cry the last time you did?
Hell if I know.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping.
Have you been told you're amazing?
Yeah.
Have you ever kissed someone named Joe, Nick, or Kevin?
No, no, and no. I have not kissed the Jonas Brothers.
Do you remember your dreams?
Sometimes.
What cell phone company do you use?
Verizon
What gets on your nerves?
Stupid people.
What is the most irritating thing the opposite sex can do?
Cheat.
Who was in the car with you last?
Dunno. My girls, prolly.
Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
Yep.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Potato.
Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
No. I put my head between the pillows.
Do you like to hold or be held?
I don't know. Be held, I think.
Do you want a small or big wedding?
Smallish.
Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy?
Poor and happy.
Have you ever churned butter?
Kinda. We tossed Pepsi bottles filled with cream around.
What is the most money you would spend on a pair of shoes?
My boots were almost $200
If you were a crayon, what color would be?
Heather gray.
If you could win a couple front row tickets to a game, any sport, any team, what would it be?
Ugh.
Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
Help someone.
If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
That's a good question.
What woke you up this morning?
Dunno. My alarm clock is what got me out of bed.
Where are you?
In my dorm room.
Ever throw up in public?
No.
Passed out because of alcohol?
No.
Been put to bed because of too much?
No.
What is on your mind RIGHT NOW
I wanna make butter. Also my feet are dirty.
Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Maybe.
Where would you like to live?
Somewhere where they don't get blizzards this late in February.
What kind of house would you like?
The kind that's housey.
Who is your number 1 on your top?
Who the hell uses Myspace?
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
Dunno
Are you good friends?
How should I know?
How often do you log into Facebook?
Every day. Multiple times. Unless I'm at Kaitlyn's.
Do you like candy necklaces?
Eh.
What was the last thing you drank?
Crystal Light
Who do you miss?
I dunno.
What's the most amount of people you've had riding in your vehicle while you were driving?
5, including me.
What are you doing this weekend?
Probably sitting in my room.
What's your favorite kind of soda?
I dunno.
How many times have you eaten sushi?
A few times.
What do you want to do right now?
Write in my journal.
Are you listening to music right now?
No.
What time is it now?
12:37 a.m.
Do you think anyone will repost this?
No.
What makes you mad?
People who cheat.
What song makes you cry?
Nothing makes me cry.
What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
I have a whole playlist.
What are the things that make you happy?
My friends.
What taste is in your mouth?
Raspberry Ice Crystal Light
Do you have a bad habit?
A few.
Last time you were in a public library?
A few months ago.
How many fans are in your house?
I dunno. There are two in my dorm room, though.
Ever had a lizzard hanging from your ear lobe?
Uh... no....?
What car insurance provider do you use?
State Farm
What is the oldest gaming system you still own?
The original PlayStation
Ever play 20 questions?
Sometimes.
How old were you when you began shaving?
*shrug*
Do you have any bruises currently? If so, where?
My shin.
Have you ever taken karate lessons?
No.
Last thing you bought or sold on Ebay?
Sold: nothing. Bought: Yarn that never came.
Ever been in a tree house?
Yes.
Ever found a 4 leaf clover?
No.
No. I put my head between the pillows.
Do you like to hold or be held?
I don't know. Be held, I think.
Do you want a small or big wedding?
Smallish.
Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy?
Poor and happy.
Have you ever churned butter?
Kinda. We tossed Pepsi bottles filled with cream around.
What is the most money you would spend on a pair of shoes?
My boots were almost $200
If you were a crayon, what color would be?
Heather gray.
If you could win a couple front row tickets to a game, any sport, any team, what would it be?
Ugh.
Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
Help someone.
If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
That's a good question.
What woke you up this morning?
Dunno. My alarm clock is what got me out of bed.
Where are you?
In my dorm room.
Ever throw up in public?
No.
Passed out because of alcohol?
No.
Been put to bed because of too much?
No.
What is on your mind RIGHT NOW
I wanna make butter. Also my feet are dirty.
Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Maybe.
Where would you like to live?
Somewhere where they don't get blizzards this late in February.
What kind of house would you like?
The kind that's housey.
Who is your number 1 on your top?
Who the hell uses Myspace?
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
Dunno
Are you good friends?
How should I know?
How often do you log into Facebook?
Every day. Multiple times. Unless I'm at Kaitlyn's.
Do you like candy necklaces?
Eh.
What was the last thing you drank?
Crystal Light
Who do you miss?
I dunno.
What's the most amount of people you've had riding in your vehicle while you were driving?
5, including me.
What are you doing this weekend?
Probably sitting in my room.
What's your favorite kind of soda?
I dunno.
How many times have you eaten sushi?
A few times.
What do you want to do right now?
Write in my journal.
Are you listening to music right now?
No.
What time is it now?
12:37 a.m.
Do you think anyone will repost this?
No.
What makes you mad?
People who cheat.
What song makes you cry?
Nothing makes me cry.
What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
I have a whole playlist.
What are the things that make you happy?
My friends.
What taste is in your mouth?
Raspberry Ice Crystal Light
Do you have a bad habit?
A few.
Last time you were in a public library?
A few months ago.
How many fans are in your house?
I dunno. There are two in my dorm room, though.
Ever had a lizzard hanging from your ear lobe?
Uh... no....?
What car insurance provider do you use?
State Farm
What is the oldest gaming system you still own?
The original PlayStation
Ever play 20 questions?
Sometimes.
How old were you when you began shaving?
*shrug*
Do you have any bruises currently? If so, where?
My shin.
Have you ever taken karate lessons?
No.
Last thing you bought or sold on Ebay?
Sold: nothing. Bought: Yarn that never came.
Ever been in a tree house?
Yes.
Ever found a 4 leaf clover?
No.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
SURVEY!
1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Sure. Why not?
2) Have you ever made out with someone older than you?
Um... I wouldn't call it making out.
3) What was your longest relationship?
Almost 4 months
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
Kaitlyn.
5) Do you regret it?
No. I love my best friend.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
That is a very long, complicated answer.
7) Are you a boy or girl?
Girl.
9) What is your relationship status?
Single. Very, very single.
10) How do you want to die?
Loved. And fulfilled.
11) What did you last eat?
Hershey Kiss.
12) Played any sports?
When I was younger.
13) Do you bite your nails?
Yeah.
14) When was your last physical fight?
Hm... I dunno.
15) Do you have an attitude?
Sometimes.
16) Do you like someone?
Eh.
17) What is your real name?
Melanie.
19) Are you gonna get high later?
No.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No. I'm not entirely capable of hate.
21) Do you miss someone?
Eh.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
I don't eat spaghetti.
23) Do you tan a lot?
No.
24) Have any pets?
Kitty and Eddie!
25) How are you feeling exactly?
Eh.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yes.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
No.
28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Uh... maybe?
29) Are you scared of spiders?
Yes
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Prolly not.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Eh, yeah.
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Ed's coming to visit.
33) Do you want to have kids?
Yes.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
No.
35) Do you type fast?
Kinda.
36) Do you have piercings? How many?
Two on each ear.
37) Want any more?
Maybe.
38) Can you spell well?
Yeah.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Eh.
40) What are you craving right now?
Candy bar.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
No.
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Pony rides?
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
No.
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Prolly.
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yep.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
I hope not.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
No.
50) What should you be doing ?
Dunno.
51) What’s irritating you right now?
Eh.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Yeah.
53) Does somebody love you?
No.
54) What is your favorite color ?
Green.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.
57) Do you have trust issues?
Yes.
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
With my mom, sometimes.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Yes.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Rachel. I don't cry anymore.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
No.
67) What was your child hood nickname?
Mel.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes, and that reason is usually "People are fucking stupid".
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the TV
73) What's bothering you?
*shrug*
74) Have you ever been out of your province?
I am *not* in Canada, thank you.
75) Do you play the Wii?
Yeah.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
Yes. Yay Toby Keith.
77) Do you like Chinese food?
YES. And I want some so badly.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
July 5.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Not really.
81) Are you mean?
I'm a bitch.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Psh. No.
84) Do you believe in true love?
Yep.
88) Do you like the outside?
When it's warm.
89) Are you currently bored?
A little.
90) Do you wanna get married?
Eventually.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Eh.
92) Are you hungry?
Yes. But no easy food around here.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Yeah.
94) What makes you happy?
Eh.
95) Would you change your name?
I wish.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
No. Although they get less snow than we do.
98) Do you watch the news?
Not usually.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Taurus.
100) Do you like Subway?
Yes.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Yes.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I don't really have any close guy friends.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
Sometimes.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yeah.
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Uh... Drewbie
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
No. His choice.
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Kaitlyn, like always.
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
I dunno. I heart Goo Goo Dolls.
111) Can you count to one million?
If you give me a bajillion hours.
Sure. Why not?
2) Have you ever made out with someone older than you?
Um... I wouldn't call it making out.
3) What was your longest relationship?
Almost 4 months
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
Kaitlyn.
5) Do you regret it?
No. I love my best friend.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
That is a very long, complicated answer.
7) Are you a boy or girl?
Girl.
9) What is your relationship status?
Single. Very, very single.
10) How do you want to die?
Loved. And fulfilled.
11) What did you last eat?
Hershey Kiss.
12) Played any sports?
When I was younger.
13) Do you bite your nails?
Yeah.
14) When was your last physical fight?
Hm... I dunno.
15) Do you have an attitude?
Sometimes.
16) Do you like someone?
Eh.
17) What is your real name?
Melanie.
19) Are you gonna get high later?
No.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No. I'm not entirely capable of hate.
21) Do you miss someone?
Eh.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
I don't eat spaghetti.
23) Do you tan a lot?
No.
24) Have any pets?
Kitty and Eddie!
25) How are you feeling exactly?
Eh.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yes.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
No.
28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Uh... maybe?
29) Are you scared of spiders?
Yes
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Prolly not.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Eh, yeah.
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Ed's coming to visit.
33) Do you want to have kids?
Yes.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
No.
35) Do you type fast?
Kinda.
36) Do you have piercings? How many?
Two on each ear.
37) Want any more?
Maybe.
38) Can you spell well?
Yeah.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Eh.
40) What are you craving right now?
Candy bar.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
No.
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Pony rides?
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
No.
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Prolly.
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yep.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
I hope not.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
No.
50) What should you be doing ?
Dunno.
51) What’s irritating you right now?
Eh.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Yeah.
53) Does somebody love you?
No.
54) What is your favorite color ?
Green.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.
57) Do you have trust issues?
Yes.
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
With my mom, sometimes.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Yes.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Rachel. I don't cry anymore.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
No.
67) What was your child hood nickname?
Mel.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes, and that reason is usually "People are fucking stupid".
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the TV
73) What's bothering you?
*shrug*
74) Have you ever been out of your province?
I am *not* in Canada, thank you.
75) Do you play the Wii?
Yeah.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
Yes. Yay Toby Keith.
77) Do you like Chinese food?
YES. And I want some so badly.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
July 5.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Not really.
81) Are you mean?
I'm a bitch.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Psh. No.
84) Do you believe in true love?
Yep.
88) Do you like the outside?
When it's warm.
89) Are you currently bored?
A little.
90) Do you wanna get married?
Eventually.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Eh.
92) Are you hungry?
Yes. But no easy food around here.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Yeah.
94) What makes you happy?
Eh.
95) Would you change your name?
I wish.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
No. Although they get less snow than we do.
98) Do you watch the news?
Not usually.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Taurus.
100) Do you like Subway?
Yes.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Yes.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I don't really have any close guy friends.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
Sometimes.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yeah.
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Uh... Drewbie
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
No. His choice.
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Kaitlyn, like always.
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
I dunno. I heart Goo Goo Dolls.
111) Can you count to one million?
If you give me a bajillion hours.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Yeah, it's about you.
Let's start out blunt, have you had sex in the last 72 hours?
No ma'am I haven't.
If you could, would you hookup with the last girl/boy you texted?
I would not hook up with a girl, because I'm not into girls. And the last boy I texted was.... my ex... enough said.
The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
No.
How's your most recent ex doing?
From Facebook stalking, I assume he and his new girl are extremely happy. Oh darn.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yeah. Try... well, anyone I've ever referred to as "best friend."
In June were you in a relationship?
Yep.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
Well, I got into bed at 11. I didn't fall asleep until well after 1 though.
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?
Learning from past experience, I'm gonna say we won't even be best friends in ten months. But she says she's not going anywhere, and I kinda believe it, so we'll see.
Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
Eh... debatable.
Did you sleep well last night?
No.
Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
I don't know.
Has anyone put they're arm around you in the past 5 days?
No. Also, it's *their.*
Do you plan on moving within the next 2 years?
Yeah. Moving out of this dorm to go back home, and then moving from home back up here (to a different dorm).
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
In 2009? Two.
Have you told anyone that you missed them lately?
No.
Have you ever liked anyone that has treated you crappy?
Yeah, story of my life.
Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care?
I'm actually pretty sure he would, since I'm half-convinced he still has feelings for me.
Are you nice to everyone?
I'm at least civil to people, I don't know about being nice to everyone though.
Do you believe your latest ex cares about you?
Like I said, I'm pretty sure he still has feelings for me, so yeah.
Your best friend needs you at 3 am, do you go help them?
Yes ma'am. Gimme enough time to put on my shoes and walk down to her room/ drive to her house and I am there.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yep. As usual.
Are you close with your mother?
Yeah.
Are you close with your brother/sister?
We hate each other.
Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
No.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Kinda.
Have you ever had braces?
Nope.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I could, but I probably won't.
Do you fall fast for people?
Uh... not fast, necessarily, but hard.
Do you think your ex has moved on and is happier with another person?
I don't think he's moved on, but he certainly seems to be happier with her than with me.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not particularly. I mean, I tell him a lot of things regardless, but I wouldn't tell him most stuff.
Are you heartbroken in any way?
Eh. Yeah. I think the last time it happened, a piece was lost and it can't be put back together yet.
What are you doing after this?
Another survey, most likely.
Is something bothering you?
Always.
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
It'd be easier to count promises that have been kept.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I certainly hope not, but you never know when it comes to us lonely types.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
I love roller coasters.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Homework or laundry.
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
I think so, but she doesn't, so I suppose not.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm. I am so done with the cold.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Not the last time I kissed him, no, but a different time with him, yes.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No. Some people do. Some do not.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Yeah. Anyone who has anything happening in their lives right now. Anyone who's happy. Anyone who's not me.
Do you get along more with girls or guys?
No one.
Does anyone disgust you?
A little.
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Numbness, emptiness, you know, those emotions that are really lacks of emotion.
What was the last thing that pissed you off?
The realization I just made. Fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck.
Whats the first thing you think of when someone mentions your recent ex's name?
Lying cheating bastard.
If you had to choose between money and love, what would you choose?
Love. I know how to live without money. I mean, I know how to live without love, too, but love is the more fulfilling of the two.
Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone?
Yeah, but I ended up giving up.
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
I answer the phone. And before he gets too far into things, I remind him that we have not had a proper conversation in three years and that him calling is extremely unexpected. Then I hear what he has to say.
Whats your most recent ex doing?
Probably screwing his girlfriend.
Will you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
I did.
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
You mean besides my ex? No.
What would you do if you saw the last person you kissed?
Same thing I did the last time I saw him: Look away and try to do something else so that he won't talk to me.
Do you have any weird inside jokes?
Swiss Chocolate, yellow pudding, cake and ice cream.
If you could go back to one month what month would it be?
I dunno.
My kissing history.
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed?
His name was Tyler, I'd only known him for an hour. He was 21, I was 17, we were in Autumn's hot tub at her birthday party and we were playing Truth or Dare.
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yep.
3. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list?
Yep.
4. Ever kiss a "best friend"?
No.
5. Kissed someone within a day of having a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I don't understand.
6. Ever kissed someone younger than you?
Yep.
7. Older than you?
Yep.
8. Have you ever kissed someone you hated?
I was heartbroken, but that wasn't hatred.
9. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser?
I wouldn't know.
10. Who is the best kisser?
I dunno.
11. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone?
It was July, I think.
12. Was it a game?
Yeah. His game with my emotions.
13. Was the person your age?
No. Two years younger.
14. Was it a boyfriend/girlfriend/etc.?
It was an *ex* boyfriend.
15. Do you regret that kiss?
No.
Ten Favorites:
1. Family member:
My aunt Cindy and my uncle KT
2. Person:
Kaitlyn.
3. Color(s):
Green. Gray. Dark colors.
4. Sport:
Underwater Basket Weaving.
5. Mall:
Towson is a very nice mall. I would shop there exclusively if I could.
6. Song:
"Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls.
7. Food:
Chinese, methinks, although there really is nothing better than a good steak.
8. Season:
None. I hate weather with an undying passion.
9. Day:
Friday.
10. City:
DC
Ten facts.
1. Height:
5'6"
2. Hair color:
Brown.
3. Hair length:
Shoulder-length but I'm gonna grow it long like it used to be.
4. Hair style:
Uh... brush it and go?
5. Eye color:
Green.
6. Shoe size:
9
7. Smell:
Um... soap/shampoo.
8. Available?
Painfully so.
9. Have any plans for today?
Go to bed around 11.
Ten things about my love life.
1. Have you ever been in love?
Maybe.
2. Do you believe in love?
I suppose.
3. Why did your last relationship fail?
Well, apparently I wasn't enough/good enough for him, also I was leaving for college.
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I hope not.
5. Have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
Eh. It's complicated. He and I started as good friends, but considering we haven't spoken in three years, I don't know.
6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Yeah.
7. Are you afraid of commitment?
No.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No.
9. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in attraction at first sight.
Ten things: this or that.
1. Love or money?
Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer?
Hard liquor. Get me drunk quickly.
3. Hookups or relationships?
Relationship.
4. Television or internet?
Internet.
5. Pepsi or coke?
Pepsi.
6. Chocolate or vanilla?
Vanilla.
7. Colored or black and white pictures?
Color.
8. Phone or in person?
In person.
9. MSN or Myspace?
Neither.
Ten have you ever's.
1. Have you ever been caught sneaking out?
I... don't sneak out....
2. Have you ever skinny dipped?
No. I prefer my clothes to be on, thank you.
3. Have you ever done something you regret?
Duh.
4. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No.
5. Have you ever been on a boat house?
You mean a house boat? No.
6. Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?
Yeah.
7. Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt but you never told them?
Yeah.
8. Have you ever been streaking?
No.
9. Have you ever ran away?
Kinda.
Ten emotions.
1. Are you missing someone right now?
Eh.
2. Are you happy?
I'm.... neutral in a positive way.
3. Are you talking to anyone right now?
No.
4. Are you bored?
No.
5. Are you German?
My mother's maiden name is Horstkamp. You tell me.
6. Are you Swedish?
No.
7. Are you French?
No.
8. Are you Indian?
No.
9. Are your parents still married?
No.
10. Do you like someone now?
Eh.
Ten right now's.
1. Thinking about:
This annoying ticking noise.
2. Are you eating?
Just finished a bag of SweeTart conversation hearts.
3. Are you happy?
No.
4. What were you doing an hour ago?
Reading.
5. What are you wearing?
Pajama pants and a T-shirt.
6. Are you cold?
A little. But it gets too hot when I turn the heat on.
7. Are you excited?
For what?
8. Are you upset?
No.
9. What is your current mood?
Don't have one.
10. Are you alone?
Nah. Roomie just walked into the room. Hi, roomie!
No ma'am I haven't.
If you could, would you hookup with the last girl/boy you texted?
I would not hook up with a girl, because I'm not into girls. And the last boy I texted was.... my ex... enough said.
The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
No.
How's your most recent ex doing?
From Facebook stalking, I assume he and his new girl are extremely happy. Oh darn.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yeah. Try... well, anyone I've ever referred to as "best friend."
In June were you in a relationship?
Yep.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
Well, I got into bed at 11. I didn't fall asleep until well after 1 though.
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?
Learning from past experience, I'm gonna say we won't even be best friends in ten months. But she says she's not going anywhere, and I kinda believe it, so we'll see.
Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
Eh... debatable.
Did you sleep well last night?
No.
Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
I don't know.
Has anyone put they're arm around you in the past 5 days?
No. Also, it's *their.*
Do you plan on moving within the next 2 years?
Yeah. Moving out of this dorm to go back home, and then moving from home back up here (to a different dorm).
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
In 2009? Two.
Have you told anyone that you missed them lately?
No.
Have you ever liked anyone that has treated you crappy?
Yeah, story of my life.
Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care?
I'm actually pretty sure he would, since I'm half-convinced he still has feelings for me.
Are you nice to everyone?
I'm at least civil to people, I don't know about being nice to everyone though.
Do you believe your latest ex cares about you?
Like I said, I'm pretty sure he still has feelings for me, so yeah.
Your best friend needs you at 3 am, do you go help them?
Yes ma'am. Gimme enough time to put on my shoes and walk down to her room/ drive to her house and I am there.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yep. As usual.
Are you close with your mother?
Yeah.
Are you close with your brother/sister?
We hate each other.
Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
No.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Kinda.
Have you ever had braces?
Nope.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I could, but I probably won't.
Do you fall fast for people?
Uh... not fast, necessarily, but hard.
Do you think your ex has moved on and is happier with another person?
I don't think he's moved on, but he certainly seems to be happier with her than with me.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not particularly. I mean, I tell him a lot of things regardless, but I wouldn't tell him most stuff.
Are you heartbroken in any way?
Eh. Yeah. I think the last time it happened, a piece was lost and it can't be put back together yet.
What are you doing after this?
Another survey, most likely.
Is something bothering you?
Always.
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
It'd be easier to count promises that have been kept.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I certainly hope not, but you never know when it comes to us lonely types.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
I love roller coasters.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Homework or laundry.
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
I think so, but she doesn't, so I suppose not.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm. I am so done with the cold.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Not the last time I kissed him, no, but a different time with him, yes.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No. Some people do. Some do not.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Yeah. Anyone who has anything happening in their lives right now. Anyone who's happy. Anyone who's not me.
Do you get along more with girls or guys?
No one.
Does anyone disgust you?
A little.
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Numbness, emptiness, you know, those emotions that are really lacks of emotion.
What was the last thing that pissed you off?
The realization I just made. Fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck.
Whats the first thing you think of when someone mentions your recent ex's name?
Lying cheating bastard.
If you had to choose between money and love, what would you choose?
Love. I know how to live without money. I mean, I know how to live without love, too, but love is the more fulfilling of the two.
Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone?
Yeah, but I ended up giving up.
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
I answer the phone. And before he gets too far into things, I remind him that we have not had a proper conversation in three years and that him calling is extremely unexpected. Then I hear what he has to say.
Whats your most recent ex doing?
Probably screwing his girlfriend.
Will you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
I did.
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
You mean besides my ex? No.
What would you do if you saw the last person you kissed?
Same thing I did the last time I saw him: Look away and try to do something else so that he won't talk to me.
Do you have any weird inside jokes?
Swiss Chocolate, yellow pudding, cake and ice cream.
If you could go back to one month what month would it be?
I dunno.
My kissing history.
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed?
His name was Tyler, I'd only known him for an hour. He was 21, I was 17, we were in Autumn's hot tub at her birthday party and we were playing Truth or Dare.
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yep.
3. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list?
Yep.
4. Ever kiss a "best friend"?
No.
5. Kissed someone within a day of having a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I don't understand.
6. Ever kissed someone younger than you?
Yep.
7. Older than you?
Yep.
8. Have you ever kissed someone you hated?
I was heartbroken, but that wasn't hatred.
9. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser?
I wouldn't know.
10. Who is the best kisser?
I dunno.
11. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone?
It was July, I think.
12. Was it a game?
Yeah. His game with my emotions.
13. Was the person your age?
No. Two years younger.
14. Was it a boyfriend/girlfriend/etc.?
It was an *ex* boyfriend.
15. Do you regret that kiss?
No.
Ten Favorites:
1. Family member:
My aunt Cindy and my uncle KT
2. Person:
Kaitlyn.
3. Color(s):
Green. Gray. Dark colors.
4. Sport:
Underwater Basket Weaving.
5. Mall:
Towson is a very nice mall. I would shop there exclusively if I could.
6. Song:
"Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls.
7. Food:
Chinese, methinks, although there really is nothing better than a good steak.
8. Season:
None. I hate weather with an undying passion.
9. Day:
Friday.
10. City:
DC
Ten facts.
1. Height:
5'6"
2. Hair color:
Brown.
3. Hair length:
Shoulder-length but I'm gonna grow it long like it used to be.
4. Hair style:
Uh... brush it and go?
5. Eye color:
Green.
6. Shoe size:
9
7. Smell:
Um... soap/shampoo.
8. Available?
Painfully so.
9. Have any plans for today?
Go to bed around 11.
Ten things about my love life.
1. Have you ever been in love?
Maybe.
2. Do you believe in love?
I suppose.
3. Why did your last relationship fail?
Well, apparently I wasn't enough/good enough for him, also I was leaving for college.
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I hope not.
5. Have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
Eh. It's complicated. He and I started as good friends, but considering we haven't spoken in three years, I don't know.
6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Yeah.
7. Are you afraid of commitment?
No.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No.
9. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in attraction at first sight.
Ten things: this or that.
1. Love or money?
Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer?
Hard liquor. Get me drunk quickly.
3. Hookups or relationships?
Relationship.
4. Television or internet?
Internet.
5. Pepsi or coke?
Pepsi.
6. Chocolate or vanilla?
Vanilla.
7. Colored or black and white pictures?
Color.
8. Phone or in person?
In person.
9. MSN or Myspace?
Neither.
Ten have you ever's.
1. Have you ever been caught sneaking out?
I... don't sneak out....
2. Have you ever skinny dipped?
No. I prefer my clothes to be on, thank you.
3. Have you ever done something you regret?
Duh.
4. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No.
5. Have you ever been on a boat house?
You mean a house boat? No.
6. Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?
Yeah.
7. Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt but you never told them?
Yeah.
8. Have you ever been streaking?
No.
9. Have you ever ran away?
Kinda.
Ten emotions.
1. Are you missing someone right now?
Eh.
2. Are you happy?
I'm.... neutral in a positive way.
3. Are you talking to anyone right now?
No.
4. Are you bored?
No.
5. Are you German?
My mother's maiden name is Horstkamp. You tell me.
6. Are you Swedish?
No.
7. Are you French?
No.
8. Are you Indian?
No.
9. Are your parents still married?
No.
10. Do you like someone now?
Eh.
Ten right now's.
1. Thinking about:
This annoying ticking noise.
2. Are you eating?
Just finished a bag of SweeTart conversation hearts.
3. Are you happy?
No.
4. What were you doing an hour ago?
Reading.
5. What are you wearing?
Pajama pants and a T-shirt.
6. Are you cold?
A little. But it gets too hot when I turn the heat on.
7. Are you excited?
For what?
8. Are you upset?
No.
9. What is your current mood?
Don't have one.
10. Are you alone?
Nah. Roomie just walked into the room. Hi, roomie!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
It's been a while...
... since I've done a real post. Because, let's face it, sometimes there's just nothing to talk about. (Except when you're answering surveys, because they ask things you may have forgotten about.)
So yesterday I stayed in my room except for meals, and I watched a couple of movies. This is out-of-character for me, because I usually DO NOT have the mental capacity, attention span, etc. for movies. But yesterday I watched two of them. So I'm going to analyze them because I have nothing to do with my life at the moment except watch movies.
The first movie I watched yesterday was Girl, Interrupted. I had not seen this movie before I put it into my computer, but I'd heard about it (it's a relatively well-known film) and figured I'd buy it and watch it. So I did. The basic plot of the movie is that this girl named Susanna tries to kill herself, but then claims that's not what she was doing, and is subsequently forced to commit herself to a mental hospital. She then makes friends with the other patients, and becomes very close with a sociopath who has been at the mental hospital for 8 years and is always trying to escape. Anyway, eventually Susanna is diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, but she doesn't understand why the doctors won't tell her this. And eventually she gets better.
Girl, Interrupted takes place in the 1960s, and I don't quite know whether or not that has anything to do with the general lack of compassion shown by the staff at the mental hospital, but there is a noticeable lack of positive communication between the doctors/nurses/administrators and the patients. It's interesting to compare this movie, and especially that aspect of the movie, to things like Benny and Joon and Cut, because this is one of the the few movies that portrays the psychologists almost as antagonists, instead of helpful individuals.
I'm gonna get personal here for a minute. I really liked this movie, but I really don't think I could watch it with other people. If you've read some of my earlier posts, you know basics about my past. And I know I've kept anyone who reads this basically in the dark about what's happened recently in my life (except what you can read in surveys), so maybe I can basically bring you up to speed. Essentially, I've gotten to the point where my best friend (whom I will refer to as "Utah" because everyone on this blog needs a code name) is probably a little (or maybe a lot) sick of me always telling her about my psychoticness (and, let's face it, I'm sick of me, so I can't imagine that she wouldn't be sick of me too). And she, being the completely helpful, supportive, wonderful friend she is (no sarcasm intended. I legit mean this) was like "Have you considered going to counseling?" And in my brain, I said "Uh... duh." But then I basically spilled to her about how I'm afraid to go, and basically about why I haven't gone before. I didn't tell Utah that I'm afraid to even make an appointment (I have a thing about not liking to make phone calls) or that I'm too afraid nothing will work. What does all of this have to do with the movie? Well, if I'm in an environment where the people who are supposed to be helping me aren't doing so, that's not gonna help, and I'm afraid it'd be like the movie. More on this later.
Anyway. The next movie I watched was Ever After which is a different take on the classic Cinderella story. The basic storyline is that Danielle, after her father dies, is raised as a servant in her stepmother's household. The stepmother, a Baroness, has ambitions for the "prettiest" of her daughters: to marry the single, handsome Prince Henry and become queen. The problem, of course, is that Danielle and the Prince meet, but Danielle has to pretend to be her deceased mother in order to save a man's life, so the Prince thinks Danielle is a comtess. They fall in love, as usually happens in movies, but then the Baroness finds out what Danielle has done, exposes her true station to the Prince, and overall ruins Danielle's life. The Prince is torn, because he loves Danielle but she's a servant, and he's a prince, and generally that doesn't fly too well in Renaissance society. Nevertheless, there's a happy ending when the Prince realizes he's being a moron.
I love this movie, except for the fact that I really hate the fact that that kind of thing DOES NOT HAPPEN in real life. The not-good-enough young lady does not ever end up with the uber-popular young man. The end.
So yesterday I stayed in my room except for meals, and I watched a couple of movies. This is out-of-character for me, because I usually DO NOT have the mental capacity, attention span, etc. for movies. But yesterday I watched two of them. So I'm going to analyze them because I have nothing to do with my life at the moment except watch movies.
The first movie I watched yesterday was Girl, Interrupted. I had not seen this movie before I put it into my computer, but I'd heard about it (it's a relatively well-known film) and figured I'd buy it and watch it. So I did. The basic plot of the movie is that this girl named Susanna tries to kill herself, but then claims that's not what she was doing, and is subsequently forced to commit herself to a mental hospital. She then makes friends with the other patients, and becomes very close with a sociopath who has been at the mental hospital for 8 years and is always trying to escape. Anyway, eventually Susanna is diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, but she doesn't understand why the doctors won't tell her this. And eventually she gets better.
Girl, Interrupted takes place in the 1960s, and I don't quite know whether or not that has anything to do with the general lack of compassion shown by the staff at the mental hospital, but there is a noticeable lack of positive communication between the doctors/nurses/administrators and the patients. It's interesting to compare this movie, and especially that aspect of the movie, to things like Benny and Joon and Cut, because this is one of the the few movies that portrays the psychologists almost as antagonists, instead of helpful individuals.
I'm gonna get personal here for a minute. I really liked this movie, but I really don't think I could watch it with other people. If you've read some of my earlier posts, you know basics about my past. And I know I've kept anyone who reads this basically in the dark about what's happened recently in my life (except what you can read in surveys), so maybe I can basically bring you up to speed. Essentially, I've gotten to the point where my best friend (whom I will refer to as "Utah" because everyone on this blog needs a code name) is probably a little (or maybe a lot) sick of me always telling her about my psychoticness (and, let's face it, I'm sick of me, so I can't imagine that she wouldn't be sick of me too). And she, being the completely helpful, supportive, wonderful friend she is (no sarcasm intended. I legit mean this) was like "Have you considered going to counseling?" And in my brain, I said "Uh... duh." But then I basically spilled to her about how I'm afraid to go, and basically about why I haven't gone before. I didn't tell Utah that I'm afraid to even make an appointment (I have a thing about not liking to make phone calls) or that I'm too afraid nothing will work. What does all of this have to do with the movie? Well, if I'm in an environment where the people who are supposed to be helping me aren't doing so, that's not gonna help, and I'm afraid it'd be like the movie. More on this later.
Anyway. The next movie I watched was Ever After which is a different take on the classic Cinderella story. The basic storyline is that Danielle, after her father dies, is raised as a servant in her stepmother's household. The stepmother, a Baroness, has ambitions for the "prettiest" of her daughters: to marry the single, handsome Prince Henry and become queen. The problem, of course, is that Danielle and the Prince meet, but Danielle has to pretend to be her deceased mother in order to save a man's life, so the Prince thinks Danielle is a comtess. They fall in love, as usually happens in movies, but then the Baroness finds out what Danielle has done, exposes her true station to the Prince, and overall ruins Danielle's life. The Prince is torn, because he loves Danielle but she's a servant, and he's a prince, and generally that doesn't fly too well in Renaissance society. Nevertheless, there's a happy ending when the Prince realizes he's being a moron.
I love this movie, except for the fact that I really hate the fact that that kind of thing DOES NOT HAPPEN in real life. The not-good-enough young lady does not ever end up with the uber-popular young man. The end.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Self-Deprecation: my anti-drug.
Who's the last person you talked to about sex?
I dunno. Kaitlyn, probably.
Are you stubborn?
Kinda
If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes
Who was the last person to be on a bed with you?
Kaitlyn
Do you tend to hold a grudge?
Sometimes.
Has anyone called you perfect before?
No.
What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Uh, that would not work out well.
Where is the biggest scar on your body?
My left thigh.
Have you ever been told you were amazing?
Yes.
Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
I dunno.
What was the last thing you had to drink?
Juice.
When will you next be asked out?
Never.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.
What would you do if there was a killer in your house?
Let him kill me.
If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
Maybe...
Do you get along with girls?
I think so.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
No.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
I don't know.
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yes.
What was the last thing you cried about?
I don't know.
Who was the last girl you talked to?
Marisa.
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
My roommate used to.
Do you have any facial piercings?
Just my ears.
Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
How should I know?
Would you ever get plastic surgery?
*shrug*
What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid?
Apparently, grown men.
Do you ever miss your past?
Yes. I wasn't as fucked up back then.
Do you miss the last person you kissed?
No.
How have you felt today?
I want the world to die.
Are you nice to the people you dislike?
I try.
You kissed someone today, didn't you?
Nope.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No.
Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
Yes.
What are you doing for your next birthday?
Nothing.
Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say?
Liar.
What are you looking forward to?
Getting out of here.
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
Are you in a good mood right now?
Not particularly.
Do you like to make the first move?
No.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
When was the last time you completely broke down?
I dunno.
Do you swear often?
Sometimes.
Would you go out in public looking the way you do?
I suppose if I had to.
Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail?
Not really.
What are you thinking about right now?
The fact that I'm really sure that everyone hates me.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe.
Do you like taking walks?
I suppose.
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Yeah.
Are you happier now than you were last year?
No.
Would you rather be a blonde or a brunette?
Brunette
Have you ever blew up a condom?
No.
If you had to make out with your ex or your best friend of the same sex, who would you choose?
Ex.
Why is your myspace song what it is?
Because I like the band.
What are your chances of getting with your crush?
None.
Have you ever sent a naughty text message?
Yes.
Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
Yes
Have you ever cheated on a bf/gf?
No.
Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Kinda.
Do you have a gay friend?
Yep.
Do you own a strapless bra?
Somewhere.
Do you have a worst enemy?
Kinda.
If you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the babys last name be?
Twitter.
Do you like canada?
Never been there.
Who do you live with?
Marisa.
Are your parents protective of you?
No. I'm pretty sure she doesn't give a fuck.
What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
I scratch my arms.
Are you a good liar?
No.
What is something you want more than anything right now?
Fulfillment in my life.
Is money important to you?
Nah.
Are you currently in a "I wouldn't mind if I lost 50 pounds" kind of mood?
Always.
Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older?
No.
Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?
TV
Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
No.
Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Nah.
Do you find yourself saying mean things to people over the internet that you wouldn't say in real life?
Yeah.
Do you lie about your age?
No.
When was the last time you fell asleep with a guy?
Never.
When did you last cry and over what?
Can't remember.
Who is the last person to text you?
Kaitlyn.
What is your ring tone?
When the Day Met the Night by Panic! at the Disco
Does the person you like know it?
No. Good thing, too.
Where are you right now?
Under my bed.
How is your hair?
Eh.
Any complaints?
MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.
Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Dunno.
What are you doing?
Nothing.
Have you been in a car accident?
Yep.
Who is the last person on your missed calls?
Kaitlyn
What did the last text message you received say?
11:45
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Yes. They need to have a reason.
I dunno. Kaitlyn, probably.
Are you stubborn?
Kinda
If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes
Who was the last person to be on a bed with you?
Kaitlyn
Do you tend to hold a grudge?
Sometimes.
Has anyone called you perfect before?
No.
What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Uh, that would not work out well.
Where is the biggest scar on your body?
My left thigh.
Have you ever been told you were amazing?
Yes.
Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
I dunno.
What was the last thing you had to drink?
Juice.
When will you next be asked out?
Never.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Yeah.
What would you do if there was a killer in your house?
Let him kill me.
If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
Maybe...
Do you get along with girls?
I think so.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
No.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
I don't know.
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yes.
What was the last thing you cried about?
I don't know.
Who was the last girl you talked to?
Marisa.
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
My roommate used to.
Do you have any facial piercings?
Just my ears.
Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
How should I know?
Would you ever get plastic surgery?
*shrug*
What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid?
Apparently, grown men.
Do you ever miss your past?
Yes. I wasn't as fucked up back then.
Do you miss the last person you kissed?
No.
How have you felt today?
I want the world to die.
Are you nice to the people you dislike?
I try.
You kissed someone today, didn't you?
Nope.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No.
Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
Yes.
What are you doing for your next birthday?
Nothing.
Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say?
Liar.
What are you looking forward to?
Getting out of here.
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
Are you in a good mood right now?
Not particularly.
Do you like to make the first move?
No.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
When was the last time you completely broke down?
I dunno.
Do you swear often?
Sometimes.
Would you go out in public looking the way you do?
I suppose if I had to.
Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail?
Not really.
What are you thinking about right now?
The fact that I'm really sure that everyone hates me.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe.
Do you like taking walks?
I suppose.
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Yeah.
Are you happier now than you were last year?
No.
Would you rather be a blonde or a brunette?
Brunette
Have you ever blew up a condom?
No.
If you had to make out with your ex or your best friend of the same sex, who would you choose?
Ex.
Why is your myspace song what it is?
Because I like the band.
What are your chances of getting with your crush?
None.
Have you ever sent a naughty text message?
Yes.
Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
Yes
Have you ever cheated on a bf/gf?
No.
Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Kinda.
Do you have a gay friend?
Yep.
Do you own a strapless bra?
Somewhere.
Do you have a worst enemy?
Kinda.
If you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the babys last name be?
Twitter.
Do you like canada?
Never been there.
Who do you live with?
Marisa.
Are your parents protective of you?
No. I'm pretty sure she doesn't give a fuck.
What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
I scratch my arms.
Are you a good liar?
No.
What is something you want more than anything right now?
Fulfillment in my life.
Is money important to you?
Nah.
Are you currently in a "I wouldn't mind if I lost 50 pounds" kind of mood?
Always.
Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older?
No.
Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?
TV
Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
No.
Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Nah.
Do you find yourself saying mean things to people over the internet that you wouldn't say in real life?
Yeah.
Do you lie about your age?
No.
When was the last time you fell asleep with a guy?
Never.
When did you last cry and over what?
Can't remember.
Who is the last person to text you?
Kaitlyn.
What is your ring tone?
When the Day Met the Night by Panic! at the Disco
Does the person you like know it?
No. Good thing, too.
Where are you right now?
Under my bed.
How is your hair?
Eh.
Any complaints?
MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.
Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Dunno.
What are you doing?
Nothing.
Have you been in a car accident?
Yep.
Who is the last person on your missed calls?
Kaitlyn
What did the last text message you received say?
11:45
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Yes. They need to have a reason.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
I figure this is better than Social Interview
-Are your parents married or divorced?
Divorced.
-Are you a vegetarian?
No. I like steak. And chicken.
-Do you believe in Heaven?
Yes. And I believe that I'm not going there.
-Have you ever come close to dying?
Nah.
-What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
My earrings.
-Are you eating?
No.
-Do you eat the stems of broccoli
Not on their own.
-Do you wear makeup?
Yes, sometimes.
-Would you ever have plastic surgery?
No.
-What do you wear to bed?
Pajamas.
-Have you ever done anything illegal?
Yes, duh.
-Can you roll your tounge?
Yep.
-Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
-Do you believe in Abortions?
Abortion's wrong.
-What is your Hair color?
Brown.
-Future child's name, boy and girl?
Adam and... I really like the name Evelyn, but then they'd be Adam and Evie.
-Do you smoke?
Sometimes.
-If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Ireland.
-Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
My tiger. Or when I'm at home, a real live kitty cat.
-If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
I'd buy new cars for my mommy and me.
-Gold or silver?
Silver.
-Hamburger or hot dog?
Hamburger, unless it's a non-burned, grilled hot dog.
-If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Pierogies.
-City, beach or country?
Country.
-What was the last thing you touched?
The laptop. And my leg.
-Where did you eat last?
The caf.
-When's the last time you cried?
Uh... good question?
-Do you read blogs?
A couple.
-Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
I've done it before.
-Ever been involved with the police?
Yes. I got pulled over for a burnt-out headlight.
-What's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?
Herbal Essences shampoo/conditioner (really, any of them will do) and the foaming Moonlight Path stuff from Bath and Body Works.
-Do you talk in your sleep?
I hope not.
-Ocean or pool?
Pool, please.
-What's your favorite song at the moment
I'm getting back into the '90s and rediscovering the truth in "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls. Although certainly the Cartel cover of "Wonderwall" is equally my favorite.
-Have you ever had a cavity?
Two.
-Window seat or aisle seats?
Window seat.
-Ever met anyone famous?
Yep yep.
-Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
No. My life's not over yet.
-Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl, but I usually don't eat spaghetti.
-What is your fav. sport to play?
None.
-Basketball or football?
Basketball. I used to be good at it.
-When was the last time you went to the bathroom?
A few hours ago.
-Do you drive a stick?
No.
-Cake or ice cream?
Cake, but it can't be dry.
-Are you self-conscious?
Yes.
-Do you like any of your close friends?
He has potential to be a close friend. It's a long story.
-Have you ever given money to a bum?
Does Drew count?
-Have you been in love?
Maybe?
-Where do you wish you were?
I dunno.
-On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?
Because I rearranged my friends a lot.
-Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Yeah.
-Can you tango?
No.
-Last gift you received?
Cowlendar!
-What occasion did you recieve your gift?
Christmas.
-Last thing you spent lots of money on?
Shoes.
-Where do you live?
In a dorm room.
-Last wedding attended.
I have never been to a wedding.
-Favorite restaurant?
Noodles and Company. Or CPK.
-What is your favorite kind of car?
Nissan. Except the Cube. WTF is that nonsense?
-Most hated food(s)
Strongly-flavored fish...
-Most loved food(s)?
Pierogies, eggs.
-Can you sing?
Eh.
-Person on your mind?
Joey, 'cause I stole this from him.
-What's your least fav. chores?
Dishes.
-Favorite drink?
Tea, diet soda.
-Currently have a Crush?
Yes.
-How long was your longest drive in a car?
8 hours. Unless you count a bus ride, in which case the answer is 15 hours.
Divorced.
-Are you a vegetarian?
No. I like steak. And chicken.
-Do you believe in Heaven?
Yes. And I believe that I'm not going there.
-Have you ever come close to dying?
Nah.
-What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
My earrings.
-Are you eating?
No.
-Do you eat the stems of broccoli
Not on their own.
-Do you wear makeup?
Yes, sometimes.
-Would you ever have plastic surgery?
No.
-What do you wear to bed?
Pajamas.
-Have you ever done anything illegal?
Yes, duh.
-Can you roll your tounge?
Yep.
-Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
-Do you believe in Abortions?
Abortion's wrong.
-What is your Hair color?
Brown.
-Future child's name, boy and girl?
Adam and... I really like the name Evelyn, but then they'd be Adam and Evie.
-Do you smoke?
Sometimes.
-If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Ireland.
-Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
My tiger. Or when I'm at home, a real live kitty cat.
-If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
I'd buy new cars for my mommy and me.
-Gold or silver?
Silver.
-Hamburger or hot dog?
Hamburger, unless it's a non-burned, grilled hot dog.
-If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Pierogies.
-City, beach or country?
Country.
-What was the last thing you touched?
The laptop. And my leg.
-Where did you eat last?
The caf.
-When's the last time you cried?
Uh... good question?
-Do you read blogs?
A couple.
-Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
I've done it before.
-Ever been involved with the police?
Yes. I got pulled over for a burnt-out headlight.
-What's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?
Herbal Essences shampoo/conditioner (really, any of them will do) and the foaming Moonlight Path stuff from Bath and Body Works.
-Do you talk in your sleep?
I hope not.
-Ocean or pool?
Pool, please.
-What's your favorite song at the moment
I'm getting back into the '90s and rediscovering the truth in "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls. Although certainly the Cartel cover of "Wonderwall" is equally my favorite.
-Have you ever had a cavity?
Two.
-Window seat or aisle seats?
Window seat.
-Ever met anyone famous?
Yep yep.
-Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
No. My life's not over yet.
-Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl, but I usually don't eat spaghetti.
-What is your fav. sport to play?
None.
-Basketball or football?
Basketball. I used to be good at it.
-When was the last time you went to the bathroom?
A few hours ago.
-Do you drive a stick?
No.
-Cake or ice cream?
Cake, but it can't be dry.
-Are you self-conscious?
Yes.
-Do you like any of your close friends?
He has potential to be a close friend. It's a long story.
-Have you ever given money to a bum?
Does Drew count?
-Have you been in love?
Maybe?
-Where do you wish you were?
I dunno.
-On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?
Because I rearranged my friends a lot.
-Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Yeah.
-Can you tango?
No.
-Last gift you received?
Cowlendar!
-What occasion did you recieve your gift?
Christmas.
-Last thing you spent lots of money on?
Shoes.
-Where do you live?
In a dorm room.
-Last wedding attended.
I have never been to a wedding.
-Favorite restaurant?
Noodles and Company. Or CPK.
-What is your favorite kind of car?
Nissan. Except the Cube. WTF is that nonsense?
-Most hated food(s)
Strongly-flavored fish...
-Most loved food(s)?
Pierogies, eggs.
-Can you sing?
Eh.
-Person on your mind?
Joey, 'cause I stole this from him.
-What's your least fav. chores?
Dishes.
-Favorite drink?
Tea, diet soda.
-Currently have a Crush?
Yes.
-How long was your longest drive in a car?
8 hours. Unless you count a bus ride, in which case the answer is 15 hours.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
1, 2, 10.
TEN ARE YOUS:
1. Are you single? Yep
2. Are you happy? Pretty much
3. Are you bored? Yep
5. Are you Italian? No
6. Are you German? Yes
7. Are you Asian? Nah
8. Are you cool? Nah.
9. Are you Irish? A little
10. Are your parents still married? No
_____________________________________
FACTS:
1. Hair Color – Brown
2. Hair Style – Blah
3. Eye Color - Green
4. Gender - Female
5. Lefty or Righty? - Right
_____________________________________
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1. Have you ever been in love? Maybe
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? Sometimes
3. Why did your last relationship fail? I was leaving for college. I wasn't giving him what he wanted.
4. Have you ever been hurt? Duh
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Probably. I'm sorry.
6. Are you in love? No. I have a major crush.
7. Are you friends with the last girl/guy you talked to? Yeah ish
8. Are you afraid of commitment? Nah
9. Have you hugged someone within the last week? Yes
10. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Nah
_____________________________________
TEN THIS OR THAT:
1. Love or Lust? Love
2. Lemonade or Iced Tea? Iced Tea
3. Cats or Dogs? Cats
4. A few best friends or many regular friends? A few best.
5. Television or Internet? Internet.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in? Romantic night in.
8. Pink or Purple? Purple.
9. Day or Night? Day. Bad things happen at night.
10. IM or Phone? IM
____________________________________
TEN HAVE YOU EVER'S:
1. Been caught sneaking out? No
2. Fell down the stairs? Yep
3. White water rafting? Nope
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker? Yes
5. Wanted something/someone so bad it hurt? Yep.
7. Skipped School? Kinda
8. Wanted to disappear? Always
9. Been to a concert? Yes
10. Mailed a letter? Yeah
___________________________________
NINE PREFERENCES FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
1. Smile or Eyes? Smile.
2. Light or Dark Hair? I'm partial to dark hair.
3. Hugs or Kisses? Both.
4. Shorter or Taller? Taller, please.
5. Intelligence or Attractiveness? Both have to be present, but intelligence above attractiveness.
6. Dancer or Scholar? Scholar. I don't want him to expect me to dance.
7. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship.
8. Funny and poor OR rich and serious? Funny and poor, but he needs to be able to be serious.
9. Play the guitar or into sports? Guitar.
_____________________________________
NINE LASTS:
1. Last phone call? Mom
2. Last phone call you received? Carolyn
3. Last person you hung out with? Roomie
4. Last person you hugged? Kaitlyn
5. Last person you IM'ed? Jorden
6. Last thing you ate? Marshmallows
7. Last thing you drank? Juice
8. Last site you went on? Twitter
9. Last place you were? Annapolis lounge
_____________________________________
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Are you in a committed relationship? I wish.
_____________________________________
FRIENDS:
1. Do you secretly hate one of your friends? No
2. Do you consider all of your friends good friends? Kinda
3. Who knows mostly everything about you? Kaitlyn knows everything. I have no secrets from her.
4. Did you lie during this survey? No.
_____________________________________
RANDOM:
1. Who were your last 4 texts from? I dunno
2. When was your default picture taken? October
3. How old are you? 18
4. What is your current mood? Meh
5. What's your dad's middle name? Eugene
6. What color shirt are you wearing? Blue with white stars
7. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? No. If even one thing had changed, I might not be surrounded by the amazing people I have in my life right now.
8. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Dunno
9. When was the last time you cried? Dunno.
10. If you could have one super power what would it be? Invisibility.
11. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Height.
12. Do you still like kiddy movies? Yes.
13. What's your favorite smell? Almond extract. And the combo of cigarettes and guy cologne. It brings back memories.
14. Describe your life in one word? Ugh.
15. What are you looking forward to the most? 26 days from now.
16. Who are you thinking about right now? Taylor Swift.
17. What should you be doing? Gettin' ready for sleep.
18. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? Drewbie
_________________________________
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Kmart.
Have you ever had a pet fish? Yes.
Does the future make you more nervous or excite? Nervous. There is nothing exciting about the future.
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No.
Do you believe that everything happens for reason? Yeah.
Do you have a best friend to lean on? Yes.
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009? No
Have you ever walked in on people having sex? No, thank GOD.
Who's thinking about you right now? No one.
How many people of the opposite sex have you made cry? I hope, not very many.
Do you wanna see somebody right now? Sure.
In the past week have you felt sad? Yes
Do you like cookies n' cream bars? Sure
What eye color is the prettiest? Green.
What are you going to do next? Sleep.
1. Are you single? Yep
2. Are you happy? Pretty much
3. Are you bored? Yep
5. Are you Italian? No
6. Are you German? Yes
7. Are you Asian? Nah
8. Are you cool? Nah.
9. Are you Irish? A little
10. Are your parents still married? No
__________________________
FACTS:
1. Hair Color – Brown
2. Hair Style – Blah
3. Eye Color - Green
4. Gender - Female
5. Lefty or Righty? - Right
__________________________
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1. Have you ever been in love? Maybe
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? Sometimes
3. Why did your last relationship fail? I was leaving for college. I wasn't giving him what he wanted.
4. Have you ever been hurt? Duh
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Probably. I'm sorry.
6. Are you in love? No. I have a major crush.
7. Are you friends with the last girl/guy you talked to? Yeah ish
8. Are you afraid of commitment? Nah
9. Have you hugged someone within the last week? Yes
10. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Nah
__________________________
TEN THIS OR THAT:
1. Love or Lust? Love
2. Lemonade or Iced Tea? Iced Tea
3. Cats or Dogs? Cats
4. A few best friends or many regular friends? A few best.
5. Television or Internet? Internet.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in? Romantic night in.
8. Pink or Purple? Purple.
9. Day or Night? Day. Bad things happen at night.
10. IM or Phone? IM
__________________________
TEN HAVE YOU EVER'S:
1. Been caught sneaking out? No
2. Fell down the stairs? Yep
3. White water rafting? Nope
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker? Yes
5. Wanted something/someone so bad it hurt? Yep.
7. Skipped School? Kinda
8. Wanted to disappear? Always
9. Been to a concert? Yes
10. Mailed a letter? Yeah
__________________________
NINE PREFERENCES FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
1. Smile or Eyes? Smile.
2. Light or Dark Hair? I'm partial to dark hair.
3. Hugs or Kisses? Both.
4. Shorter or Taller? Taller, please.
5. Intelligence or Attractiveness? Both have to be present, but intelligence above attractiveness.
6. Dancer or Scholar? Scholar. I don't want him to expect me to dance.
7. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship.
8. Funny and poor OR rich and serious? Funny and poor, but he needs to be able to be serious.
9. Play the guitar or into sports? Guitar.
__________________________
NINE LASTS:
1. Last phone call? Mom
2. Last phone call you received? Carolyn
3. Last person you hung out with? Roomie
4. Last person you hugged? Kaitlyn
5. Last person you IM'ed? Jorden
6. Last thing you ate? Marshmallows
7. Last thing you drank? Juice
8. Last site you went on? Twitter
9. Last place you were? Annapolis lounge
__________________________
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Are you in a committed relationship? I wish.
__________________________
FRIENDS:
1. Do you secretly hate one of your friends? No
2. Do you consider all of your friends good friends? Kinda
3. Who knows mostly everything about you? Kaitlyn knows everything. I have no secrets from her.
4. Did you lie during this survey? No.
__________________________
RANDOM:
1. Who were your last 4 texts from? I dunno
2. When was your default picture taken? October
3. How old are you? 18
4. What is your current mood? Meh
5. What's your dad's middle name? Eugene
6. What color shirt are you wearing? Blue with white stars
7. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? No. If even one thing had changed, I might not be surrounded by the amazing people I have in my life right now.
8. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Dunno
9. When was the last time you cried? Dunno.
10. If you could have one super power what would it be? Invisibility.
11. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Height.
12. Do you still like kiddy movies? Yes.
13. What's your favorite smell? Almond extract. And the combo of cigarettes and guy cologne. It brings back memories.
14. Describe your life in one word? Ugh.
15. What are you looking forward to the most? 26 days from now.
16. Who are you thinking about right now? Taylor Swift.
17. What should you be doing? Gettin' ready for sleep.
18. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? Drewbie
__________________________
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Kmart.
Have you ever had a pet fish? Yes.
Does the future make you more nervous or excite? Nervous. There is nothing exciting about the future.
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No.
Do you believe that everything happens for reason? Yeah.
Do you have a best friend to lean on? Yes.
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009? No
Have you ever walked in on people having sex? No, thank GOD.
Who's thinking about you right now? No one.
How many people of the opposite sex have you made cry? I hope, not very many.
Do you wanna see somebody right now? Sure.
In the past week have you felt sad? Yes
Do you like cookies n' cream bars? Sure
What eye color is the prettiest? Green.
What are you going to do next? Sleep.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Eh.
Promise not to lie or erase any of these questions?
Even if I do, how will you know?
How was your new years eve?
Fantabulous.
Are you afraid of falling in love?
I'm afraid of getting hurt because I'm in love. But I really want to fall in love one day. It's like... going skydiving. It's scary, and there's a chance you'll get really hurt, but it looks like a lot of fun and you don't want to let your fears get in the way of the bigger, better experience.
Where is your ex gf/bf right now?
Probably at his house.
Do you act differently around the person you like?
I don't really like anyone.
Whens the last time you talked to your ex? And what was it about?
Either last night about a story he wrote, or a few days ago about... nonsense, including the paper he wrote.
What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
Math.
Do you have any television obsessions?
Reba! And Teen Mom!
What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
"Hush."
Do you love anybody?
Yes, but not in a romantic way.
What time did you fall asleep last night?
It was after 1.
Any songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
I can listen to them, I'm just very bitter when I do.
If the last girl/guy you hugged had sex with another girl/guy, what would you say?
"It's about time!"
Where is your mom right now?
At a work dinner.
Was last night terrible?
It was eh.
Have you broken a bone?
Arm.
Are you single or taken? Why?
Single, because I don't know any guys who find me attractive.
What puts a smile on your face instantly?
"When the Day Met the Night" by Panic at the Disco
What was the funniest thing that happened in the last week?
My dog barking at a paper towel tube.
Who was the last person you gave a dirty look to?
My sister.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.
When was the last time you changed in front of someone and who?
Kaitlyn when I stayed over.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not really. Regardless of what he says, he'll judge me. Or otherwise be insensitive about it later.
Would you rather have a small dog or a big dog?
I want to have a St. Bernard when I grow up.
Are you happy with your relationship status?
I'd like a relationship, but being single is pretty good.
Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.
Is your room ever clean?
When I'm not home.
If you woke up next to the last person you texted who would it be?
My mom.
Do you drink bottled water?
Not really.
Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
PGSTT.
Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
I haven't seen anyone all day. Literally.
How would you feel about traveling alone?
Eh, I'd prefer not to, but I'll do it if I must.
Do you know anyone that likes to chew ice?
No.
How do you feel about studying?
Eh.
If you could get a new cell phone right now, which would you choose?
EnV touch, just so I could draw when I got bored.
Any plans for New Year's yet?
No. The New Year just happened!
What are you excited for?
Nothing.
Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Too much.
What is wrong with you right now?
A lot of things.
What did you do this afternoon?
Laundry.
What are you doing tonight?
Nothing.
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
I've only ever dated one person.
What time is it?
7:15 PM
Did your last kiss require you to stand on your tippy toes?
No. We were sitting down.
Favorite color(s)?
Green.
Do you ever wonder if you will get in a car accident and die?
I probably will, if I keep riding with my sister.
Who did you talk to before you went to bed last night?
Jorden.
Can you do a cartwheel without falling to the ground?
Kinda
How much sleep did you get last night?
I dunno.
Think back to the last person you kissed, have you ever snuck them into your house?
No.
What’s to your left?
Wall.
Why did you last cry?
The other day..
Would you rather kiss in the rain, snow, or sunshine?
Snow.
Last place you drove to?
Nowhere, just to make sure the battery charge would hold.
Current mood?
Eh.
What do you currently hear?
Music
What color is your hair?
Brown
Who was the first person you talked to today?
My cat.
What color is your cell phone?
Black.
Do people underestimate you?
Yeah.
Are you drinking anything?
No, but I want limeade.
Do you believe "Once a cheater, always a cheater"?
I want to believe people change, but then I remember that most people have patterns to their ignorance, and that means they won't change.
Where were you 2 hours ago?
Downstairs.
Do you know anyone named Bob?
No.
When did you last go swimming?
Dunno.
Do you have over 200 MySpace friends?
No.
Do you think long distance relationships work out?
They can work. You just gotta be patient.
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Bunny.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Eh.
Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Like 2.
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Asleep.
Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
No.
Are you gonna get high later?
I wish.
How do you react when people sing "Happy Birthday" to you in a restaurant?
Eh.
Say the guy/girl that hurt you the most showed up at your door with roses?
I'd just kinda stare at him.
Will next Friday be a good one?
No.
Do you know any obnoxious people?
Yes. Most of the time, I'm one of those people.
Have you ever given out your number and then later regretted it?
No.
Is sex the most important thing in a relationship?
No.
One night stand or relationship?
Relationship.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yeah.
Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling for?
"Hey, can you proofread my paper?"
As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
I'm hungry.
Anyone you're looking forward to seeing soon?
My Kaitlyn. Yes, she is mine.
Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
No.
What woke you up this morning?
My sister turning on the lights.
Are you really tall or really short?
I'm neither.
Can you live without your cell phone?
Yeah. It's not like anyone calls/texts me anyway.
Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you?
Taller, but I don't really care.
Do you regret anything you've done recently?
Eh.
What color are your eyes?
Green
Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
Stuff.
Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yes.
Is there something that's happened yesterday that you don't want to ever go through again?
My sister's driving.
Have you ever held hands with the opposite sex?
Yes.
Are you nice to everyone?
I try, but some people don't deserve it.
Where exactly were you when you entered 2010?
Kaitlyn's basement.
Ever been cheated on?
Yep.
What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Honesty and trust.
Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Never.
Are you taller than your mom?
I dunno.
How long until your next birthday?
Fourish
Do you hate being alone?
Yes.
Do you think relationships are hard?
They don't have to be.
Do you have a favorite number?
9
Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Nowhere.
Doesn't it annoy you when couples post things to each other's wall on Facebook?
Sometimes it's cute, but sometimes it's excessive.
Is there anything you are currently procrastinating on?
Packing.
What are you doing tonight?
Nothing.
What would you like to drink now?
Limeade.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
No.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
Jorden.
Where do you wish you were right now?
School.
Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I know that no one is.
Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
No.
If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
Bedding and pillows. And me.
Last person to take your pants off?
Me.
Do you curse in front of your parents?
Not usually.
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
I don't know for sure, but I think it's my ex, who is doing it anonymously.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes.
Do you find piercings attractive?
Yes, to an extent.
Are you the type of person to make people laugh?
Not intentionally.
Whats so special about what you're wearing?
Nothing.
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Tattoo, maybe.
Would you say that you are emotionally strong?
I haven't died yet, have I?
What time is it?
8:34
Four months ago, who did you have a crush on?
I was still kinda missing my ex.
Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
MY SISTER STOLE MY PANTS.
What did the last text in your inbox say? From Who?
Did you eat? Did you feed the animals? We're just now having dessert so I'll be home in about an hour. -- Mom.
When is the next time you will see your best friend?
Sunday.
Do you regret something you did the day before yesterday?
N0. I don't think I did anything.
Is someone on your mind right now?
Always.
Are you listening to music right now?
Yes.
What do you think of when you think of your last kiss?
I make a strange face and move on.
Have you ever lived with your (ex) girlfriend/boyfriend?
No.
Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I probably have.
Next time you will kiss someone?
Probably never.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Always.
Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Yes.
Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My kitty was in the bed with me because, well, it's her bed.
Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?
What kind of bug?
The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
None.
When was the last time something bothered you?
Always.
What time did you wake up today?
Dunno.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
My ex might, still, but no one who actually matters does..
So, you have brown eyes?
No.
What's the song you hear right now?
I don't know what it's called, but Fallout Boy.
What was the last thing you ate?
Dunno.
Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Ginnie.
Is your best friend in love?
She might still be, but she's mostly just trying to be meh at the moment.
Is it possible to be JUST friends with someone you wanna be with?
Yeah. It hurts, but yeah.
The last person to hurt you apologizes, do you accept?
Yes.
When you hear the name Roy, do you think of a boy or a girl and why?
Boy, because it's a boy's name.
Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
Kinda.
Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
No.
Who's birthday is coming up?
How should I know?
Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
No! Barely talking to her over break isn't very fun as it is.
Could things possibly get any better?
They could go either way.
Is anything bothering you?
Kinda.
What was the last drink you had?
Coke.
Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You can joke about it, but wait a week if it's something that just happened.
Do you have feelings for someone?
Yes.
What was for dinner tonight?
Build-your-own Grand Slam
Would you be able to name everyone you kissed?
Yes, it's a short list. Tyler and Jorden.
What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing.
Is there someone that you want to see?
Sure.
Ever had a feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
Yes
Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes, but I also want it to be long.
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
If I tilt my head back.
Do you like your hair?
Eh.
Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I hope not.
What's one thing that really pisses you off?
Cheaters.
Are your eyes the same color as your Mom's or Dad's?
They're a bit more golden than Mom's.
The shirt you're wearing, does anyone else have it?
Yes. The whole cast/crew of JCS has it.
What holiday is closest to your birthday?
Cinco de Mayo.
Who did you last go to the mall with?
Stephi, Carolyn, Edward, Emily, and Julianna
Do you know when your parents' anniversary is?
I don't know. It's not like they're married or anything.
Is there a difference between love and IN love?
Yeah.
Even if I do, how will you know?
How was your new years eve?
Fantabulous.
Are you afraid of falling in love?
I'm afraid of getting hurt because I'm in love. But I really want to fall in love one day. It's like... going skydiving. It's scary, and there's a chance you'll get really hurt, but it looks like a lot of fun and you don't want to let your fears get in the way of the bigger, better experience.
Where is your ex gf/bf right now?
Probably at his house.
Do you act differently around the person you like?
I don't really like anyone.
Whens the last time you talked to your ex? And what was it about?
Either last night about a story he wrote, or a few days ago about... nonsense, including the paper he wrote.
What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
Math.
Do you have any television obsessions?
Reba! And Teen Mom!
What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
"Hush."
Do you love anybody?
Yes, but not in a romantic way.
What time did you fall asleep last night?
It was after 1.
Any songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
I can listen to them, I'm just very bitter when I do.
If the last girl/guy you hugged had sex with another girl/guy, what would you say?
"It's about time!"
Where is your mom right now?
At a work dinner.
Was last night terrible?
It was eh.
Have you broken a bone?
Arm.
Are you single or taken? Why?
Single, because I don't know any guys who find me attractive.
What puts a smile on your face instantly?
"When the Day Met the Night" by Panic at the Disco
What was the funniest thing that happened in the last week?
My dog barking at a paper towel tube.
Who was the last person you gave a dirty look to?
My sister.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.
When was the last time you changed in front of someone and who?
Kaitlyn when I stayed over.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not really. Regardless of what he says, he'll judge me. Or otherwise be insensitive about it later.
Would you rather have a small dog or a big dog?
I want to have a St. Bernard when I grow up.
Are you happy with your relationship status?
I'd like a relationship, but being single is pretty good.
Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.
Is your room ever clean?
When I'm not home.
If you woke up next to the last person you texted who would it be?
My mom.
Do you drink bottled water?
Not really.
Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
PGSTT.
Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
I haven't seen anyone all day. Literally.
How would you feel about traveling alone?
Eh, I'd prefer not to, but I'll do it if I must.
Do you know anyone that likes to chew ice?
No.
How do you feel about studying?
Eh.
If you could get a new cell phone right now, which would you choose?
EnV touch, just so I could draw when I got bored.
Any plans for New Year's yet?
No. The New Year just happened!
What are you excited for?
Nothing.
Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Too much.
What is wrong with you right now?
A lot of things.
What did you do this afternoon?
Laundry.
What are you doing tonight?
Nothing.
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
I've only ever dated one person.
What time is it?
7:15 PM
Did your last kiss require you to stand on your tippy toes?
No. We were sitting down.
Favorite color(s)?
Green.
Do you ever wonder if you will get in a car accident and die?
I probably will, if I keep riding with my sister.
Who did you talk to before you went to bed last night?
Jorden.
Can you do a cartwheel without falling to the ground?
Kinda
How much sleep did you get last night?
I dunno.
Think back to the last person you kissed, have you ever snuck them into your house?
No.
What’s to your left?
Wall.
Why did you last cry?
The other day..
Would you rather kiss in the rain, snow, or sunshine?
Snow.
Last place you drove to?
Nowhere, just to make sure the battery charge would hold.
Current mood?
Eh.
What do you currently hear?
Music
What color is your hair?
Brown
Who was the first person you talked to today?
My cat.
What color is your cell phone?
Black.
Do people underestimate you?
Yeah.
Are you drinking anything?
No, but I want limeade.
Do you believe "Once a cheater, always a cheater"?
I want to believe people change, but then I remember that most people have patterns to their ignorance, and that means they won't change.
Where were you 2 hours ago?
Downstairs.
Do you know anyone named Bob?
No.
When did you last go swimming?
Dunno.
Do you have over 200 MySpace friends?
No.
Do you think long distance relationships work out?
They can work. You just gotta be patient.
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Bunny.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Eh.
Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Like 2.
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Asleep.
Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
No.
Are you gonna get high later?
I wish.
How do you react when people sing "Happy Birthday" to you in a restaurant?
Eh.
Say the guy/girl that hurt you the most showed up at your door with roses?
I'd just kinda stare at him.
Will next Friday be a good one?
No.
Do you know any obnoxious people?
Yes. Most of the time, I'm one of those people.
Have you ever given out your number and then later regretted it?
No.
Is sex the most important thing in a relationship?
No.
One night stand or relationship?
Relationship.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
Yeah.
Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling for?
"Hey, can you proofread my paper?"
As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
I'm hungry.
Anyone you're looking forward to seeing soon?
My Kaitlyn. Yes, she is mine.
Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
No.
What woke you up this morning?
My sister turning on the lights.
Are you really tall or really short?
I'm neither.
Can you live without your cell phone?
Yeah. It's not like anyone calls/texts me anyway.
Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you?
Taller, but I don't really care.
Do you regret anything you've done recently?
Eh.
What color are your eyes?
Green
Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
Stuff.
Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yes.
Is there something that's happened yesterday that you don't want to ever go through again?
My sister's driving.
Have you ever held hands with the opposite sex?
Yes.
Are you nice to everyone?
I try, but some people don't deserve it.
Where exactly were you when you entered 2010?
Kaitlyn's basement.
Ever been cheated on?
Yep.
What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Honesty and trust.
Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Never.
Are you taller than your mom?
I dunno.
How long until your next birthday?
Fourish
Do you hate being alone?
Yes.
Do you think relationships are hard?
They don't have to be.
Do you have a favorite number?
9
Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Nowhere.
Doesn't it annoy you when couples post things to each other's wall on Facebook?
Sometimes it's cute, but sometimes it's excessive.
Is there anything you are currently procrastinating on?
Packing.
What are you doing tonight?
Nothing.
What would you like to drink now?
Limeade.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
No.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
Jorden.
Where do you wish you were right now?
School.
Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I know that no one is.
Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
No.
If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
Bedding and pillows. And me.
Last person to take your pants off?
Me.
Do you curse in front of your parents?
Not usually.
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
I don't know for sure, but I think it's my ex, who is doing it anonymously.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes.
Do you find piercings attractive?
Yes, to an extent.
Are you the type of person to make people laugh?
Not intentionally.
Whats so special about what you're wearing?
Nothing.
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Tattoo, maybe.
Would you say that you are emotionally strong?
I haven't died yet, have I?
What time is it?
8:34
Four months ago, who did you have a crush on?
I was still kinda missing my ex.
Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
MY SISTER STOLE MY PANTS.
What did the last text in your inbox say? From Who?
Did you eat? Did you feed the animals? We're just now having dessert so I'll be home in about an hour. -- Mom.
When is the next time you will see your best friend?
Sunday.
Do you regret something you did the day before yesterday?
N0. I don't think I did anything.
Is someone on your mind right now?
Always.
Are you listening to music right now?
Yes.
What do you think of when you think of your last kiss?
I make a strange face and move on.
Have you ever lived with your (ex) girlfriend/boyfriend?
No.
Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I probably have.
Next time you will kiss someone?
Probably never.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Always.
Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Yes.
Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My kitty was in the bed with me because, well, it's her bed.
Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?
What kind of bug?
The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
None.
When was the last time something bothered you?
Always.
What time did you wake up today?
Dunno.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
My ex might, still, but no one who actually matters does..
So, you have brown eyes?
No.
What's the song you hear right now?
I don't know what it's called, but Fallout Boy.
What was the last thing you ate?
Dunno.
Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Ginnie.
Is your best friend in love?
She might still be, but she's mostly just trying to be meh at the moment.
Is it possible to be JUST friends with someone you wanna be with?
Yeah. It hurts, but yeah.
The last person to hurt you apologizes, do you accept?
Yes.
When you hear the name Roy, do you think of a boy or a girl and why?
Boy, because it's a boy's name.
Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
Kinda.
Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
No.
Who's birthday is coming up?
How should I know?
Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
No! Barely talking to her over break isn't very fun as it is.
Could things possibly get any better?
They could go either way.
Is anything bothering you?
Kinda.
What was the last drink you had?
Coke.
Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You can joke about it, but wait a week if it's something that just happened.
Do you have feelings for someone?
Yes.
What was for dinner tonight?
Build-your-own Grand Slam
Would you be able to name everyone you kissed?
Yes, it's a short list. Tyler and Jorden.
What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing.
Is there someone that you want to see?
Sure.
Ever had a feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
Yes
Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes, but I also want it to be long.
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
If I tilt my head back.
Do you like your hair?
Eh.
Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I hope not.
What's one thing that really pisses you off?
Cheaters.
Are your eyes the same color as your Mom's or Dad's?
They're a bit more golden than Mom's.
The shirt you're wearing, does anyone else have it?
Yes. The whole cast/crew of JCS has it.
What holiday is closest to your birthday?
Cinco de Mayo.
Who did you last go to the mall with?
Stephi, Carolyn, Edward, Emily, and Julianna
Do you know when your parents' anniversary is?
I don't know. It's not like they're married or anything.
Is there a difference between love and IN love?
Yeah.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Onehundred Lamenesses
1. Last beverage? Diet Coke
2. Last phone call? Mom. Stupid jumper cables.
3. Last text message? See above.
4. Last song you listened to? Out of My Head -- Fastball
5. Last time you cried? Yesterday.
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice? No.
2. Been cheated on? Yeah. It hurt.
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? Kinda.
4. Lost someone special? Eh.
5. Been depressed? Yes.
6. Been drunk and threw up? No. I might do that one day though.
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Green
2. Red
3. Blue
4. Black
HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends? Yes
2. Fallen out of love? No.
3. Laughed until you cried? Yes.
4. Met someone who changed you? Always.
5. Found out who your true friends were? Yes.
6. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes. An entire class.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? Yeah.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? All but one or two.
9. How many kids do you want to have? 2.
10. Do you have any pets? Yes.
11. Do you want to change your name? Not really.
12. What did you do for your last birthday? Jorden made me dinner and watched a movie with me.
13. What time did you wake up today? 6:15.
14. What were you doing at midnight, last night? Trying to sleep.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for. Back to school.
16. Last time you saw your father? Dunno.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I need someone to need me.
18. What are you listening to right now? Superman's Dead
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? He goes by Thomas.
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? Nothing.
24. Most visited webpage? Twitter/Facebook
1. What's your name? Melanie
2. Nicknames? Melanie, Mel Bells, MelMel, Hooker, Mel-o-nie
3. Relationship Status? Single
4. Zodiac sign? Taurus
5. Male or female or transgendered ? Female
6. Elementary? St. Pius
7. Middle School? Same
8. High school ? Bishop McNamara
10. Hair color? Brownish.
11. Long or short? Shoulder length.
16. Height? 5'6"
17. Do you have a crush on someone? Not really.
18: What do you like about yourself? Nothing.
19. Piercings? Two in each ear.
20. Tattoos? Someday
21. Righty or lefty? Right.
FIRSTS :
22. First surgery? None.
23. First piercing? When I was 7
24. First best friends? Katie Ann
26. First sport you joined? Soccer
27. First pet? Cats
28. First vacation? Nags Head?
29. First concert? Panic! at the Disco!
30. First crush? Ben Hatef.
RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating? Nothing.
50. Drinking? Nothing
52. I'm about to? Answer questions.
53. Listening to? Music.
55. Waiting for? Sunday.
YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? Eventually
59. Want to get married? Yes.
60. Careers in mind? Psychologist, teacher.
88. Liked a friend as more than a friend? It happens.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself? Half the time.
90. Miracles? Sometimes.
91. Love at first sight? Not anymore.
92. Heaven? Yeah, but I'm not gettin' there.
93. Santa Claus? Not anymore
95. Kiss on the first date? Sure.
96. Angels? Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Sure
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? No. That's not right.
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Sure
2. Last phone call? Mom. Stupid jumper cables.
3. Last text message? See above.
4. Last song you listened to? Out of My Head -- Fastball
5. Last time you cried? Yesterday.
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice? No.
2. Been cheated on? Yeah. It hurt.
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? Kinda.
4. Lost someone special? Eh.
5. Been depressed? Yes.
6. Been drunk and threw up? No. I might do that one day though.
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Green
2. Red
3. Blue
4. Black
HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends? Yes
2. Fallen out of love? No.
3. Laughed until you cried? Yes.
4. Met someone who changed you? Always.
5. Found out who your true friends were? Yes.
6. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes. An entire class.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? Yeah.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? All but one or two.
9. How many kids do you want to have? 2.
10. Do you have any pets? Yes.
11. Do you want to change your name? Not really.
12. What did you do for your last birthday? Jorden made me dinner and watched a movie with me.
13. What time did you wake up today? 6:15.
14. What were you doing at midnight, last night? Trying to sleep.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for. Back to school.
16. Last time you saw your father? Dunno.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I need someone to need me.
18. What are you listening to right now? Superman's Dead
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? He goes by Thomas.
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? Nothing.
24. Most visited webpage? Twitter/Facebook
1. What's your name? Melanie
2. Nicknames? Melanie, Mel Bells, MelMel, Hooker, Mel-o-nie
3. Relationship Status? Single
4. Zodiac sign? Taurus
5. Male or female or transgendered ? Female
6. Elementary? St. Pius
7. Middle School? Same
8. High school ? Bishop McNamara
10. Hair color? Brownish.
11. Long or short? Shoulder length.
16. Height? 5'6"
17. Do you have a crush on someone? Not really.
18: What do you like about yourself? Nothing.
19. Piercings? Two in each ear.
20. Tattoos? Someday
21. Righty or lefty? Right.
FIRSTS :
22. First surgery? None.
23. First piercing? When I was 7
24. First best friends? Katie Ann
26. First sport you joined? Soccer
27. First pet? Cats
28. First vacation? Nags Head?
29. First concert? Panic! at the Disco!
30. First crush? Ben Hatef.
RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating? Nothing.
50. Drinking? Nothing
52. I'm about to? Answer questions.
53. Listening to? Music.
55. Waiting for? Sunday.
YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? Eventually
59. Want to get married? Yes.
60. Careers in mind? Psychologist, teacher.
88. Liked a friend as more than a friend? It happens.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself? Half the time.
90. Miracles? Sometimes.
91. Love at first sight? Not anymore.
92. Heaven? Yeah, but I'm not gettin' there.
93. Santa Claus? Not anymore
95. Kiss on the first date? Sure.
96. Angels? Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Sure
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? No. That's not right.
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Sure
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
So...
I was just overwhelmed by this giant wave of loneliness. I don't even know where it came from. I mean, I just came to the realization that I'm absolutely fine being single, in fact, I'm *happy* I'm single, and that I have a best friend who loves me, and close friends who love me, but I just feel so... alone. And the worst part is that I can't even talk to anyone about it. Everyone has their own problems to listen to my usual problem of having issues with unknown origins. And everyone who would sit there and listen to me anyway are either having *huge* problems or are asleep because they are good, responsible souls who are sleeping because they have class in the morning.
Being alone sucks.
Being alone sucks.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
FUCK THAT BITCHASS HO.
Fact about the person you like?
Not entirely sure who that is.
What is the last thing someone bought you?
Assorted things from Target.
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
My mommy, probably.
Have you made a mistake this past week?
Don't we all?
Do you drink tea?
Yes
When was the last time you had to deal with the police?
I got pulled over once a couple years ago. Does that count?
Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?
Yes
What do you get complimented on the most?
Eyes
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Not really
How are you feeling?
Ugh
Is there something you're not looking forward to?
The rest of my life
Do you tell your parents everything?
Nah.
Is there someone you want to kiss right now?
No one in particular, I'd just like to randomly make out with someone for a little while though. That'd be nice.
Would you ever tattoo your significant other's name on yourself?
No
When did your last hug take place?
Dunno.
Are you a jealous person?
Eh.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
I dunno. Never had a chance to test that.
Do you believe in love?
Yeah
Will you get married?
I dunno.
Does anyone like you?
No
Do you secretly like someone?
No
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn
Are you a forgiving person?
Too much so.
What were you doing at 4 am this morning?
Sleeping
What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Sleep
Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Yep
Are you a stressed out person?
Yeah
Do you have any bruises?
Yep
When did you last cry?
Dunno.
When will your next kiss take place?
Never.
Was yesterday better than today?
Eh
Where did you go in a car last?
Target
Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
No
Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes
Do you remember your dreams?
Not always
Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
Dunno
Do you miss your past?
Eh
Were you single on your last birthday?
No
Do you fall for people easily?
No
Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend/ex?
No
Were you happy when you woke up?
Eh
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Eh
Let's be honest; have you ever played someone?
I hope not
Do you think somebody is in love with you?
No.
What would you do if your best friend died?
Cry.
Lose a good friend lately?
No
Have you had sex with the last person you kissed?
No
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with A, J, L, R, N, K, B, D?
Yes. J
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
Always.
What are you looking forward to?
Everything being right with the world.
Are you satisfied with your life as of now?
Eh.
Has anyone walked out of your life in the past 2 weeks?
He doesn't know it yet.
Do you think somebody likes the same person you?
I don't like anyone, so...
Are you wearing a necklace?
No.
Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
Yes.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
He should be grateful I give him the time of day.
Did you speak with your father today?
No.
Who was the last person you talked to?
Mom.
What is bothering you right now?
She will come to me when she is ready. She will come to me when she is ready.
Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
No.
What color shirt are you wearing?
One's cream and one's maroon.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
No.
High heels or flats?
Low heels.
Do you use t9, word, or abc?
Word
What is your desktop picture of?
All kinds of nonsense.
Have you ever liked someone you didnt expect to?
Yes
Is it possible to be single and happy?
I'm not cheerleader-happy but I'm not totally bummed.
Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
Dunno.
If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
I suppose I would, a little.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yeah.
What's the last song you listened to?
I don't know.
Who is the 3rd person you talked to this morning?
Stephanie.
Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone?
No.
Whats a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?
Lemon.
What were you doing at ten last night?
Dunno.
Are you confused at all?
Always.
Next time you will kiss someone?
Never. I already told you that.
How many letters does your crushes name have it in?
Eighty bajillion.
When was the last time you saw your father?
A few days after New Year's.
What was the last movie you saw?
Alvin and the Chipmunks.
Whats the third text in your inbox say?
Dunno.
Has your current bf/gf ever cheated on you?
That's the best thing about being single. There's no worry of infidelity.
How long do you have until your birthday?
How should I know?
Do you miss someone?
Eh.
Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
Closed if I can help it.
What do you want for your next birthday?
Dunno.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yes.
Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
No.
Who was last to slap your butt?
Stephanie.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Plotting ways to kill.
Has anyone said i love you in the past week?
No.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Jorden.
Do you want any tattoos?
Eventually.
How late did you stay up last night?
11:30
When was the last time you went to the mall?
Today.
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Eh. I have feelings. Dunno what they are though.
What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the light.
Are you in a good mood?
Eh.
Will you be in a relationship in four months?
No.
Do you like to take walks?
Yeah.
Not entirely sure who that is.
What is the last thing someone bought you?
Assorted things from Target.
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
My mommy, probably.
Have you made a mistake this past week?
Don't we all?
Do you drink tea?
Yes
When was the last time you had to deal with the police?
I got pulled over once a couple years ago. Does that count?
Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?
Yes
What do you get complimented on the most?
Eyes
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Not really
How are you feeling?
Ugh
Is there something you're not looking forward to?
The rest of my life
Do you tell your parents everything?
Nah.
Is there someone you want to kiss right now?
No one in particular, I'd just like to randomly make out with someone for a little while though. That'd be nice.
Would you ever tattoo your significant other's name on yourself?
No
When did your last hug take place?
Dunno.
Are you a jealous person?
Eh.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
I dunno. Never had a chance to test that.
Do you believe in love?
Yeah
Will you get married?
I dunno.
Does anyone like you?
No
Do you secretly like someone?
No
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn
Are you a forgiving person?
Too much so.
What were you doing at 4 am this morning?
Sleeping
What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Sleep
Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Yep
Are you a stressed out person?
Yeah
Do you have any bruises?
Yep
When did you last cry?
Dunno.
When will your next kiss take place?
Never.
Was yesterday better than today?
Eh
Where did you go in a car last?
Target
Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
No
Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes
Do you remember your dreams?
Not always
Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
Dunno
Do you miss your past?
Eh
Were you single on your last birthday?
No
Do you fall for people easily?
No
Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend/ex?
No
Were you happy when you woke up?
Eh
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Eh
Let's be honest; have you ever played someone?
I hope not
Do you think somebody is in love with you?
No.
What would you do if your best friend died?
Cry.
Lose a good friend lately?
No
Have you had sex with the last person you kissed?
No
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with A, J, L, R, N, K, B, D?
Yes. J
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
Always.
What are you looking forward to?
Everything being right with the world.
Are you satisfied with your life as of now?
Eh.
Has anyone walked out of your life in the past 2 weeks?
He doesn't know it yet.
Do you think somebody likes the same person you?
I don't like anyone, so...
Are you wearing a necklace?
No.
Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
Yes.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
He should be grateful I give him the time of day.
Did you speak with your father today?
No.
Who was the last person you talked to?
Mom.
What is bothering you right now?
She will come to me when she is ready. She will come to me when she is ready.
Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
No.
What color shirt are you wearing?
One's cream and one's maroon.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
No.
High heels or flats?
Low heels.
Do you use t9, word, or abc?
Word
What is your desktop picture of?
All kinds of nonsense.
Have you ever liked someone you didnt expect to?
Yes
Is it possible to be single and happy?
I'm not cheerleader-happy but I'm not totally bummed.
Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
Dunno.
If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
I suppose I would, a little.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yeah.
What's the last song you listened to?
I don't know.
Who is the 3rd person you talked to this morning?
Stephanie.
Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone?
No.
Whats a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?
Lemon.
What were you doing at ten last night?
Dunno.
Are you confused at all?
Always.
Next time you will kiss someone?
Never. I already told you that.
How many letters does your crushes name have it in?
Eighty bajillion.
When was the last time you saw your father?
A few days after New Year's.
What was the last movie you saw?
Alvin and the Chipmunks.
Whats the third text in your inbox say?
Dunno.
Has your current bf/gf ever cheated on you?
That's the best thing about being single. There's no worry of infidelity.
How long do you have until your birthday?
How should I know?
Do you miss someone?
Eh.
Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
Closed if I can help it.
What do you want for your next birthday?
Dunno.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yes.
Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
No.
Who was last to slap your butt?
Stephanie.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Plotting ways to kill.
Has anyone said i love you in the past week?
No.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Jorden.
Do you want any tattoos?
Eventually.
How late did you stay up last night?
11:30
When was the last time you went to the mall?
Today.
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Eh. I have feelings. Dunno what they are though.
What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the light.
Are you in a good mood?
Eh.
Will you be in a relationship in four months?
No.
Do you like to take walks?
Yeah.
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Do you think it's possible to fall in love with someone in just 2 weeks?
Yeah, if you spend enough time together and get to know each other well enough.
Is any part of you sad at all?
Some part.
Ever receive a really long apology?
No.
Who did you last make plans with?
Kaitlyn.
Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you before?
Yeah, but I'm not very wise for doing so.
Do you see anything changing in the near future?
Things always change. Just... never for me.
Did you date someone you regret dating?
Nah.
Ask someone something ridiculous lately?
Yes. "Tuba line or bassoon line?"
Do you like your first name?
Eh.
Does anyone hate you?
I hope not.
What's most stressing right now?
*shrug*
What are you listening to currently?
Degrassi
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend?
Yeah. Story of my life.
Does the future scare you?
Yeah. 'Cause part of me knows I'll be alone.
Did you speak to your mother today?
Yes.
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Always. Although some just... aren't... from the very beginning.
Any tattoos?
No. Eventually, maybe.
Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
*shrug*
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
I like dark hair, but it doesn't really matter.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
YES. If he's doing what I think he's doing, then he's being an idiot and not winning himself any points with anyone.
How is your hair right now?
Kinda frizzy.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
That boy confuses me, but I don't hate anyone.
Have you kissed anyone with a tattoo before?
I don't know.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
Right. I think everyone does.
It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
A wrong number, most likely.
Do you meet new people often?
Kinda.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
In a good way.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Half the time.
Have you met someone recently who is amazing?
Kinda.
Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes?
Yeah.
Is there anyone you wouldn't mind punching?
Yeah, but I don't hit very hard so...
If you could do ANYTHING for a living, what would you do?
High school guidance counselor.
Which parent was more strict when you were growing up?
My dad. Borderline abusive. But from age 6 to present my mom was the only one raising me, so...
What's the last thing you said to someone?
I dunno. It was a couple hours ago.
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
Nah.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yeah. Welcome to college, kids.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with C or A?
No.
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?
Yeah.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Yeah. Haven't gone past that, though.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
You are if you're reading this.
Do you honestly miss someone?
Yeah.
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the person you like?
I don't like anyone right now, but even if I did, he'd be out of my league anyway so I'd just have to deal with it.
Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No. I am a good influence!
What are your favorite things to spend money on?
Books. Also, beverages.
If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
No. I'm annoying.
What is the last thing you ate?
Sesame chicken.
What are you going to do after this?
Watch Degrassi or other nonsense.
Where was your default picture taken?
Naval Academy.
Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/ brother's friend?
No.
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
I try to convince them to stay, but if they want to leave, then they want to leave and I won't stop them.
Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
Yep.
Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo?
Rhia.
What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread.
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Late spring.
Is there a girl that knows almost everything about you?
Kaitlyn.
Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yeah. We lost touch when we started high school.
Yeah, if you spend enough time together and get to know each other well enough.
Is any part of you sad at all?
Some part.
Ever receive a really long apology?
No.
Who did you last make plans with?
Kaitlyn.
Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you before?
Yeah, but I'm not very wise for doing so.
Do you see anything changing in the near future?
Things always change. Just... never for me.
Did you date someone you regret dating?
Nah.
Ask someone something ridiculous lately?
Yes. "Tuba line or bassoon line?"
Do you like your first name?
Eh.
Does anyone hate you?
I hope not.
What's most stressing right now?
*shrug*
What are you listening to currently?
Degrassi
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend?
Yeah. Story of my life.
Does the future scare you?
Yeah. 'Cause part of me knows I'll be alone.
Did you speak to your mother today?
Yes.
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Always. Although some just... aren't... from the very beginning.
Any tattoos?
No. Eventually, maybe.
Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
*shrug*
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
I like dark hair, but it doesn't really matter.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
YES. If he's doing what I think he's doing, then he's being an idiot and not winning himself any points with anyone.
How is your hair right now?
Kinda frizzy.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
That boy confuses me, but I don't hate anyone.
Have you kissed anyone with a tattoo before?
I don't know.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
Right. I think everyone does.
It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
A wrong number, most likely.
Do you meet new people often?
Kinda.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
In a good way.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Half the time.
Have you met someone recently who is amazing?
Kinda.
Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes?
Yeah.
Is there anyone you wouldn't mind punching?
Yeah, but I don't hit very hard so...
If you could do ANYTHING for a living, what would you do?
High school guidance counselor.
Which parent was more strict when you were growing up?
My dad. Borderline abusive. But from age 6 to present my mom was the only one raising me, so...
What's the last thing you said to someone?
I dunno. It was a couple hours ago.
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
Nah.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yeah. Welcome to college, kids.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with C or A?
No.
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?
Yeah.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Yeah. Haven't gone past that, though.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
You are if you're reading this.
Do you honestly miss someone?
Yeah.
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the person you like?
I don't like anyone right now, but even if I did, he'd be out of my league anyway so I'd just have to deal with it.
Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No. I am a good influence!
What are your favorite things to spend money on?
Books. Also, beverages.
If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
No. I'm annoying.
What is the last thing you ate?
Sesame chicken.
What are you going to do after this?
Watch Degrassi or other nonsense.
Where was your default picture taken?
Naval Academy.
Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/ brother's friend?
No.
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
I try to convince them to stay, but if they want to leave, then they want to leave and I won't stop them.
Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
Yep.
Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo?
Rhia.
What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread.
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Late spring.
Is there a girl that knows almost everything about you?
Kaitlyn.
Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yeah. We lost touch when we started high school.
The girl I stole this from is ridiculous.
Gonna be asked unique questions, you ready?
That's what they all say.
Lip piercings on both sides of your bottom lip, disgusting right?
I wouldn't do it, but it works for some people.
Where is the person who has your heart?
I dunno. I dunno who that is.
What do you hear?
Rain outside and my mom's music downstairs.
Congratulations, you just had a baby boy! What's his name?
Adam Michael
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably. I can't make *everyone* happy.
What are you craving at the moment?
Gummy worms but they're downstairs.
Have a best friend?
I think so.
What are you doing?
This. Duh.
When is the last time you cried?
Dunno.
Do you like horror or comedy?
Comedy as long as it's not crude comedy.
Are you in a complicated relationship?
I am in no form of relationship.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?
My cat.
Seven months ago you remember who you liked?
Yes. I was dating him at the time.
Are you looking forward to anything?
Going back to school.
What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
Drive.
Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
*shrug* No one, really.
Do you like hugs or do you freak out when people hug you?
I like hugs. But if you are strange and you are hugging me I am kind of scared.
Do you laugh a lot?
When I'm with my people.
What would your dream life be like?
Drewbie and Kaitlyn would be back together, and I would be in a relationship similar to theirs.
Do you remember who you liked over the summer?
Yeah.
Do you like silver or gold better?
Silver.
Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
Like half the boys in my high school.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.
Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
Like 2 or 3 a.m.
Is your birthday in less than 6 months?
Yes
Would you consider yourself open-minded?
Yes.
So, what if you married and had kids with your ex?
It would probably end with divorce and a very stressful custody battle.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a D?
No
What do you think about Taco Bell?
Yum
Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
I guess
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
Doesn't matter
Did you cry at all today?
No
How long did it take for you to fall asleep last night?
Dunno
How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Zero
Do you care too much or not at all?
Too much
Do you know someone you wish you had never met?
*shrug*
Do you think you would make a good parent someday?
Once my child is potty-trained, yes. I'm not good with diapers.
Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
No
Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
Nah.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No
What woke you up this morning?
Dunno
Where were you an hour ago?
Prolly here.
Are you mad at somebody right now?
No
Will you be single over winter?
As always.
Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?
Yep
How often do you say sorry?
A lot.
Do you miss your past?
No.
What was the last drink you had?
Agave lemonade
Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone?
Outside with friends (if it's warm and doesn't involve insects)
Who are you missing?
*shrug*
Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You have to give it two weeks after it's happened before you joke about it.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes. Why do surveys always pick this letter?
With a P?
No.
Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?
Yeah
Do you get along with EVERYONE in your family?
No. Hell no.
Is the person you last texted single?
Yes.
Why do you and your best friend fight?
We don't. Although if we ever do, it will be because I am annoying and she does not feel like putting up with my annoying-ness.
Have you ever tripped in public?
On stage during a performance, even.
Do you like long hugs?
When they're not awkward.
Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
Yeah.
Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I hope not. Not until I'm actually falling for someone.
Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My cat was at my feet where she usually sleeps.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of the past?
All the embarrassment and hostility. Namely, elementary school.
What’s more important, trust or happiness?
Trust. No one can be happy 100% of the time, but as long as there's trust there'll be some degree of happiness.
What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Stuff.
Are you a patient person?
Not really.
Do you have a bad temper?
When I'm having a bad day.
Will you be dating someone in six months?
Of course not.
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Kaitlyn!
Are you missing someone?
Kinda
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Sweatpants
Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?
No
Who was the last person you were under a blanket with?
My kitty.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yep.
Can you commit to one person?
I could, I suppose.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Could I? Yes. Will I? No.
Kissed anyone older than you?
Yes
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Sometimes
If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
Kaitlyn.
Ever made a guy cry?
I hope not.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yeah.
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes.
Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Yes. I believe so.
Would you ever camp out on the beach under the stars?
No. There are all kinds of crawly critters that live on beaches, are you crazy?!
Do you still pinky swear?
No.
Plans for tomorrow?
Packing, prolly.
Is there someone you'll never forget?
Duh.
Who were you last on the phone with?
Mi Madre
Who is your bestfriend?
Kaitlyn Bates
Is there someone you want to see right now?
*shrug*
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Mom
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Duh.
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
No
Have you kissed anyone whose name started with an G?
No
Did you date anyone this past summer?
Yes.
Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
No one.
Where will you be twelve hours from now?
Sitting around probably reading.
Have you ever texted someone while you were in the same room?
Yes.
Do you think someone likes the same person you do?
Lots of people like no one.
Ever been in a perfect relationship?
No. There's no such thing.
What color are your eyes?
Green
When's the last time you got a text?
Friday.
When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
I don't use Myspace anymore so idk.
Did you speak to your father today?
No
That's what they all say.
Lip piercings on both sides of your bottom lip, disgusting right?
I wouldn't do it, but it works for some people.
Where is the person who has your heart?
I dunno. I dunno who that is.
What do you hear?
Rain outside and my mom's music downstairs.
Congratulations, you just had a baby boy! What's his name?
Adam Michael
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably. I can't make *everyone* happy.
What are you craving at the moment?
Gummy worms but they're downstairs.
Have a best friend?
I think so.
What are you doing?
This. Duh.
When is the last time you cried?
Dunno.
Do you like horror or comedy?
Comedy as long as it's not crude comedy.
Are you in a complicated relationship?
I am in no form of relationship.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?
My cat.
Seven months ago you remember who you liked?
Yes. I was dating him at the time.
Are you looking forward to anything?
Going back to school.
What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
Drive.
Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
*shrug* No one, really.
Do you like hugs or do you freak out when people hug you?
I like hugs. But if you are strange and you are hugging me I am kind of scared.
Do you laugh a lot?
When I'm with my people.
What would your dream life be like?
Drewbie and Kaitlyn would be back together, and I would be in a relationship similar to theirs.
Do you remember who you liked over the summer?
Yeah.
Do you like silver or gold better?
Silver.
Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
Like half the boys in my high school.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No.
Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
Like 2 or 3 a.m.
Is your birthday in less than 6 months?
Yes
Would you consider yourself open-minded?
Yes.
So, what if you married and had kids with your ex?
It would probably end with divorce and a very stressful custody battle.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a D?
No
What do you think about Taco Bell?
Yum
Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
I guess
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
Doesn't matter
Did you cry at all today?
No
How long did it take for you to fall asleep last night?
Dunno
How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Zero
Do you care too much or not at all?
Too much
Do you know someone you wish you had never met?
*shrug*
Do you think you would make a good parent someday?
Once my child is potty-trained, yes. I'm not good with diapers.
Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
No
Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
Nah.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
No
What woke you up this morning?
Dunno
Where were you an hour ago?
Prolly here.
Are you mad at somebody right now?
No
Will you be single over winter?
As always.
Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?
Yep
How often do you say sorry?
A lot.
Do you miss your past?
No.
What was the last drink you had?
Agave lemonade
Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone?
Outside with friends (if it's warm and doesn't involve insects)
Who are you missing?
*shrug*
Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
You have to give it two weeks after it's happened before you joke about it.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes. Why do surveys always pick this letter?
With a P?
No.
Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?
Yeah
Do you get along with EVERYONE in your family?
No. Hell no.
Is the person you last texted single?
Yes.
Why do you and your best friend fight?
We don't. Although if we ever do, it will be because I am annoying and she does not feel like putting up with my annoying-ness.
Have you ever tripped in public?
On stage during a performance, even.
Do you like long hugs?
When they're not awkward.
Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
Yeah.
Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I hope not. Not until I'm actually falling for someone.
Did you sleep alone last night?
No. My cat was at my feet where she usually sleeps.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of the past?
All the embarrassment and hostility. Namely, elementary school.
What’s more important, trust or happiness?
Trust. No one can be happy 100% of the time, but as long as there's trust there'll be some degree of happiness.
What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Stuff.
Are you a patient person?
Not really.
Do you have a bad temper?
When I'm having a bad day.
Will you be dating someone in six months?
Of course not.
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Kaitlyn!
Are you missing someone?
Kinda
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Sweatpants
Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?
No
Who was the last person you were under a blanket with?
My kitty.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yep.
Can you commit to one person?
I could, I suppose.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No.
Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Could I? Yes. Will I? No.
Kissed anyone older than you?
Yes
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Sometimes
If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
Kaitlyn.
Ever made a guy cry?
I hope not.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yeah.
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes.
Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Yes. I believe so.
Would you ever camp out on the beach under the stars?
No. There are all kinds of crawly critters that live on beaches, are you crazy?!
Do you still pinky swear?
No.
Plans for tomorrow?
Packing, prolly.
Is there someone you'll never forget?
Duh.
Who were you last on the phone with?
Mi Madre
Who is your bestfriend?
Kaitlyn Bates
Is there someone you want to see right now?
*shrug*
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Mom
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Duh.
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
No
Have you kissed anyone whose name started with an G?
No
Did you date anyone this past summer?
Yes.
Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
No one.
Where will you be twelve hours from now?
Sitting around probably reading.
Have you ever texted someone while you were in the same room?
Yes.
Do you think someone likes the same person you do?
Lots of people like no one.
Ever been in a perfect relationship?
No. There's no such thing.
What color are your eyes?
Green
When's the last time you got a text?
Friday.
When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
I don't use Myspace anymore so idk.
Did you speak to your father today?
No
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
This is what I do when I need therapy.
Could you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Um, no. She's straight. And a female. And I am also both of those.
What happened last night?
I stayed up 'til 2 a.m. talking to my ex.
Do you think it's disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Nah, they just look ridiculous.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Random bunch of people at return day.
Is confidence cute?
To some extent. Too much, and you're just being cocky.
What is the last beverage you had?
Vanilla soymilk.
What are you listening to right now?
The heat coming out of the vent. Also, a random song by the Fray stuck in my head.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes.
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Well. I have mixed feelings about that loser.
If you were upset, who is the first girl you'd go to?
Kaitlyn. Although I should probably start going to Courtney/etc, because I get the feeling Kaitlyn's getting sick of me.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
None. I'd probably trust Ed if he and I weren't just acquaintances.
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes. My only intact pair of jeans at the moment, actually.
What did you do friday night?
I stayed home and did nothing, as I do every night.
Have you ever been caught skipping class?
I don't skip class.
What are you going to spend money on next?
Dunno.
Who was the last person you talked to over IM?
Jorden.
Who ended your last relationship?
He did.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
What does your last text say?
"But that is seeming to be what I want right now."
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Under certain circumstances, and I'd instantly regret it.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
I... don't know.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
No one texts me. I have to do all the work in all of my friendships.
When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
"Oh, shit. What's wrong?"
Besides you, who knows your password?
No one. It's hard to spell. And very long. I mess it up at least once a week.
Last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober.
Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Yes. And that is that I'm cutting myself off from socialness, no matter how much I crave interaction with people. I'll just have to spend all of my time with my roommate.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn. But she doesn't feel the same way about me, so....
How far away is the last person you kissed?
45 minutes if he's at home. 30 minutes if he's at his dad's.
The last time you felt honestly broken?
Always.
Who was the last person to hurt you?
I... don't even know. It's always because I do things wrong, so I guess the answer would be "me."
Are you terrified of anything?
Yeah...
Where are you at the moment?
In my room.
Hate anyone?
I don't think I'm capable of hate.
Have you had sex today?
No.
How many of your friends do you truly trust?
One. There is only one person that I can tell anything to and know that she won't judge me, turn it around and use it against me, or make some kind of remark about it.
Are you starting to realize anything?
Yes.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No.
Where exactly did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
Parking lot at the high school where we had Honor Band, right next to my car.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
I don't know.
Where did you sleep last night?
My bed.
Are you legal to drink?
Everywhere but here.
Do you straighten your hair?
No. What's the point? I'm ugly and have a bad personality anyway.
What's the closest black thing to you?
My computer.
When is your birthday?
May 4
What color shirt are you wearing?
White.
Do you have a best friend?
Kind of.
What are you saving your money up for right now?
Car.
Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
I don't have feelings for anyone, really, although the one person I will never let go of is the one person I will probably never kiss. He lives in a whole other country now.
Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
Melon.
Who is the first person in your contacts list in your phone?
"Also Calling for Theresa"
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
No...
Do you have any jewelery on?
Earrings.
What flavor ice cream did you last have?
Vanilla
Do you wear contacts?
No
How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two, four at school.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
*shrug*
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
My mom's.
Last time you had pizza?
The last night I was with Kaitlyn.
How many kids do you want to have?
Two's fine.
Have you had the chicken pox?
No.
What's the greatest thing to happen today?
Absolutely nothing. Today has been pretty horrible.
Has anyone ever given you jewelry on Christmas?
My grandparents.
What's your current problem?
Where would you like me to start: my friend problems or my psychological problems or my boy problems?
Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
No.
Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.
When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Never.
If your last ex said they hate you, you say?
Fair enough, even though I did nothing wrong.
Do you wear sweatpants a lot?
Yeah.
Are you one of those people who never drink soda?
I love soda.
Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
Mom.
Are you tall?
Ish.
Can you say that looks don't matter?
Looks matter.
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Afternoon.
Are you waiting for something?
Yes.
Um, no. She's straight. And a female. And I am also both of those.
What happened last night?
I stayed up 'til 2 a.m. talking to my ex.
Do you think it's disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Nah, they just look ridiculous.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Random bunch of people at return day.
Is confidence cute?
To some extent. Too much, and you're just being cocky.
What is the last beverage you had?
Vanilla soymilk.
What are you listening to right now?
The heat coming out of the vent. Also, a random song by the Fray stuck in my head.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Yes.
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Well. I have mixed feelings about that loser.
If you were upset, who is the first girl you'd go to?
Kaitlyn. Although I should probably start going to Courtney/etc, because I get the feeling Kaitlyn's getting sick of me.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
None. I'd probably trust Ed if he and I weren't just acquaintances.
Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes. My only intact pair of jeans at the moment, actually.
What did you do friday night?
I stayed home and did nothing, as I do every night.
Have you ever been caught skipping class?
I don't skip class.
What are you going to spend money on next?
Dunno.
Who was the last person you talked to over IM?
Jorden.
Who ended your last relationship?
He did.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.
What does your last text say?
"But that is seeming to be what I want right now."
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Under certain circumstances, and I'd instantly regret it.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
I... don't know.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
No one texts me. I have to do all the work in all of my friendships.
When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
"Oh, shit. What's wrong?"
Besides you, who knows your password?
No one. It's hard to spell. And very long. I mess it up at least once a week.
Last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober.
Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Yes. And that is that I'm cutting myself off from socialness, no matter how much I crave interaction with people. I'll just have to spend all of my time with my roommate.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Kaitlyn. But she doesn't feel the same way about me, so....
How far away is the last person you kissed?
45 minutes if he's at home. 30 minutes if he's at his dad's.
The last time you felt honestly broken?
Always.
Who was the last person to hurt you?
I... don't even know. It's always because I do things wrong, so I guess the answer would be "me."
Are you terrified of anything?
Yeah...
Where are you at the moment?
In my room.
Hate anyone?
I don't think I'm capable of hate.
Have you had sex today?
No.
How many of your friends do you truly trust?
One. There is only one person that I can tell anything to and know that she won't judge me, turn it around and use it against me, or make some kind of remark about it.
Are you starting to realize anything?
Yes.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No.
Where exactly did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
Parking lot at the high school where we had Honor Band, right next to my car.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
I don't know.
Where did you sleep last night?
My bed.
Are you legal to drink?
Everywhere but here.
Do you straighten your hair?
No. What's the point? I'm ugly and have a bad personality anyway.
What's the closest black thing to you?
My computer.
When is your birthday?
May 4
What color shirt are you wearing?
White.
Do you have a best friend?
Kind of.
What are you saving your money up for right now?
Car.
Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
I don't have feelings for anyone, really, although the one person I will never let go of is the one person I will probably never kiss. He lives in a whole other country now.
Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
Melon.
Who is the first person in your contacts list in your phone?
"Also Calling for Theresa"
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
No...
Do you have any jewelery on?
Earrings.
What flavor ice cream did you last have?
Vanilla
Do you wear contacts?
No
How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two, four at school.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
*shrug*
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
My mom's.
Last time you had pizza?
The last night I was with Kaitlyn.
How many kids do you want to have?
Two's fine.
Have you had the chicken pox?
No.
What's the greatest thing to happen today?
Absolutely nothing. Today has been pretty horrible.
Has anyone ever given you jewelry on Christmas?
My grandparents.
What's your current problem?
Where would you like me to start: my friend problems or my psychological problems or my boy problems?
Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
No.
Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
Yes.
When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Never.
If your last ex said they hate you, you say?
Fair enough, even though I did nothing wrong.
Do you wear sweatpants a lot?
Yeah.
Are you one of those people who never drink soda?
I love soda.
Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
Mom.
Are you tall?
Ish.
Can you say that looks don't matter?
Looks matter.
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Afternoon.
Are you waiting for something?
Yes.
Friday, January 8, 2010
I'm so freaking bored!
Did the last person you kiss have braces?
No.
You see your ex and he/she tells you they miss you & you say?
"Haha. No you don't."
If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Blue
Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
I dunno. I suppose I could.
Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Prove I'm wrong and I'll admit I'm wrong.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
My mom told me "I'd still love you, but I would not love your tattoo."
Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
My mom.
Do you wake up cranky?
On occasion.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Not wasting my life.
Your phone is ringing... it's your ex, what do you say?
"Uh... hi?"
What was your love life like back in April?
Good, for a change.
Do you have any bruises?
Not at the moment.
Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 2009?
Yeah.
Are you under the influence of anything at the moment?
No
Your best friend says they are running away, what do you say?
"If you need somewhere to stay, you can come here."
Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yeah
Whats the last compliment you recieved?
*shrug*
Is it ever too late to apologize?
No.
Who can make you feel better in a bad situation?
Kaitlyn/Drewbie/Kitty
Have you been kissed by someone whose name started with a J?
Yep.
Can guys and girls be friends without making it more?
Yes
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Have you ever kissed somebody driving?
No.
Who was your first text this morning from?
Mom.
Do you cry easily?
Not anymore.
Are you considering a tattoo?
Maybe.
Anybody you're looking forward to seeing soon?
ANYONE who is not my family.
Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Yes.
If your best friend liked your most recent ex, what would you do?
I would smack her upside the head. (A) She's supposed to be with Drewbie forever (B) Jorden's like three years younger than her and (C) She's not exactly a big fan of his, anyway
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober
Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Yep
Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
Not that I recall.
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
Always
What do your friends call you?
Melanie, MelMel, Hooker
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
*shrug* My sister. But that's nothing new.
Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone but did?
Yeah.
Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
Yes.
Where do you want to live when you are old?
*shrug* A house would be nice. Or an apartment. Or a condo. Anywhere, really.
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
I don't see what the problem is. It's just kissing.
What color is your cell phone?
Black
Who was the last person to ask you a stupid question?
Dunno.
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
*shrug*
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I'm okay, I guess. I'm not great but I'm not terrible.
Do you have something that belongs to someone from your past?
No.
Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yep.
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who would it be?
Kyle or Christi.
Is there someone you will never forget?
Duh.
What brings out the worst in you?
Stress. Also, lack of sleep.
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
Yeah.
What are you doing this weekend?
Nothing.
Why did you last cry?
*shrug*
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes. But I know he's not going to so I don't have to worry about it.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes. And I remember that he liked a girl who was gorgeous and smart and outgoing. Unlike me.
Is there anyone you used be friends with and it's hard to look at them?
Nah.
Have you kissed someone in 09 that meant something to you?
He did at the time.
No.
You see your ex and he/she tells you they miss you & you say?
"Haha. No you don't."
If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Blue
Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
I dunno. I suppose I could.
Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Prove I'm wrong and I'll admit I'm wrong.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
My mom told me "I'd still love you, but I would not love your tattoo."
Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
My mom.
Do you wake up cranky?
On occasion.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Not wasting my life.
Your phone is ringing... it's your ex, what do you say?
"Uh... hi?"
What was your love life like back in April?
Good, for a change.
Do you have any bruises?
Not at the moment.
Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 2009?
Yeah.
Are you under the influence of anything at the moment?
No
Your best friend says they are running away, what do you say?
"If you need somewhere to stay, you can come here."
Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yeah
Whats the last compliment you recieved?
*shrug*
Is it ever too late to apologize?
No.
Who can make you feel better in a bad situation?
Kaitlyn/Drewbie/Kitty
Have you been kissed by someone whose name started with a J?
Yep.
Can guys and girls be friends without making it more?
Yes
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Have you ever kissed somebody driving?
No.
Who was your first text this morning from?
Mom.
Do you cry easily?
Not anymore.
Are you considering a tattoo?
Maybe.
Anybody you're looking forward to seeing soon?
ANYONE who is not my family.
Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Yes.
If your best friend liked your most recent ex, what would you do?
I would smack her upside the head. (A) She's supposed to be with Drewbie forever (B) Jorden's like three years younger than her and (C) She's not exactly a big fan of his, anyway
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober
Were you single on Valentine's Day?
Yep
Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
Not that I recall.
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
Always
What do your friends call you?
Melanie, MelMel, Hooker
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
*shrug* My sister. But that's nothing new.
Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone but did?
Yeah.
Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
Yes.
Where do you want to live when you are old?
*shrug* A house would be nice. Or an apartment. Or a condo. Anywhere, really.
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
I don't see what the problem is. It's just kissing.
What color is your cell phone?
Black
Who was the last person to ask you a stupid question?
Dunno.
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
*shrug*
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I'm okay, I guess. I'm not great but I'm not terrible.
Do you have something that belongs to someone from your past?
No.
Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yep.
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who would it be?
Kyle or Christi.
Is there someone you will never forget?
Duh.
What brings out the worst in you?
Stress. Also, lack of sleep.
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
Yeah.
What are you doing this weekend?
Nothing.
Why did you last cry?
*shrug*
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes. But I know he's not going to so I don't have to worry about it.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes. And I remember that he liked a girl who was gorgeous and smart and outgoing. Unlike me.
Is there anyone you used be friends with and it's hard to look at them?
Nah.
Have you kissed someone in 09 that meant something to you?
He did at the time.
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